“There’s more to show you.” I let out a long sigh as he guides me back down the path.
He was right, though, there’s so much more to see. We spend the day with him showing me the island and all the edges of paradise. I can see us raising a family here, which sounds crazy.
We sit on the porch swing of our house as we watch the sunset together. It’s still hard to believe this is my home. As much as it feels right being with Kade, this doesn’t feel like my life.
“Any word on my sister?” I ask, peeking over at Kade. I know he’s been taking calls when he steps away from me.
I try not to let it bother me when he does, but I don’t know if it’s for my own protection or something else. Not knowing is starting to drive me a little crazy, but in the back of my mind I wonder if there’s something I really don’t want to know. Would not knowing be better? The life Kade showed me today is wonderful and perfect; why would I want to break the spell? There’s a fear that something out there could take this all away. I have no doubt Kade loves me. In fact, when I see him watching me when he thinks I’m not looking, something more than love flashes in his eyes.
“She’ll be here soon,” he answers in a flat tone.
“Is something wrong?” I ask. I turn to face him.
“No, love. You’re here with me. Nothing is wrong,” he says, then he kisses me and I trust that he’s right.
Chapter 6
Kade
My dreams of her are so real I can almost believe they’re happening. I’m on my back and her hands move over my bare chest. It’s like she has fire on the ends of her fingers and everywhere she touches it singes like lava.
I moan, and in this dream it urges her to move lower.
Wet warmth moves across my hard chest and down the middle. Her tongue? Her lips? I don’t care. My cock is so damn heavy against my belly and I can feel the front of my boxer briefs are soaked. Cum throbs from the end of it with desperate need for attention that I’ve denied him for far too long. I’ve refused to use my hand even though it’s nearly broken off in pain. But in this dream, this sweet perfect dream, she frees it.
A small soft hand wraps around my steel length that’s tight and ready. Just one firm grip and I’d spill between her fingers, but I’m not ready for the dream to end. The warmth of her mouth opens over my belly button and her tongue dips inside. I hiss between my teeth as I grip the sheets to keep me from shoving her mouth down on my cock.
“Kade,” my wife whispers, and the fog of the dream thickens.
I’ve fought off sleep and desire for more days than I can count and I won’t give up this slice of heaven. Not yet.
One of her small hands dips lower and cups me where I’m full. So fucking full. She squeezes me there and I feel the pool of cum gather on my belly as her other hand spreads it all over my shaft. My breath catches in my chest as her now slick hand glides over the swollen head, and just when I think this dream can’t get any better, her honey-soaked mouth opens around me.
I jolt awake so violently I fall off of the bed. I crawl backwards before I stand up and look down at my wife. Her face is flushed and her eyes are wide as she stares at me in shock. I’m panting and gasping for air before I glance down at my rock-hard cock pointing right at her.
“Fuck,” I curse before I shove my length into my boxer briefs and groan at the pain. “What were you doing?”
“I, um—” Her cheeks redden and she puts her hand over her mouth.
I swallow another groan as she realizes it at the same time I do and then licks her lips. I have to squeeze my eyes shut tight as I try and get myself under control.
“I’m sorry, I thought you were awake.”
When I look at her, I see she’s used the sheet to cover herself and her chin is tucked low to hide her face.
“Hey, don’t apologize.” I move to her slowly as I sit on the edge of the bed and put my arms on either side of her. “Look at me, love.”
“Do you not want me?” When she lifts her eyes to mine, I can see the tears beginning to form and it’s like a knife to my heart.
“Of course I want you.” I lean in close and place a soft kiss on her swollen lips. Lips that have wrapped around my cock. “I’m just trying to give you time.”