Never more so than when I finally take her hands in mine, and Maxim announces us as husband and wife.
* * *
“You look pretty well satisfied,” I murmur, draping my arm over Kat’s shoulders and tucking her into my side.
We’re both naked in our master suite, exhausted but content from the night of celebrations. The crickets are chirping outside the window, the lake gently lapping against the shore, and there’s a sense of peace between us that I’m fairly certain neither of us has ever felt.
“Are you sure you don’t want to go anywhere for the honeymoon?” I ask her again. “It’s not too late.”
“No.” She sighs in contentment, leaning her face against my shoulder. “I’ve seen too many hotel rooms to count. And I’m happy to stay right here. I think this is all we need.”
“If that’s what my wife wants.” I kiss her on the temple, and she grins.
“How do you think Gleb and Maxim are going to handle looking after Josh for the next few days?” she asks, a hint of worry in her voice.
“I think they’ll survive just fine,” I tell her. “They did a great job when you were in the hospital. But if you want him to come home to us, there’s nothing stopping that from happening either.”
She sighs in relief and squeezes me in her arms. “This is why I love you. I think I’d like that. I’m just ready for our family to be together.”
“I love you too, sweetheart.” I bury my face into her neck and inhale her.
“Oh!” She sits upright, dragging her warmth away from me. “I almost forgot. I have something else for you.”
“What is it?” I ask, but it’s already too late. She’s already bolting out of the room, giving me a nice view of her ass.
When she returns, she’s wrapped up in a blanket, much to my disappointment, and she has a cupcake in her hand.
“You didn’t get enough cake at the wedding?” I smirk, recalling how we smeared it in each other’s face before sharing a sugary kiss.
“This one is different,” she answers nervously, coming to sit beside me on the bed. “This one is for both of us.”
I’m not sure what she means by that, but when she sets it into my palm, she explains.
“I had a bakery make it special just for us. There’s a surprise inside, so we both have to pull it apart at the same time.”
“Okay.” I study her face, still uncertain why she looks so nervous. But it’s making me anxious too, and now I want to open this fucking cupcake to see what’s going on.
Kat and I both grip a side, and she counts to three. We tear it in two, and a tiny piece of paper wrapped up in plastic falls out.
“What the…?”
“Open it,” she insists.
I unfold the plastic and unravel the scroll to reveal a photo. A sonogram photo.
I blink up at her, and her eyes shine with tears. It takes me a few seconds to catch up, but once I’m there, I’m choking on my own words.
“Are you telling me you’re—”
“Pregnant.” She finishes for me with a nod.
I drag her into my lap like a caveman, tossing the cupcake aside and clutching her face. “Are you sure?”
“Yes, Lev.” She laughs. “Didn’t you notice me getting fat?”
“You aren’t fat.” I frown. “You’re as beautiful as always.”
“Well, this little belly isn’t from stress eating,” she assures me. “We’re having a baby.”
A million different thoughts war in my mind. I want to be excited, but I can’t lie because I’m fucking terrified too. Kat must recognize that in my face, and she touches me with a gentleness only she can possess.
“It’s okay,” she whispers. “We’re past the three-month mark. We’re safe, Lev. Everything is going to be okay this time.”
My forehead dips into hers, and our lips collide with a breathless, frantic energy. I’m going to be a dad again. We’re going to have a baby. And this time, I get to be a part of all of it.
“I want to know everything,” I murmur as I tear the blanket off her body and palm her belly. “I want to be there for every appointment this time. Every step. I’m going to take care of you. Tell me what you need.”
Kat laughs, the sound like music to my ears. “I don’t need anything. Just this. Just you and me and Josh, and our baby. We can find out the sex soon if you want.”