“It’s all right, Letty. Just let go. Don’t fight it.”
I want to ask him what, even though I know, logically, what he means. I don’t even know how to do it, though. Not with a man.
“Relax.” One arm spreads across my lower belly while that one lone finger is being crushed by my pulsing core. I can’t move, and when his tongue returns to my volcanic center, I take it. I stop fighting, and I let nature take over, and I am rewarded gloriously.
My body goes tight as beads of sweat trickle down my forehead.
Oh, God! Oh, God!
My skin prickles, and my toes curl painfully, all the while Shades keeps up his oral torture. And then in the next millisecond, my body is shaking violently, every atom within me is shaking, and all I can do is ride the waves. And I do while moans come out of me that aren’t even human.
“Ah! Mah! Gaaaawd!” The last word is an accident, but it’s compounded by the fact that it stretches out over several beats. My chest is jerking and shaking, and I can feel myself clamping around his finger over and over and over again. Until finally, after a few seconds, my body goes slack. My bones sink into the mattress, and then a loud, nervous laugh escapes.
“Holy guacamole! That was…oh, my goodness, that was amazing!”
“You like?”
I nod, unable to fight the smile on my face as he sits up and leans over me.
“Pretty amazing.”
“You ain’t seen nothing yet, babe,” he says before he steps from the bed and undresses slowly. My eyes are so hungry they don’t know where to look.
He is even more gorgeous than I realized. He’s tall and lean, with muscles everywhere. Muscles and tattoos. And scars. Some are big, and some are small, but each one is a chapter in the book of his life, and I want to know everything.
“Wow. You’re beautiful.”
His lips kick up into a lopsided smile. “Thanks, babe.”
I shake my head, unable to believe anyone looks this good naked.
“No, thank you.”
He chuckles and stands there, letting my eyes eat him up until I find his erection, rock hard and jutting skyward. I lick my lips, and it twitches as if it’s a sentient being on its own.
“Letty.”
I reach out for him unconsciously, and Shades takes a step toward the bed. I touch him and gasp.
“It’s so soft but so hard,” I say in complete awe as my hand grips and strokes his length.
“Lay back, Letty.”
I nod and do as he commands, my heart in my throat as his body covers mine. “Shades, I’m…this is...”
“I know. I’ll be gentle.”
I nod with a crooked, goofy smile.
The muscles in his arms flex under the stress of holding him above me as he leans forward, brushes his lips against mine gently. His lips touch my jaw, my throat, my shoulders, and then my collarbone as he speaks gently.
“I can’t promise it won’t hurt, but I can promise that you’ll enjoy yourself.”
“I trust you,” I tell him breathlessly.
“You’re sure?”
“I’m very sure.”