Rumble Fish

1

I ran into Steve a couple of days ago. He was real surprised to see me. We hadn't seen each other for a long time.

I was sitting on the beach and he come up to me and said, "Rusty-James?"

I said, "Yeah?" because I didn't recognize him right off. My memory's screwed up some.

"It's me," he said. "It's Steve Hays."

Then I remembered and got up, brushing sand off. "Hey, yeah."

"What are you doing here?" he kept saying, looking at me like he couldn't believe it.

"I live here," I said. "What are you doin' here?"

"I'm on vacation. I'm going to college here."

"Yeah?" I said. "What you goin' to college for?"

"I'm going to teach when I get out. High school, probably. I can't believe it! I never thought I'd see you again. And here of all places!"

I figured I had as much chance of being here as he did, even if we were a long way from where we'd seen each other last. People get excited over the weirdest things. I wondered why I wasn't glad to see him.

"You're goin' to be a teacher, huh?" I said. It figured. He was always reading and stuff.

"What do you do here?" he asked.

"Nothin'. Bum around," I answered. Bumming around is a real popular profession here. You could paint, write, barkeep, or bum around. I tried barkeeping once and didn't much like it.

"Lord, Rusty-James," he said. "How long has it been now?"

I thought for a minute and said, "Five or six years." Math ain't never been my strong point.

"How did you get here?" He just couldn't seem to get over it.

"Me and a friend of mine, Alex, a guy I met in the reformatory, we just started knockin' around after we got out. We been here awhile."

"No kidding?" Steve hadn't changed much. He looked about the same, except for the moustache that made him look like a little kid going to a Halloween party. But a lot of people are growing moustaches these days. I never went in for them myself.

"How long were you in for?" he asked. "I never found out. We moved, you know, right after..."

"Five years," I said. I can't remember much about it. Like I said, my memory's screwed up some. If somebody says something to remind me, I can remember things. But if I'm left alone I don't seem to be able to. Sometimes Alex'll say something that brings back the reformatory, but mostly he don't. He don't like remembering it either.

"They put me in solitary once," I said, because Steve seemed to be waiting for something.

He looked at me strangely and said, "Oh? I'm sorry."

He was staring at a scar that runs down my side. It looks like a raised white line. It don't get tan, either.

"I got that in a knife fight," I told him. "A long time ago."

"I know, I was there."

"Yeah," I said, "you were."

For a second I remembered the fight. It was like seeing a movie of it. Steve glanced away for a second. I could tell he was trying not to look for the other scars. They're not real noticeable, but they're not that hard to see either, if you know where to look.

"Hey," he said, too sudden, like he was trying to change the subject. "I want you to meet my girl friend. She won't believe it. I haven't seen you since we were thirteen? Fourteen? I don't know though"--he gave me a look that was half kidding and half serious--"you leave other guys' chicks alone?"

"Yeah," I said. "I got a girl."

"Or two, or three?"

"Just one," I said. I like to keep things simple, and God knows even one can get complicated enough.

"Let's meet for dinner somewhere," he said. "We can talk about the good old days. Man, I have come so far since then..."

I didn't stop him from naming a time and a place, even though I didn't much want to talk about the good old days. I didn't even remember them.

"Rusty-James," he was saying, "you gave me a real scare when I first saw you. I thought I'd flipped out. You know who I thought you were for a second?"

My stomach clenched itself into a fist, and an old fear started creeping up my backbone.

"You know who you look just like?"

"Yeah," I said, and remembered everything. I could of been really glad to see ol' Steve, if he hadn't made me remember everything.

2

I was hanging out in Benny's, playing pool, when I heard Biff Wilcox was looking to kill me.

Benny's was the hangout for the junior high kids. The high schoolers used to go there, but when the younger kids moved in, they moved out. Benny was pretty mad about it. Junior high kids don't have as much money to spend. He couldn't do much about it except hate the kids, though. If a place gets marked as a hangout, that's it.

Steve was there, and B.J. Jackson, and Smokey Bennet, and some other guys. I was playing pool with Smokey. I was probably winning, since I was a pretty good pool player. Smokey was hacked off because he already owed me some money. He was glad when Midget came in and said, "Biff is lookin' for you, Rusty-James."

I missed my shot.

"I ain't hidin'." I stood there, leaning on my cue, knowing good and well I wasn't going to be able to finish the game. I can't think about two things at the same time.

"He says he's gonna kill you." Midget was a tall, skinny kid, taller than anybody else our age. That was why we called him Midget.

"Sayin' ain't doin'," I said.

Smokey was putting his cue away. "Biff is a mean cat, Rusty-James," he told me.

"He ain't so tough. What's he shook about, anyway?"

"Somethin' you said to Anita at school," Midget said.

"Shoot, I didn't say nothin' but the truth."

I told them what I said to Anita. B.J. and Smokey agreed it was the truth. Steve and Midget turned red.

"Hell," I said. "Now why does he have to go and get shook over somethin' like that?"

I get annoyed when people want to kill me for some stupid little reason. Something big, and I don't mind it so much.

I went up to the counter and got a chocolate milk. I always drank chocolate milk instead of Coke or something. That Coke junk will rot your insides. This gave me a little time to think things over. Benny was making a big production out of a sandwich, and he let me know he wasn't going to drop what he was doing and rush over with my chocolate milk.

"So what's he doin' about it? Killin' me, I mean."

I sat down at a booth and Midget slid in across from me. Everybody else gathered around.

"He wants you to meet him in the vacant lot behind the pet store."

"All right. I guess he's comin' alone, huh?"

"I wouldn't count on it," Smokey said. He was trying to let me know he was on my side, so I'd forget about our messed-up pool game.

"If he's bringin' friends, I'm bringin' friends." I wasn't afraid of fighting Biff, but I didn't see any need to be stupid about it.

"Yeah, but you know how that's gonna turn out," Steve put in. "Everybody'll end up gettin' into it. You bring people, he brings people..."

Steve was always cautious about thing

s.

"You think I'm goin' to that empty lot by myself, you're nuts," I told him.

"But--"

"Lookit, me an' Biff'll settle this thing ourselves. You guys'll just be an audience, huh? Ain't nothin' wrong with an audience."

"You know it ain't gonna end up like that." Steve was fourteen, like me. He looked twelve. He acted forty. He was my best friend, though, so he could say stuff that I wouldn't let anybody else get away with. "Dammit, Rusty-James, we haven't had any trouble like that for a long time now."

He was scared it was going to end up in a gang fight. There hadn't been a real honest-to-goodness gang fight around here in years. As far as I knew, Steve had never been in one. I could never understand people being scared of things they didn't know nothing about.

"You don't have to be there," I said. Everybody else had to be there to protect their rep. Steve didn't have any rep. He was my best friend. That was his rep.

"You know I'm gonna be there," he said to me angrily. "But you know what the Motorcycle Boy said about gang--"

"He ain't here," I said. "He ain't been here for two weeks. So don't go tellin' me about the Motorcycle Boy."

B.J. spoke up. "But even back when we was rumblin', we never fought Biff's gang. They was allies. Remember when Wilson got jumped over on the Tigers' turf..."

This started a discussion on who had been jumped, when and where and why. I didn't need to think about that--I had all those records straight in my head anyway. But I did need to think about how I was going to fight Biff, so I wasn't listening much when somebody said, "Anyway, when the Motorcycle Boy gets back--"

I jumped up and slammed my fist down on the table so hard, the table in the next booth rattled and Benny stopped whistling and making his sandwich. Everybody else sat like they was holding their breath.

"The Motorcycle Boy ain't back," I said. I can't see good when I get mad, and my voice was shaking. "I don't know when he's comin' back, if he's comin' back. So if you wanna wait around the rest of your life to see what he says, okay. But I'm gonna stomp Biff Wilcox's guts tonight, and I think I oughta have some friends there."