Just as she turned around and started to walk back down the hallway to face Ramsey and Parker, the door popped open, and Ramsey hurried out of the room. He came up short when he saw that Lexi was walking toward him and not away.
“Lexi,” he said. He looked guilty.
Was he wondering how much she had heard? Was he deciding how to twist this? Would he lie? Was he going to try to cover it up?
God, she hated herself for thinking it.
Lexi just stared at him. She couldn’t open her mouth. She didn’t trust what would come out of it.
“I didn’t know you were back from your run,” he said hesitantly. “Were you in the bathroom?”
Without saying a word, she let him stand there. He shifted from one foot to the other. Man, way to look guilty.
“Do you want to talk?” he finally asked.
“With Parker still in our room?” she asked, her eyes accusing him.
“So…you were in the bathroom.”
Duh! She just wanted to yell at him, but she couldn’t let loose her anger. It had been a slow buildup from the very beginning. If she let loose now, then she couldn’t guarantee that Ramsey would get a word in edgewise…or if they would end up together in the end. It was better to remain silent and wait.
“I think we should talk.”
Lexi just gritted her teeth further. Her hands were in fists at her sides. She felt foolish for putting all of this stock into their relationship and then seeing the seams unravel in the course of one afternoon.
“Are you going to say anything?” he asked.
“Are you sure you want me to say anything?” she managed to get out.
“Yes. Yes, of course, I do. I don’t, uh…I don’t know what you heard, but it’s not whatever you’re thinking.”
Lexi arched an eyebrow. Oh really?
Parker appeared in the doorway. Her face was so pallid in that moment that her freckles stood out in sharp contrast. She looked shaken and maybe even a little bit scared but definitely a little bit guilty. It was clear she hadn’t wanted Lexi to hear anything that she had said.
Well, he probably shouldn’t have said things that he didn’t want anyone else to hear!
“Lexi, I’m sorry,” Parker whispered. “I didn’t know you were standing there.”
Hold it together. Lexi took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
“You should go back in there,” she said, snapping her fingers and pointing toward the bedroom.
“Lexi, I—”
“Now.”
Parker’s eyes narrowed, but Ramsey put his hand on her shoulder, and Parker held back whatever retort was on the tip of her tongue.
“Fine,” she said, turning and walking back into the room.
“It’s not her fault. It’s mine, so be angry with me.”
“Oh, I am,” Lexi said.
He ran his hand back through his hair, just like she had expected him to do when she had been listening in on their conversation. He was flustered. She was sure he was about to start rambling to try to get his thoughts together. She used to think that was cute, but if he did it right now, she was going to shut that shit down.
“We were just talking about work, and then the conversation took a turn for the worse. It doesn’t mean anything. I don’t want you to overreact or think it’s more than it is. It’s just Parker. We’ve known each other for a long time, so sometimes, we end up talking about things that—”
“Please stop talking,” she said, holding her hand up. “I really don’t need to hear it.”
“Lexi, come on.”
“You said you weren’t over it!” she yelled.
That stopped him. He just stared at her with his palms up. There wasn’t anything he could do because he couldn’t take it back.
“So, don’t come to me and say that you were just talking about something…that it doesn’t mean anything. If it didn’t mean anything, then you would be over it. You would just be friends…coworkers. You wouldn’t be having a hushed conversation in our f**king bedroom.”
“We weren’t having a hushed conversation in the bedroom. Christ, that’s not what this was, Lexi,” he said, walking toward her.
She took a step back. “The door was closed. You were talking about your relationship with Parker. She brought up marriage and told you not to forget that. Have you so easily forgotten that, Ramsey? She did just tell you not to.”
“That was years ago! I’m nowhere close to marrying Parker.”
“Lord, let’s hope not,” she said with a sarcastic drawl.
“Stop acting like this!” he bellowed. “There’s nothing going on with me and Parker.”
“Then, why aren’t you over it?” she asked, not even raising her voice. “Go ahead and try to explain it to me. I’ve explained Jack for what feels like a hundred times. So, try to explain Parker to me. Explain why you still find yourself in situations like this. Explain why I’m standing here a couple of weeks away from our three-year anniversary, having to deal with the same shit that we were dealing with two years ago. I don’t deserve this. I was able to fix things with Jack. Why the f**k can’t you fix this?”
Ramsey glanced back toward the bedroom, and his brow furrowed. “Let’s go somewhere to talk about this. We don’t have to do this standing here.”
“What? You can’t talk about this in front of Parker?” Lexi demanded. “You can’t explain your relationship around her?”
Ramsey seemed to deliberate but didn’t find an out. She certainly wasn’t going to give him one.
“You already know the story, Lexi. The fact that you’re blundering forward with this is just insane. Are you that insecure about our relationship?”
Lexi’s mouth popped open. Had he just said that? Was he trying to blame her?
“You’re going to blame me?” she gasped. “You were the one in there, talking to your ex-girlfriend about how you’re not over her! We broke up two years ago because you couldn’t seem to tell me the truth about your relationship. First, you never dated someone, never loved someone. Then, there was a girlfriend…who looks like me. Then, you were madly in love and going to get married but were quite tragically ripped apart. And, somehow, you think it’s my fault that I’m confused about what’s going on? You think I deserve to get the blame for this bullshit? I told you how I felt about Parker last year, and you said there was nothing you could do about it. Well, I’m starting to wonder if maybe you just didn’t want to do anything about it!”