I stumble against the wall and brace my hand against it, my heart thumping about a million miles a second. Seeing her like this, vulnerable and beautiful and sexy as hell, makes me wanna do something crazy. Like grab her, undo the belt, and spread the robe wide open. Feast my gaze on her skin and pray she begs me to f**k her.
No, dude, you can’t f**k her. Not like this. You’re high. She’s a virgin. You can’t be high her first time.
The longer I stare at her, the more my entire body tightens, my c**k twitches, and … fuck.
I want her despite my altered state. I always want her.
Fuck it. I’m taking a shower and I’ll jerk off to thoughts of her. How she tastes, the sweet, hot sounds she makes when I kiss her, when I let my hands wander all over her body, never lingering too long. I’m patient with Chelsea. Always, always patient.
For once, I’m dying to linger. Dying to get her naked and have her writhing beneath my hands. I want to be the one to slide deep inside her body, staring into her eyes when I enter her the first time. Have that connection with a girl that I’ve never really had before.
Closing the bathroom door, I strip out of my wet clothes and get in the shower, letting the hot, pulsating water wash over me, cleanse my chilled skin and my dirty thoughts. My c**k is so damn hard it hurts and I wrap my fingers around it, grip it tight, slowly stroke. Close my eyes and think of Chelsea.
But I don’t want to waste it. She’s out there. Sleeping in the bed we have no choice but to share. Why should I beat off when I could wake her up with soft, sweet kisses and whisper I’m sorry in her ear? Slip my hands beneath that thick robe and hope like hell I encounter bare, soft skin. Because I bet she is soft and bare beneath that robe.
And I’m suddenly eager to find out if it’s true.
Turning the water off, I dry my body like I’m in a race with myself, slipping my black boxer briefs back on but nothing else. It’s not like I can just walk back out there naked. She’d probably freak the hell out if she found me like that.
I gotta take it slow with Chelsea. That’s been my mantra ever since I met her. Slow, slow, slow.
So different from the guy who’s always wanted it fast, fast, fast and now, now, now.
The heat of the shower and the steam-filled bathroom and smoking the joint earlier has left me dizzy. I stumble out of the bathroom and flick off the light, make sure the deadbolt is locked on the door, and then I approach the bed, where Chelsea is still sleeping smack in the middle. I flick off the lamp on the bedside table and tug back the covers, sliding beneath them, lying practically on the edge since Chelsea is pretty much hogging the entire mattress.
She doesn’t even move when I get into bed with her, and I realize she’s a damn heavy sleeper. Sweet and so innocent-looking, she’s facing me, her hands tucked beneath her cheek. I lie there in the darkness, listening to her breathe, drinking in her features that are awash with the faint light that’s shining from the crack in the otherwise drawn heavy curtains.
Reaching out, I touch her damp hair, slide a few strands between my fingers. She smells f**king amazing and I scoot closer, sharing the same pillow, desperately wanting to lean in and press my mouth to hers.
But I hold back. Not yet. Despite my f**ked-up, high-as-hell state, I know I can’t just barge in and make this happen. This is going to be subtle.
That last thought alone makes me laugh. Hell, I am high.
Chelsea stirs, a little sigh escaping her, and the sexy sound goes straight to my dick, making me even harder. And there’s no way I can hide it, either. I’m in my underwear and everything is pretty much on display there. Hope boners don’t scare her.
I laugh again because damn it, that shit is funny. Her eyelids flutter open and my breath stalls in my throat.
Damn it. I didn’t mean to wake her up.
“Owen.” She stretches, her arm brushing against me, and my c**k stirs. Damn, she barely touches me and I’m ready to fire one off. “When did you come back?”
“A while ago. I took a shower.”
She sits up with a wince, running her hand through her damp hair as she looks around. “I’m totally taking over this bed. Sorry.” She scoots over and I follow her, thankful for more room since I felt like I was gonna fall off at any second. “My head feels better.” She rubs at her forehead, runs her fingers through her hair, and I wish I could be the one touching her like that.
“Yeah, you sure? I picked up some stuff for you in the gift shop. Ibuprofen,” I say. “I can go grab some and a glass of water if you want.”
“Oh, you did? Thank you. You’re so sweet.” Her voice is soft, as is her gaze as she smiles at me, shaking her head. “I should be okay.”
“Chels.” I clear my throat, ready to get this over with. “I’m sorry about what happened earlier.”
“What do you mean?” She frowns, looking confused and adorable.
“For what I told Fable,” I explain. “I only said we were friends to get her off my back. It was nothing.”
Her frown deepens. “So you mean we’re nothing?”
“That’s not what I said. I …” I shake my head. “What I told Fable meant nothing. But you, Chelsea? You definitely mean something to me.”
She stares at me, her eyes wide, her lips parted. Damn, she’s pretty. Lying here so close, I can see the freckles that dot the bridge of her nose. I’m tempted to lean in and kiss every single one.
“Thank you. I’m glad you told me the truth,” she whispers, her voice shaky.
“You okay?” My hands literally itch to touch her.
“I’m just … really tired.”
“Take off that robe and get under the covers, then,” I say on purpose, curiosity making my mind spin with all sorts of images. Every last one of them is of Chelsea naked under the robe.
“Um …” She climbs off the bed to stand on the opposite side of it, closest to the wall. “I’m … not wearing anything under it.”
I swallow hard. Exactly what I’ve been waiting to hear, but now that I know she’s naked under the robe for sure, I’m not sure what to do next. What to say.
And this is a first. I always know what to do with a naked girl.
Just not a naked Chelsea.
Chelsea
I’d been dreaming about him. Owen. His big, rough hands all over my skin, his hot, damp mouth on my neck as we rolled around on the enormous hotel bed. In my dream, I was begging him for more and he was moving down my body as I lay flat on my back in the center of the mattress, his mouth on my chest, my br**sts, his tongue licking, circling my nipple, and oh my God, I wanted more, more, more …