But with Maebh, I was physically unable to pull myself away from those gorgeous lips of hers. I didn’t want to. I wanted her to swallow every ounce I poured into her mouth. I’d never had an orgasm feel so goddamn good, and I was positive I’d never let another woman have me like this…no one except for Maebh.
When I finally realized her mouth was no longer on me, I dragged my head up and looked at her. Her cheeks were flushed and she was worrying her lip, seemingly unsure if I’d enjoyed that.
I smiled. I needed a moment to get my thoughts together. Knowing I was the only man she’d ever done that to did weird things to me. The thought of her doing that to someone else nearly made me sick to my stomach.
I was ruined.
Maebh O’Sullivan had just ruined me for other women…she’d ruined me forever.
I had no idea what came over me. One look at Cord sitting there, the cap backward, the smile on his face. The muscles teasing me. I lost control and acted like a horny teenager.
Chewing on the inside of me cheek, I watched his face. He looked happy…but pained at the same time.
Shite. I hope I didn’t do anything wrong.
When Cord opened his eyes and caught mine, he smiled the most brilliant smile I’d ever seen. I felt me stomach flip and me chest squeeze. He tucked himself back into his shorts and the pull in my lower stomach had me wanting him desperately. Wanting him in ways I didn’t even know how to want him.
“You’ve never done that before?” he asked softly.
“No.” I cringed and asked, “Was it good?”
He shook his head in disbelief and then reached for me, pulling me onto his lap.
“I fucking came within two minutes. It was more than good.”
Burying my face into his neck, I tried to hide from him. I knew I was blushing.
“I don’t think I even came that fast with my very first blowjob.”
Hearing him say that made an ache build in me chest. I knew other women had done that to Cord. Thinking it and hearing him say it were two different things.
Drawing back, I went to get off his lap, feeling me moment of happiness disperse.
“Shit, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say that.”
Cord pulled me tight against him. Even if I wanted to leave his lap, his hold wouldn’t allow it.
His mouth was in me hair, pressing a kiss to me head. “Maebh, that was amazing, and I’ve never in my life had an orgasm hit me that hard, that fast, and that strong before. Thank you.”
Happiness bubbled, and I snuggled deeper into his chest, letting his earlier comment slip away. This wasn’t new to me, dating. Yet, it was new. I’d been in a serious relationship before, but this feeling with Cord was unlike anything I’d ever known. It felt passionate, thrilling, dangerous. Like I was freefalling and I had no control over how my heart was opening to him and what would happen if he broke it in two. One touch and I knew Cord was what I had always wanted, and more importantly, what I had always feared.
“Cord?”
“Mmm?” he said into my hair.
“I really need to get a drink. This taste in me mouth is vile.”
His body shook with laughter. Not letting go, he reached into the back cooler and pulled out a bottle of water.
Taking it, I nearly downed the whole thing. I even leaned back and gargled the water, causing Cord to tickle me.
“It wasn’t that bad!” he said, nearly causing me to pee me pants from laughing so hard.
“Mercy!” I cried out, pushing Cord away as hard as I could.
He stood and held his hand out for me to take. “Come on, let’s get back and head to the store. We need food for dinner.”
“We’re eating in tonight?” I asked, handing back his baseball cap that I had dropped to the floor when I nearly attacked him.
“Yep. You’re cooking me something amazing.”
Rolling me eyes, I pushed his shoulder back. “Then you provide dessert.”
He smirked and pulled me against his body. “Oh, I can handle dessert. Leave that one up to me.”
Me stomach dropped, and I tried not to let out a moan. I was anxious to see what Cord Parker’s idea of a dessert would be.
After changing, Cord and I loaded up into me car since it was still parked out front. A quick trip to HEB proved to be a challenge when it came to shopping with Cord.
“Oh, I love these!”
Glancing over to see what Cord was holding up, I frowned. “What are those?”
He looked at the bag and then back to me. “Deep fried pig skins.”
I snarled. “Gross.”
“Let’s have some for dinner!”
“Piss off,” I said as Cord laughed. “What are they even doing in this section?”