I knew that something changed between us tonight. I knew that she meant more, but I was left feeling uncertain. My family didn’t like her family, so we wouldn’t see each other outside of school. We’d have to go against all odds to keep this going. We’d have to turn against our families.
I was a tough talker, but I knew that my family held a certain control over me.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: Rosalind
I lost count of how many times I came. He did it with anything that he did to my body and as I was pressed on my knees, I let out his name in a long moan. I came violently against his cock, feeling his warmth spurting inside of me. I couldn’t hold myself up and dropped to my stomach as he rolled beside me.
Things were confusing now. Something broke tonight between us and it was more than every bone on my body. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, knowing that I didn’t want to move from this bed.
The problem was that we could never leave this room. We could never be together out in public. My family hated his and vice versa and we were some of the most well-known families in town. Our fathers owned more buildings in the city and surrounding states than most people did in the entire country. It made me hate that my father was so close minded and only focused on his business. Everyone went along with it like he was always right. He wasn’t.
I looked at Sterling for a long moment. He’d always meant so much to me from the time we met. I found it hard to believe that we’d taken it this far, and I knew that I didn’t want to turn back. I just didn’t know where we could go. Sterling stared at me for a moment as I turned my head to meet his gaze.
“I don’t want to do that again with a condom on. I’m addicted to your heat,” he confessed as my face flushed pink.
“I think that it might be taking a risk. We can’t even see each other when we go home for the holidays, Sterling. I doubt they’d appreciate an unplanned pregnancy.” I knew that my voice was sharper than I intended for it to me. He winced, and I wrinkled my nose. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what I’m saying anymore.”
“It’s fine. You’re probably right,” he agreed softly as I reached out to touch his chest.
“I don’t want to stop sleeping together. I didn’t mean that.” His eyes locked on mine. “It’s okay if it’s a secret.”
“Rosie,” he murmured as I leaned over to kiss him. He tugged me towards him, deepening our kiss before he rolled to his back. His cock was hard under my slick pussy and I moaned as I looked at where we were joined. I wanted him again but didn’t want to move from this position.
“Use a condom with anyone else.” I stared at him as his lips parted. “I mean it, Sterling.” I rose, and he watched as I slid my pussy over him, impaling Sterling. He let out a cry, promising me that he’d be careful. His hands gripped my hips as I bobbed over him slowly, feeling him all the way inside of me. He let me come first before pushing me to my back, spreading my legs and fucking me hard. I slipped my feet to his shoulders and arched back as he stroked every surface inside of me. “Fuck, Sterling.” I felt the heat washing over both of us as he jerked hard, buried inside of me. He came with a moan of my name, slipping his arms under me.
“You feel so fucking good. Better than any other woman, Rosie.” His lips found mine, and I moaned as his tongue found mine. I wondered how much he meant his words as he allowed me to spread my legs under him, still inside of me. We kissed until we couldn’t breathe. That was when Sterling got us a bottle of water and joined me on the bed. I relaxed against the wall as he settled back against the pile of pillows. Sterling was staring at the ceiling and I tried not to worry about what he was thinking about. I told myself to enjoy the present moment. This was perfect, and life can change in an instant. I memorized our scent as I turned my head and closed my eyes. “Want to stay?”
I considered his words. I loved sleeping with Sterling beside me. It always made me feel so safe, even when we were kids and I nodded off while we were stargazing.
“Sure. It’s the weekend so we don’t need to be up for class,” I replied, hearing him let out a sigh of relief.