Until tonight …
I scoop her up, she weighs so little. I carry her upstairs and lay her on the bed. She looks up at me with huge eyes. She appears so innocent and beautiful I almost cannot bear to look at her. The simple truth is I cannot bear to return her tomorrow.
I feel anger grow from deep inside me that she cannot be mine. Not just for tonight, but forever.
I’ve always wanted her, and now I’m being offered one little taste before she is yanked away and given to a bully who does not deserve her.
I already know what he will do. He will break her with neglect.
She, who is mine.
Five
Tasha Evanoff
Everything Is Not Quite Enough
Lying naked on the bed, I watch him walk shirtless, the muscles of his inked back gleaming, to the attached dressing room. I see his reflection in a mirror open a cupboard and from the top shelf take down a large package. He brings it to the bed and puts it next to me.
‘Open it,’ he invites softly.
I sit up, curious, and open the plastic packaging. I stare at it, surprised and slightly confused.
‘It’s an authentic, life-size vagina and ass,’ he explains the obvious from above.
‘It’s a masturbator for men,’ I say slowly. Worrying at my lower lip I look up at him. ‘What are you going to do with it?’
He smiles slowly. ‘Not me. You.’
I stare at him. ‘Me? What am I supposed to do with that?’
‘I want to see you suck that pussy.’
‘You want me to suck a plastic pussy?’ I repeat in disbelief. This was way too kinky for me
‘It’s not plastic. It’s a CyberSkin deluxe version. Touch it.’
I look down at it then back up at him. ‘I’m sorry but I’m not into women. Not even a bit.’
‘Touch it,’ he urges.
‘I—’
‘I want you to.’
‘Fine.’ I touch one of the butt cheeks and it feels surprisingly real and soft. I retract my hand. ‘Yeah, good, really lifelike, but what’s the point? It’s not doing anything for me, and quite frankly I’d rather taste you.’
‘It’s the visual for me, but the elemental taboo for you.’
I look at the thing. It basically looks like a woman’s hips and thighs when she is lying face down and sticking her ass out so that her vagina projects out with all her frilly bits distended.
‘Let me show you how easy it is,’ he says, taking hold of me in a flash, opening my legs with his powerful hands, and staring down at my exposed sex. Like a man in a trance, he kneels between my legs. His head moves downward and his lips connect with the throbbing at my core. I jump as if I have been electrocuted.
He lifts his head. ‘Relax,’ he orders.
I stare at the ceiling, furious with myself for reacting like a frightened rabbit, or some little Victorian virgin prude. I’m going to make this night work. One way or another. I’ve dreamed of it too long not to. He buries his head between my thighs.
‘Oh, God,’ I groan, my body arching involuntarily, when his tongue finds the wet opening and plunges inside. The pleasure is delicious.
His hands roam my body as his tongue swirls inside me, licking, rolling, slurping, tasting my depths, eating me as if he is a starving wolf. My legs lock round his head and my pussy tightens around his eager tongue. Just when I think he has found the right spot he goes deeper, or shifts the angle, and finds a whole new right spot.
‘Yes, there,’ I cry, my whole body bucking as I grind my sex against his mouth and chase my orgasm. When I am almost screaming with pleasure, he removes his tongue from inside me and clamps his lips around the small hard bud of my clit and suckles it.
‘I’m so close,’ I moan.
His reply is to suck harder.
‘Oh, Noah,’ I scream and, grabbing his head, come. Hard! The world becomes white with the intensity of my climax. It is beyond anything I have experienced before. The orgasm rips through me and leaves me a quivering mess and I become aware that his tongue is still lodged inside me.
‘That was amazing.’ My voice is hoarse.
He lifts his head, his mouth and chin glistering.
‘You’re amazing,’ he says and dips his fingers into me. I gasp and tighten my muscles around the digits. With wide eyes I watch him gather the juices from my pussy and smear it on to the vagina of the toy. He even inserts his fingers into the toy to coat the insides.
I meet his dark, inscrutable eyes, and suddenly I want to be the girl who is so wild and willing she is extraordinary. I know he will haunt me forever. Let it not only be him that leaves an indelible mark on me. I’ll give him a show he will never forget.