Hold On

But I have.

“Swallow. Now.”

His harsh words hit me at the same time the head of his cock swells and the first hot cream floods my throat, coating my tongue and branding me with his flavor, a flavor I’ll remember for the rest of my life.

I hear the choked grunts of my name interlaced with profanity as he seats himself down my throat, and I swallow and gasp around the thickness that fills me. By the time he’s unloaded all of his release, I’m shaking. When he pulls his cock from my mouth, I collapse onto the cool stone of the patio, my cheek resting on the top of his foot, and as if by instinct, I turn my head and kiss him there.

“God.” His voice is breathless. “I’ve waited my whole life for you. I don’t know how I’ll ever be away from you.”

To my surprise, I raise my head, stars in my eyes as I kiss the top of his other foot, then look up to see his cock hasn’t lost any of its thickness, droplets of white cream at the tip.

“Please,” I beg, my own sex pulsing and needy. “I want all of you.”

“That’s good. Because I need all of you.”

He crouches down and pulls me upward, and I crawl onto the chaise lounge, pushing my head down into the soft mattress as I raise my hips to the sky, offering him all of me.

The feelings I’ve had since Marshall opened the door and I looked into his eyes yesterday have multiplied into a hurricane of dreams and desire. There is so much I want from him. With him. I dare to hope this is more than just some crazed lust of an older man and an innocent conquest.

I’ve never wanted anything like this in my life. I’m blind to everything else except the need to have him take me. I want to feel him inside me, like this, on all fours, and I don’t care about the pain that may come during.

Or after.

“Show me. Reach around and pull yourself apart. I want to see everything that belongs to me.”

I turn my head on the mattress and see Marshall standing at the edge of the chaise, looking down at my upturned ass. Shifting my hips, I open my knees a few inches more, wanting to beg him to relieve the ache he’s created inside of me.

My momentary pause is met with a hard, sharp smack on the left side of my ass, making me yelp.

“Are you listening? I don’t like to repeat myself.” I watch as his other hand begins to stroke his erection, his eyes focused on my face, brow furrowed as his chest fills and rises. Then he releases and inhales again.

I bring my hands around, unsure and yet confident at the same time. It’s so dirty, what I’m doing, who I’ve become, but I’ve never felt more alive and right than I do at this moment.

“Pretty pussy.” He steps forward, and I feel the weight of him on the mattress as he crawls onto his knees behind me, running the tip of his cock through my drenched sex then upward to the opening of my ass, making me draw a breath and hold it. “Pretty ass. All these holes are mine. It will be my choice, every day, how and when I use them. Sometimes it will be all three, sometimes one. Mouth. Pussy. Ass. I imagine they will all drive me crazy, but I can’t think of a better way to lose my mind.”

“God, please,” I pray to this man that is quickly becoming the God he told me to worship.

“I like when you say please.”

The tip of his cock brushes my entrance, and I’m trembling. My core is tight as I prepare myself for what’s to come. He lines up with my wet hole as it continues to gush, hopefully easing the way for that monster he’s packing.

There’s pressure from the tip as he pushes forward, but my virgin opening is not making things easy. He pushes harder, harder, his hands on my hips as I pull myself wide, hoping it will help.

We’re both groaning as he takes a final push and even without the head fully inside, it hurts. He’s so big and I’m so small that for a moment I wonder if this is even going to work.

In desperation, I beg again, hitching my hips up and back. “Please…just do it.”

Finally, the head of his cock pops inside of me, searing pain exploding in my belly as he tears my resistance in one quick thrust.

“Holy shit, your cherry is gone. It’s mine. Now breathe, my little one.” He says the words with a rumbling restraint in his voice. “Such a good girl. Keeping this cunt pure for me. I’m going to take good care of it. And you.”