Toll the Hounds (The Malazan Book of the Fallen 8)
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A man like that should not smile. Should never smile, or laugh. He should be haunted.
But he was too damned arrogant to suffer haunting, a detail that invariably ir-ritated her, even as she was drawn to it (and was that not irritating in itself?).
‘You chew on him,’ said Traveller, who had come unseen to her side and now spoke quietly, ’as a jackal does an antler. Not out of hunger so much as habit. He is not as complicated as you think, Samar Dev.’
‘Oh yes he is. More so, in fact.’
The man grimaced as he set about saddling his own horse. ‘A child dragged into the adult world, but no strength was lost. No weakening of purpose. He re-mains young enough,’ Traveller said, ‘to still be certain. Of his vision, of his be-liefs, of the way he thinks the world works.’
‘Oh, so precisely when will the world get round to kicking him good and hard between the legs?’
‘For some, it never does.’
She eyed him. ‘You are saying it does no good to rail against injustice.’
‘I am saying do not expect justice, Samar Dev. Not in this world. And not in the one to come.’
‘Then what drives you so, Traveller? What forces your every step, ever closer to whatever destiny waits for you?’
He was some time in answering, although she did not deceive herself into thinking that her words had struck something vulnerable. These men here with her, they were armoured in every way. He cinched the girth straps and dropped the sturrup s. ‘We have an escort, Samar Dev.’
‘We do? The vultures?’
‘Well, yes, there are those, too. Great Ravens.’
At that she squinted skyward. ‘Are you sure?’
‘Yes, but I was speaking of another escort.’
‘Oh, then who? And why doesn’t it show itself?’
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A man like that should not smile. Should never smile, or laugh. He should be haunted.
But he was too damned arrogant to suffer haunting, a detail that invariably ir-ritated her, even as she was drawn to it (and was that not irritating in itself?).
‘You chew on him,’ said Traveller, who had come unseen to her side and now spoke quietly, ’as a jackal does an antler. Not out of hunger so much as habit. He is not as complicated as you think, Samar Dev.’
‘Oh yes he is. More so, in fact.’
The man grimaced as he set about saddling his own horse. ‘A child dragged into the adult world, but no strength was lost. No weakening of purpose. He re-mains young enough,’ Traveller said, ‘to still be certain. Of his vision, of his be-liefs, of the way he thinks the world works.’
‘Oh, so precisely when will the world get round to kicking him good and hard between the legs?’
‘For some, it never does.’
She eyed him. ‘You are saying it does no good to rail against injustice.’
‘I am saying do not expect justice, Samar Dev. Not in this world. And not in the one to come.’
‘Then what drives you so, Traveller? What forces your every step, ever closer to whatever destiny waits for you?’
He was some time in answering, although she did not deceive herself into thinking that her words had struck something vulnerable. These men here with her, they were armoured in every way. He cinched the girth straps and dropped the sturrup s. ‘We have an escort, Samar Dev.’
‘We do? The vultures?’
‘Well, yes, there are those, too. Great Ravens.’
At that she squinted skyward. ‘Are you sure?’
‘Yes, but I was speaking of another escort.’
‘Oh, then who? And why doesn’t it show itself?’
Traveller swung himself astride his horse and gathered the reins. Karsa had completed packing the camp gear and was now bridling Havok. ‘I have no an-swers to those questions, Samar Dev. I do not presume to know the minds of Hounds of Shadow.’
She saw Karsa Orlong glance over at that, but there was nothing revealed in his expression beyond simple curiosity.
Gods, he drives me mad!
‘Do they hunt us?’ Karsa asked.
‘No,’ Traveller replied. ‘At least, not me, nor, I imagine, our witch here.’
Karsa mounted his Jhag horse. ‘Today,’ he announced, ‘I shall not ride with you. Instead, I shall find these Hounds of Shadow, for I wish to see them for my-self. And if they in turn see me alone, then they may choose to make plain their desires.’
‘Now what is the point of that?’ demanded Samar Dev.
‘I have faced Hounds before;’ he said. ‘I am happy to invite them close, so they can smell the truth of that.’
‘There is no need,’ said Traveller. ‘Karsa Orlong, the Hounds began as my escort-one in truth-granted me by Shadowthrone. They are not interested in you, I am sure of it.’
Samar Dev rounded on him. ‘Then why did you suggest otherwise?’
He met her eyes and she saw him gritting his teeth, the muscles of his jaws binding. ‘You were right, Witch,’ he said, ‘you know this warrior better than I.’
Karsa snorted a laugh.
They watched him ride off.
Samar Dev wanted to spit-the tea had left her mouth dry, bitter. ‘He probably will at that,’ she muttered, ‘whether the Hounds like it or not.’
Traveller simply nodded.
Skintick knew precisely the day he died. The, final terrible battle waged on Drift Avalii, with four of his closest companions falling, each just beyond his reach, be-yond his own life which he would have sacrificed to take their place. And into the midst of the crumbling defence, Andarist had stepped forward, making of himself a lodestone to the attacking Tiste Edur.
The death of the man whom Skintick thought of as his father remained in his mind, like a scene painted by some chronicler of abject, pathetic moments. And in that sad, regretful face, he had seen all the kin who had fallen before, killed for no cause worth thinking about-or so it seemed at the time. The grey-skinned barbarians desired the throne-perhaps they were collecting such things, as if possession conferred a right, but what did it matter? These games were stupidity, every trophy an absurd icon symbolizing precisely nothing beyond the raging ego of the players.
Honourable souls had died for this, and, once the grief washed away, what was left but this building contempt for all of it? Defending this, fighting for that, win-ning in one moment only to lose in the next. Raw magic blistering flesh, javelins winging to thud into bodies, everything of value spilling out on to dusty cobbles and the ribbons of grass growing exuberant between them.