“Give me one second to adjust to you. It’s been a really long time.”
I pressed my lips to her and begged for her forgiveness. “Baby, I’m so sorry if I hurt you. It’s taking everything I have to not fuck you right now.”
She opened her eyes and looked deep into my soul. “Make me yours.”
SOMETHING CHANGED IN his eyes with those three words. He slowly pulled out and pushed back into me. The heavenly feeling was almost too much. My build up was already starting.
He picked up the speed, and I met him thrust for thrust. I could tell he was holding back and was about to lose control. And how I wanted to feel Nic Drivas lose control.
“Goddamn it, Gabi. I’m trying to go slow, baby. You’re squeezing down on me. Fucking hell.”
I wanted him to fuck me more than anything. I needed him to. My nails dug into his back as I lifted my hips to him. I needed more. Wanted so much more.
“More,” I gasped while wrapping my legs around him tighter.
Then the Nic who didn’t make love showed up. He grabbed onto my hips and moved faster, harder. The pain now had slipped away and was replaced by utter bliss.
I gasped as my orgasm quickly swept over my body.
“Oh God!” I cried out as he pounded into my body, giving me every delicious promise he had whispered in my ear from the moment I first met him.
My body shook as another orgasm rolled into the last. I’d never experienced this before. I never wanted Nic to stop. Him inside of me was the most beautiful thing I’d ever experienced.
Grasping for the bedspread, my back arched as my orgasm reached to the point where I wasn’t sure I could keep going on. Nic’s body shook while he let out a long moan before dropping his head to my neck and calling out my name. We fell apart together as he poured himself into me. I knew nothing would ever be the same again.
When his body finally came to a stop, he was still shaking while I lay under him in a state of pure bliss. My body so relaxed all I wanted to do was fall asleep in his arms.
Nic hovered over me while he caught his breath. He pulled out of me, quickly got up, and walked away. My heart dropped as I watched him walk away without a single word.
I’d never felt so used in my entire life.
Was everything he said a lie?
Words to get me into bed with him?
Covering my stomach, I swung my legs over the bed and covered my mouth. I felt sick. Then he appeared in front of me. A wash cloth in his hand. His eyes looked tortured.
Placing his hand on the side of my face, he whispered, “I’m so sorry. You deserved so much more than that. I lost control with you, Gabi. I tried so hard not to.” His head dropped. “I’m so sorry.” My brows pinched together. Grabbing his face with my hands, I lifted his eyes to mine.
“That was amazing. I loved every single moment of what we just shared Nic. It was raw and real. Passionate. I didn’t just see the stars, you took me to heaven.”
A small tug at the corner of his mouth revealed a slight smile.
“I hurt you. I was too rough.”
I shook my head. “If you had hurt me, I would have told you.”
“But I lost control with you. I wanted to make love to you and I couldn’t hold back.”
“I didn’t want you to hold back.” I shook my head. “With you, I forget everything and seem to be lost in the moment.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
“No,” I said with a smile. “It’s a beautiful thing.”
Nic’s lips were pressed to mine in a flash.
His whispered words against my lips caused my desire to bloom again. “You’re so beautiful, Gabi. And you’re mine.”
“Yours,” I whispered as I laid back on the bed. Moving to the middle.
“Make love to me, Nic.”
His eyes lit up while they roamed over my body. I was shocked to see he was already hard again.
I couldn’t help but smile.
You know what they say about Greek men.
Nic’s hand moved between my legs with two fingers sliding in. He moaned and closed his eyes.
“Mine. You’re mine, Gabi.”
I watched his face as he spoke. It was a mix of confusion and happiness. Exactly the same emotions I felt.
Swallowing hard, I knew the words I was about to speak were the truth. I wanted to be his.
For always.
“Yours, Nic. Forever yours.”
MY HEART WAS pounding as I slipped slowly back inside Gabi. Her warmth spread throughout my body like the hot summer sun.
“You feel so damn good,” I whispered as I buried my face into her neck. Inhaling a deep breath of her, I took every second in. This time moving slower, going deeper. I’d lost control with her the first time and there was no way I was doing it again. I wasn’t even sure how my dick was hard again this soon, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to argue.