I couldn’t stop looking at him. All of him. From his tousled hair to the point between his cheeks, where I’d never joined with another man. Only him. This moment was only him. My world was only him.
His fingers dug into my ass cheeks, the tendons in his neck bulged, and he cried out, eyes squeezed tight as his cock flexed against his stomach, and he came, shattering. The look of pleasure on his face was so intense that jealousy surged through me. To join him in that blissful moment.
I pressed his knees forward into his chest and fucked him roughly. He’d made me want him, and now I needed everything he’d promised me with his flirtatious little smiles and his innuendos.
A hoarse cry tore from me.
I can’t.
I need.
Fuck.
I exploded, my skin electrified from the force that seized me. Then the world went black. When I came to, I was crushing Kit into the bed, his legs once more tight around my waist and his arms around my neck as he kissed my face.
I stared down at him in wonder. How on earth did he look the same when my entire world had just been rearranged by what we just did? Sex for me had always been routine. Something I needed to get rid of pent-up tension. A natural part of our nature that we shared with animals.
But what I’d just experienced with Kit wasn’t natural. It had been spiritual, soul-touching, life-changing.
“You look like you’re thinking hard.” He brushed at the furrowed lines between my brows. “Regrets?”
“Are you kidding me?” I planted a kiss on his lips. “Absolutely none. How on earth am I supposed to leave for two days after this?” I kissed the smattering of freckles on his left shoulder. “I want to explore every part of you.”
“Hmm, at least now you have a reason to come back home to me in one piece.” He lowered his legs and reached for my soft cock, which had slipped out of him. “And definitely with this still attached.”
Chuckling, I sat back and allowed him to remove the condom. He tied it off and shuffled to the end of the bed. “Shower?”
“Yeah, but wait.”
He glanced over his shoulder at me. “What is it?”
“I want you to get tested while I’m gone,” I said, then cringed. “I don’t mean…I’m not implying—”
“Relax, it’s okay. I know what you mean. But if I do, you have to as well. I’m on PrEP but that only takes care of one thing. I never sleep with anyone bareback. Ever.”
“I will. I just want to be inside you naked, but of course, that means it’s just us, Kit. Nobody else.” I slid off the bed and placed a hand on his arm. “Promise me. It’s just us.”
He nodded, a smile on his lips. “Just us.”