“But the reality is so much better, right?”
I could only nod. My body was a quivering mess, my hips bucked and my whole being was filled with magic. He never broke my gaze as he worked his fingers in rhythm with my thrusts. My body would explode. I’d shatter into a million pieces, but he kept watching me. As I tensed up, he moved faster. The world dissolved into a wonderland, brighter and more sparkling than the lights outside.
Then the music stopped. I was dazzled by my own orgasm until I heard him unbuckle his belt. I raised myself up on my elbows to watch him undress.
He slipped his pants slowly down his hips then removed the t-shirt that had clung so tantalisingly to his chest all night. The sight of his body made me purr.
This was it. This was the moment.
He lowered himself onto the bed and rubbed his cock teasingly against my entrance. My core ached with longing for him. If the warm-up was anything to go by, the main act would be mind-blowing.
“Hurry up.”
He laughed, so I glared at him. He really wanted to torture me. Bastard. I’d make him pay for that. One day. When I had more control of myself.
Slowly, he eased his cock inside of me. So slowly. I could feel every bump and every ridge. The pleasure was almost agonising.
Then, suddenly, no more teasing. No more control. He thrust with a fury that I had to match. Hard enough to jerk through my entire body. I braced myself with my hands but my head jolted up. A scream tore from my throat before I could stop myself. Nothing in this world ever felt so sublime.
The music started again, inside my head, all grinding bass. The pressure inside me built to a crescendo. I needed release but I never wanted this to end. I twisted my hands in Alex’s hair as the tension became too strong for me to handle.
I wanted to open my eyes and watch his face as he fucked me but I couldn’t. I had no control over my body, none at all. I became nothing but his. As the wave of my orgasm broke, he collapsed against me.
The two of us were emptied of all but love for each other. All the aching, all the pain, was gone. This would be it, tonight and every night, forever.
The stars shone above us, the night so clear it was like we could see eternity. I could see Alex going on tour and me missing him like hell. I could see me working hard to get my own band to the same level because I realised music was something I loved.
Alex and I, together, no matter what, with a bond stronger than either of us alone. I saw Alex and I making the most of every single moment we had together because we’d learnt how easily that could be destroyed.
I’m not a vengeful person and there are some things in this world you have to forgive.
THE END