“Heaven…that’s what you are Sophie, that’s what being with you feels like….like the sinner in me has been granted access into heaven,” Roman groans into my ear, and then I feel his cock thickening deep inside me, a second later his sticky seed coats my womb.
My heart beats furiously inside my chest, my limbs feel like jelly, and I wonder if it can get much better than this. Roman clutches onto me, as if I’m going to run away or something but I can’t deny how good it feels to know he’s afraid of losing me as much as I am of losing him.
I unwrap my legs from around his waist and he eases me back down to the floor. We stand holding each other for a long moment, letting the pleasure seep into our pores. I can feel his release dripping down my thighs, and onto the tile below, and oh how I have missed this feeling.
“I’m so tired,” I yawn, directly into Roman’s face, earning a smile from him.
“Let me wash us and then we can go to bed.” I nod in agreement letting him scrub me from head to toe. He messages my scalp with his soap, and well I’m rinsing he washes himself. After watching Roman fight, and being afraid that I couldn’t possibly make him see me I’m exhausted. It’s strange how being afraid can make you tired.
Roman rinses, and then shuts the water off, stepping out of the shower to retrieve two towels. Droplets of water cling to his unruly mop of brown hair and his eyes are an amazing green that reminds me of the color of tree leaves.
He returns a moment later and dries me off from head to toe, giving me a dazzling smile. His face is still bruised, and the stitches will definitely scar but he’s never looked more handsome than right now.
“I’m serious Sophie. If you don’t want to be with me after everything that happened I understand.” He still doesn’t understand and that’s okay…I’ve got all the time in the world.
“I want you, Roman. I’m not going anywhere even if you beg me too.”
Roman gives me a soft smile, and I know it will take some time for him to see that I’m not going anywhere. He dry my hair, wrapping it up in a towel, before drying himself off. God this man is perfection and I cannot believe that he loves me. I think back to the very first day I met him, and how he made me feel so secure and loved. I think apart of him loved me then.
I follow him out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. He walks over to the dresser pulling out a t-shirt for myself and a pair of shorts for him.
He helps me into the t-shirt, and slides on his shorts, my eyes seeming mesmerized by his body as they roam over every inch of flesh, including his still hard cock.
“You want me to fuck you again?” Roman asks nonchalantly, and I swallow, my sex becoming slick at the words.
“I do, but I also want you to hold me in your arms.” My response causes Roman’s gaze to soften and he walks over to the bed pulling back the covers.
“More sex tomorrow, cuddles for the rest of tonight? How does that sound?” I smile, taking my hair out of the towel and drying the wet strands once more. I toss the towel into the hamper and crawl up onto the bed. Once I’m under the covers, Roman turns out the light and slides in beside me, pulling me flush against his chest. He wraps his arms around me and I place a hand over his chest feeling the steady thump of his heart beneath my hand.
“I can’t believe there was ever a time when I lived without you,” Roman whispers into my hair, holding me tightly against his warm skin.
“I know. Neither can I. I wish I knew you years ago.” And that’s the truth. I can’t imagine how better my life would’ve been had I know Roman all along. He would have never let my family treat me the way they did. He would have protected me from everything I couldn’t protect myself from.
“We can’t go back in time, we can only go forward, and we have each other now, forever and always. That’s all that matters. Right now baby…right now…” Letting my eyes drift closed I let his words blanket over me.
Forever and always.
Roman and I have each other now. I try to let that sink, I want that to be my only thought when falling asleep, but I can shake this horrible feeling that our happily ever after is still out of reach.
The thoughts escape me as sleep overcomes my exhausted body. The last thing I remember hearing is Roman whispering in my ear. “I love you.”