I slide my lips over his, humming with anticipation.
The next few minutes are a blur of moans, kisses, sweat, and hands. Wild sounds tear out of me, as ragged as my breaths.
He doesn’t stop touching me. Everywhere. Stroking my breasts, sliding over my belly . . . and then his hand between my legs, feeling the heat and wetness pooling between them, fingers rubbing over my clit in a delicate and skillful dance.
I sigh against him, feeling a strong pressure in between my thighs. I’m completely at his mercy and for once, I don’t wish to do a single thing about it. My teeth dig into the back of my arm to prevent myself from moaning too loudly as he continues to ravish me with his oh-so fucking talented fingers, circling over the bud and sending spasms up my body. When he slides two fingers into my opening, I bite down onto my arm hard, so close to being undone.
His fingers continue to plunge in and out of me in a steady rhythm. Just when the pleasure gets too unbearable, Kayden slowly removes them from between my legs. I laugh, relieved, wanting my first orgasm with him to be when he’s inside me. And sure enough, it seems like he feels the same way. My body pulses with excitement. He looks nervous. I am too. But I know we both want this.
“I want to make love to you right now,” he murmurs to me.
Those nine words are officially my new favorite words ever.
“Will you let me?” He searches my face for answers.
“Yes,” I rasp.
Kayden reaches into the top drawer of his nightstand to grab a condom. I watch him, writhing in anticipation as he rolls in onto his cock and adjusts himself between my legs.
My heart almost flies out of my chest when he lowers his strong body over mine and presses against me. He fills me up slowly, inch by inch and when he’s all the way inside, his eyes gaze over me with worry as he forces himself to remain still.
“Are you okay?” He asks.
“Never better.” I nod, claiming his mouth with a sweet, loving kiss.
Kayden smiles against my lips and begins moving again, caging me with his thick arms. Beads of sweat dot his forehead. I adjust my hips, allowing my body to get used to the length of him. The pressure is intense, but exquisite.
As he moves inside me, a relieved sigh leaves my lips as all those weeks of dancing around our desires finally comes to a swift end.
I can’t believe I’ve managed to hold off being with him like this for this long. I mentally slap myself for being this stupid, because having his body against mine is simply the most natural thing in the world.
I wrap my arms around his neck, ankles digging deep into the edge of the mattress as his cock plunges into me, connecting our bodies. The muscles in his neck strain, as if he’s fighting to keep himself from losing all control. But I don’t want him to fight it. I want to see him fully unleashed, like I’ve never seen him before.
Sweat prickles on both our bodies, sticky and salty.
Heavy breaths fall into the air. Skillfully, Kayden rotates his hips to switch up the angle, and my eyes roll at the new, mind-numbingly divine sensation that hits that deep spot inside me. I gasp, pushing my hips into his eagerly to capture more of the sensation.
“Does that feel good for you, baby?”
“Yes,” I moan.
“Good.” His thumb caresses my bottom lip. “Because you might want to hold on.”
The air pulsates with energy and desperation as he rams into me with increasing speed and my arms cling to him for dear life, my body flexing against his to meet every powerful and fluid thrust. The feeling inside me builds, and my inner muscles ripple around his cock as an orgasm becomes imminent. I dig my fingers harder into his back, trying to hold on to something, anything, so I won’t lose all sanity.
When the pleasure escalates to a crescendo, my body shudders with ecstasy. Kayden’s eyes are dark with satisfaction as he watches me completely unravel under him.
He doesn’t stop moving, though; he fills me up again and again, calloused hands lifting my hips higher. I wrap my legs around his body and the new angle completely shatters the already waning sense of control that he had been clinging to.
“Fuck,” he hisses as he pushes into me a final time, swimming in his release.
I join him with another unexpected orgasm of my own, the sight of him losing it inside me sending another burst of pleasure spreading through me.
Then we’re falling, the passionate haze slowly retreating until we col apse on the bed, completely spent. Kayden glances over at me, looking tired but content.
“Come here,” he says, barely a whisper.
Afterward, we lie together, wrapped up in the sheets, with our legs entangled. I lean into his chest and Kayden folds his arms over my frame, nuzzling his nose in my hair.
I angle my head to better look at him. His eyes are closed. I realize that I’ve never seen him like this before. So peaceful.
I like that I’m the only person who gets to see this side of him. He’s giving me a small piece of himself, and I like it.
“Lucky,” he mumbles, snuggling closer to me.
I’m not sure what tomorrow will bring us. Our future is uncertain, but I’m grateful for this night to lose myself in him. We both needed this.
Regardless, I cocoon myself in Kayden’s arms and let sleep overtake me.