He’s driving me insane with the torturous way he sucks and licks my clit, while his fingers slide in and out of me. I never knew I could get so wet. I feel it trickle out of me and in the next moment, I feel Mars’s tongue lapping it up.
“Mars!” I shout his name with my head tipped back. I shout it like a prayer to the angels in heaven to please pause time and let this moment linger.
The low growl that comes from him has my insides trembling. Everything is trembling and I can’t keep my composure. I writhe wildly on the bed, while Mars drinks from me like the fountain of immortality is between my thighs.
When I think I can’t take it anymore, he comes up for air. The look in his blue eyes is wild and hungry, and I find myself pulling him to my lips for a kiss. I need to taste the way he makes me feel. I need to taste the fire between us.
It’s fresh and sweet and I need more of it.
I need more of everything.
I need more of him.
While his lips are still slick with my arousal, he kisses my neck then my shoulders and my hips buck in response. His cock is so hard I can’t help but roll my hips and grind against it. Mars lets out a grumble and reaches between us to aim his erection at my opening.
When he eases the crown of his thick cock inside of me, I whine. I’m still so tender that the way he’s stretching me hurts. In the next moment, he slips completely inside and every prickle of pain is soothed away by his deep strokes.
I look down between our bodies and see him sliding in and out of me.
We’re connected in a way nobody understands but us.
We’re connected on so many levels.
It would kill me to separate from him.
I tighten my legs around his waist and he sinks deeper inside of me. I can’t help digging my nails into his back but he doesn’t seem to mind.
“I don’t care what anyone else says or thinks. You’re mine, Sage.” He thrusts and I cry out from the intense pleasure.
The feeling of Mars inside of me is ruining my sanity.
I don’t care.
As long as Mars is the one ruining me, I’ll gladly become dust in the atmosphere.
“Yours,” I moan.
I feel pressure mounting in my core, winding around me until I think I’ll drown in this feeling. It suffocates me and holds me hostage until everything inside of me throbs. An orgasm takes over me in thick waves pulsing through my body.
“Fuck!” I shout with my eyes shut tight. Galaxies swim beneath my eyelids and I fight to catch my breath. I feel his cock stiffen inside of me, then I’m flooded with his seed and I don’t even care.
Logic is nothing but a memory at this point.
“Open those green eyes,” he tells me. I’m afraid if I open my eyes, I’ll fall right off of the Earth, but then I remember that Earth isn’t nearly as beautiful as Mars so falling wouldn’t be so bad at all. I open my eyes and look at him. “So fucking beautiful,” he mutters before kissing me.
Mars stays inside of me until he softens and when he pulls out, I miss him. I slide over close to him and he puts an arm around my shoulders while I lay my head on his chest.
“We’re fucked in the head,” I tell him, as my fingers skate along his warm skin.
“So fucked. Is it wrong I don’t care?”
“No,” I say softly.
“I don’t care anymore either. We’re not like everyone else. We keep saying that, but I think it’s time we actually believed it. It’s so draining caring about what everyone thinks.”
“Then let’s stop caring. Sage, you’re the only ray of sunshine in my world and I’d die before I give that up.”
I feel his words in my gut and they bring tears to my eyes. I lace my fingers between his and squeeze his hand.
“Then we’ll find a way to be together because I can’t lose you. You make me feel like I’m not alone in the world anymore. You helped me paint colors on my stone wall, so I’m not afraid when everything is closing in on me. You helped me see the beauty in myself. I don’t care who has a problem with that.”
Mars presses a soft kiss to my forehead and holds me closer. I don’t know how we’re going to make it work, but there is no other option. Mars matches my soul and I’d move heaven and hell to keep what we have.
Mars
Her soft breathing is a salve to my normally bleeding heart. Having her in my arms while she sleeps is real and true happiness. I’ve never felt so fulfilled. My entire life, I’ve been seeking some sort of joy. It’s always been available to watch on other people’s faces. Never my own. Joy has been elusive as fuck. Now misery? I know misery like the back of my fucking hand.