'I've made many friends, Araris. I've learned a great deal about Alera's leading Citizens. I'm going to find those responsible for killing Septimus. I'm going to find those who might wish to do harm to Octavian. And great furies help them when I do." She felt her voice shaking with the ferocity and weight of her feelings. "Don't waste your time being afraid for me. I don't care who they are. I'm going to find them. And destroy them."
He walked across the room to her and ran the fingertips of one hand over the curve of her cheek. "That," he said quietly, "is what I'm afraid of."
Isana's sudden, hot fury faltered, and she lowered her eyes.
He lowered his head until he caught her eyes. Then he leaned in and kissed her lightly on the mouth, returning to gaze intently at her. "Don't become what you aren't, Isana."
She leaned her cheek against his hand. "I wish that we..."
He stepped up and put his arms around her, and she leaned against him gratefully. "Shhh," he said. "The time isn't right yet. If we wed now, it would cause issues, now that Octavian's name is loose. He will need all the support he can secure, at first. If wild rumors about our relationship and how it's tied to Septimus's death start circulating, it will make the work much harder."
"They'd do that, wouldn't they?" She sighed. "I'm sorry."
"It's all right," he murmured. "I can wait. For you, I can wait."
She found herself smiling a little. "What do I do?"
He hugged her tight. "Keep your eyes and ears open. Don't let them drive you to behaving as they do."
She held him in return, and they were silent and together for several moments.
"I'd best go," he said quietly. "I don't want to get too far from him."
Isana nodded. They kissed again, and Araris hurried toward Tavi.
Isana watched him go, and bit her lip as the door to the command building opened and she caught a glimpse of Tavi.
Of Octavian.
She thought of what it would be like to bury him, and shuddered.
That would not happen. She would do whatever she must in order to make sure of it.