“Baby, I’m gonna make love to you now.” His deep voice hints at a tremor. I lift my head to look into his eyes. Pools of desire swirl around his dark pupils. His lips trail my jaw, teeth nipping everything they come into contact with.
Using his large hand, he lowers me onto the floor. A shiver shoots down my spine as my heated body connects with the cool kitchen tiles. He untangles my knickers from my ankles, then slides his rough palms up the inside of my legs, forcing them wide open. The air hits my wet heat, causing another shiver of delight.
The sound of rain pelting hard against the glass fades as I lay quivering, watching him kneel between me. He unbuckles his belt and pulls down his trousers along with his boxers. Fisting his bulging erection in slow motions up and down, his eyes rake my body over my unbuttoned blouse, revealing my black lace bra. His tongue licks his bottom lip as his eyes roam between my disgracefully wide open legs, displaying my voracious, aching sex for him.
“So fucking sexy, Steph.” His gruff voice causes my temperature to rise, and my panting breaths become more rapid as he continues to run his hand over his length. “I’ve dreamt about this, about having you one more time. You’re always so hungry for me, so ready and willing, and I’m gonna show you how much I fucking love you and your dripping cunt. You won’t be able to walk by the time I’ve finished showing you how much you mean to me.”
“Cal,” I pant. “Show me.”
“Not until you tell me what I like to hear.”
“What?” I move my hands down to circle my tender spot, desperate for him to touch me there again. Watching his grip tighten, his movements get faster, and it’s so hot watching him stimulate himself.
“You know what I like to hear,” he says in his gravelly voice, and it’s like my vagina can hear the words as it pulses every time he speaks. “You want me?”
“Yes Cal,” I cry. “I want you, I want you inside of me, please.”
He leans over me, using his palms on either side of my head to support his weight. I run my hands over his body, scraping my nails down his back as he presses his erection against me, teasing, rolling his hips.
“You want this?”
“Yes, stop teasing me.”
“Tell me you love me.”
“What?”
“Tell me, Steph, I need to know you still love me.”
“I never stopped, Cal, please.”
He smothers my mouth with his lips and his full arousal pushes into me. I’m lost in him once more, connected to him on a spiritual level. I see stars as he thrusts into me, stars brighter than anything I’ve ever witnessed, swirling in a vast galaxy of cosmic splendour, shimmering, glorious, sublime.
“Fuck, I’ve missed you. There’s been nobody else, Steph, nobody since you.”
“I love you, I love you, I love you.” I chant as he pounds into me, hard and deep.
“Baby, I love you. I won’t last. It’s been so fucking long.”
I run my fingers through his hair, still wet and silky, tugging and pulling him to my lips. His hard tongue darts in and out of my mouth in a passionate rage.
“Cal, just come into me. I want to feel you come inside me.”
“Baby, I’m coming, I’m coming.” And I feel the surge pulse through him as he spills inside of me, taking me over the edge with him. I feel myself tighten around him and he pulsates again, crying out my name. My eyes screw shut and all I see are stars bursting all around me into a glistening sky.
I needed this closure, or make-up sex or whatever this is. I needed it to help me move on with my life. Hopefully now we can both move on, no more worrying about the other half living, knowing the other is miserable.
“Steph, are you all right?”
“Yes.” I exhale a breath. “I just need a minute.” I can’t think straight, I can’t see straight. My bones are still weak, and he’s right. I don’t think I can walk or stand right now.
He collapses on top of me, and I hold him while we both breathe in sync, our hearts beating in rhythm with the rain thumping against the window.
He rolls to the side of me and lies flat on the kitchen floor. “Fuck, this is cold.”
“I know. Why did we end up on the kitchen floor when you have a comfy bed down the hall?” I smile, turning my head to meet his gaze.
“I didn’t want to move to another location in case you changed your mind.” He grins, then pulls my neck towards him, kissing my lips. “I miss you, baby.”