“So?”
He was waiting. Fine. She just had to phrase this right.
“Here we are indeed,” she said politely, as if the topic had to do with finding themselves in the same shop instead of in a plane heading for America. “And…and—”
She hesitated. This was the tricky part. Convincing him he had done all he had to do, that now he could take a step that would free them both, might be a challenge. She had a small fortune to offer him in exchange for a divorce. Her mother had left her all her jewelry. Her mother had never worn any of it. Vanity, she’d said, was a sin. But Mama had not been completely unworldly. She’d hidden her jewels, told Chiara where to find them in case, someday, she should need what they might buy.
Today that time had come.
She had the jewels hidden in the bottom of the small suitcase she’d packed. The American could have them all if he would grant her her freedom.
Still, she had to phrase her argument properly, not dent his macho ego.
Her throat, her mouth had gone dry. Unconsciously she swept the tip of her tongue lightly over her lips.
“And,” she continued, “this isn’t what I want. What either of us wants.”
He said nothing, and she touched the tip of her tongue to her lips again. Rafe watched her do it, and a fist seemed to close slowly in his belly.
Did she know what she doing? Was the gesture innocent or deliberate? Her tongue was pink. It was a kitten’s tongue. It had touched his, however briefly; he could remember the silken feel of it.
She was still talking, but he had no idea what she was saying. His eyes lifted; he studied her face.
It was bright with animation. She had, as he’d noticed before, some fairly good features.
Good? The truth was she was beautiful.
Those big violet eyes were fringed by long, thick lashes. The straight little nose was perfectly balanced above a lush, dusty-rose mouth. Her cheekbones weren’t just razor sharp, they were carved.
Why did she dress as she did? Why did she hold herself so stiffly? Why did she confine what he now remembered was a silky mane of thick curls in such an unbecoming style? Was it all illusion? Was it part of the scam?
“Why do you wear your hair like that?”
He hadn’t meant to ask the question. Obviously, she hadn’t expected it. She’d still been talking about something or other. Now she fell silent in midsentence and stared at him as if he’d asked her to explain how to solve a quadratic equation. Then she gave a nervous little laugh.
“I beg your pardon?”
“Your hair. Why do you pull it back?”
To keep her father’s men from looking at her the way this man was looking at her now, but she knew better than to tell him that. It wasn’t the same thing, anyway. When Giglio and the others looked at her, she felt her skin crawl. But her skin wasn’t crawling now. It was…it was…it was tingling.
Chiara’s hand flew to her hair. “It’s…it’s neater this—”
“Let it loose.”
The American’s voice was rough. His eyes were blue flames. She could see a muscle knotting and unknotting in his cheek.
Suddenly it seemed hard to breathe. “I don’t…1 don’t see any reason to—”
“The reason is that I’m telling you to do it,” Rafe said, and a shocked little voice inside him whispered, What in hell are you doing?
It was a good question.
He was not a man who believed in ordering women around. He’d explain that, explain that he’d only been joking…
“Let your hair loose, Chiara,” he said, and waited.
The seconds crept by. Then, slowly, she put her hands to her hair. The neat bun came undone.
Her hair—thick, lustrous, curling—fell down her back.
The fist in his belly tightened again.
“That’s better.”
She nodded. Cleared her throat. Knotted her hands in her lap.
“As I was saying—”
“It’s warm in here.”
She swallowed hard. “I don’t find it—”
“You don’t need that coat.”
She looked down at herself, then at him. “I’m…I’m comfortable.”
“Don’t be silly.” He reached toward her, caught the coat’s lapels in his hands. “Take it off.”
Chiara felt her heart leap. She was alone with this stranger. Completely alone, in a way she had never been alone with a man before. Enzo, yes. Her father. San Giuseppe’s old, half-demented priest. But this was different.
This man was young. He was strong. He was her husband.
That gave him rights. Privileges. She knew about those things, oh God, she knew…
“The coat.” His voice was harsh. “Take it off.”