This Love (Cowboys & Angels 6)

“Cord,” I whispered. Even I could hear the fear in me voice.

“Tell me if you don’t want to do this.”

“I want this,” I whispered. I’d never heard me voice filled with such need. I knew if I touched meself I would be soaked.

Cord slipped his finger inside me and closed his eyes. “You’re so fucking wet. Are you turned on, baby?”

All I could do was nod. His eyes were still closed, so when he opened them again, I repeated the nod.

The song changed to Justin Bieber’s “The Feeling” and as the words started, a strange feeling came over me. I knew I was falling in love with Cord Parker. It wasn’t because I was about to let him do something I’d never let another man do; it was because me heart. I had never felt like this before.

Swallowing hard, I pleaded, “I want this, Cord.”

“Don’t close your eyes. I want you to watch me. I want you to watch yourself come on my mouth.”

Oh, shite.

I watched as he moved lower, never taking his gaze from mine. I jerked when I felt him lick through me folds. Me heart pounded as I watched him lick through me wetness. He moaned.

“Fucking hell, Maebh, you taste amazing. You’re mine for always.”

He licked again but this time he flicked the bundle of nerves that was ready to send me over the ledge of pure pleasure.

“Oh!” I closed me eyes. He sucked me clit and groaned, making me open me eyes to look at him. He flicked again and smiled.

“I want you looking at me when you come. I want you to see it’s me making you feel so good.”

Nodding like a crazed person, I pulled his head toward me, desperately wanting more. He smiled and gave me exactly what I wanted.

Me entire body warmed, trembled, shook… I didn’t even have the words to describe what was happening to me. All I knew was it felt fecking amazing. Like nothing I’d ever experienced. I had always thought a man going down on me was going to be more embarrassing. But with Cord, it felt so natural. Me friends used to talk about how good oral sex was, but how they didn’t like tasting themselves when their man kissed them after. I wouldn’t care. If Cord kept doing what he was doing he could kiss the living shite out of me after this and I wouldn’t care one bit.

Cord slipped his fingers inside and hit a spot that nearly had me jumping off the sofa and trying to climb away from him. It felt so good, too good. He held me down with his hand on me stomach and licked me clit faster while rubbing his fingers inside of me at the same pace.

“Oh God, Cord!” I didn’t care that I was screaming his name. I was falling apart, and I loved every single second of it. I was sinking faster as I let Cord take me to a place I could only describe as heaven.

I trembled as the feeling moved throughout me whole body. Warmth burst through, causing me to shake. Cord’s eyes met mine and I lost it completely.

“Cord…I’m coming! Oh God!”

I dropped back, no longer able to focus on him, only on the orgasm that was ripping through me, wave after wave. I swore me mind left me as I tried to breathe. I’d never in me life had such a powerful orgasm. I was rocking with such pleasure I thought for sure I’d pass out.

“I can’t…take it. Cord.”

I wasn’t even aware he was kissing me stomach until I was coming down from the euphoria.

Lifting me head, I looked at him staring at me.

Panting, I managed to speak. “You’ve ruined me…for all other men.”

The corner of his mouth rose into a sexy-as-sin smile. “Good. Wait until I make love to you.”

Me head dropped back down, and I let out a groan.

When his lips touched mine and his tongue slipped into me mouth, I tasted myself. The only reason I didn’t pull away was because the man kissing me made me drunk with that kiss. I never wanted this moment to end.

Ever.

It all became so clear as Cord kissed me. I was completely and utterly falling in love with him.

Maebh moaned into my mouth when I kissed her. I thought for sure she would have pushed me away. Most women didn’t want to be kissed afterwards. Not that I gave a lot of women oral sex. I could count on my hand the women I’d gone down on.

Kylie Burks, my fuck buddy in high school and college, was the one I’d done it to the most. She’d taught me how to lick, when to suck, how many fingers to put inside. She would have slapped the shit out of me had I tried to kiss her after oral sex. Neither one of us was interested in a relationship, but we liked to fuck each other. A lot. Kissing was something we didn’t really do. Not sure why, we just didn’t. But I certainly kissed her pussy a lot.