His hand is warm, his fingers capturing mine like he’s been waiting for me. Nick squeezes my hand, his eyes no longer on the trees but on me. He looks down at our braided fingers, then up to my eyes with a satisfied smirk on his face.
“I like this,” he says, lifting our hands as one.
I don’t answer, I can’t. I like it too, but I told myself he’s off limits. Look and don’t touch, that’s the rule now.
His thumb sweeps over my knuckles, and my heart bucks in my chest. His eyes are on mine, strong, bold, and making the world around me disappear.
Nick takes another look over his shoulder, then turns and pulls me towards the car. “There’s nothing here. Whatever it was is probably long gone by now.”
Reaching the front of the car and he stops. Leaning against the hood, he swiftly swings me around and pulls me into his chest. I’m at his mercy, coiled in his arms, trapped against his hard chest.
My hands sit on his firm chest muscles, my mind a swirling mess of desire and resistance.
You can’t. . . But I want to.
Don’t. . . But I need to.
No. . . Yes.
With one slow blink, I peer up at him like a deer in headlights. There’s so much I want, and so much I can’t have. I bite my bottom lip, unsure of what he’s thinking.
Nick moves his fingers up and down the center of my back. The motion is soft, delicate, but I feel the need. The pads of his fingers deepen, pressing harder, massaging with long, firm strokes.
I melt into his arms, letting him touch me in a way I know he shouldn’t. His hand slips over my side, brushing the outside of my breast as he presses the small of my back closer to his body.
Tipping my head, Nick shifts his face, causing our lips to almost touch. His mouth hovers on mine, testing me, waiting to see if I’ll accept or reject him.
Be strong! You promised yourself you’d stay away!
My lips open as my head tries to pull away. My tongue tempts the opening of my mouth, while my hands push against his chest. It’s a battle, a battle I’m losing. A battle I’m never going to win.
In one quick swoop, Nick captures my face in his hands, and kisses me deep. His tongue licks and tastes, and I lick back. He sucks my tongue into his mouth, palming the back of my head and kissing me deeper.
Wrapping an arm around my waist, he spins me so I’m against the car. Our lips never break away as he lifts me off the ground and sits me on the hood of the car. Neither one of us is speaking. The only sounds between us are wet lips and gasping breaths.
Feverishly he starts to unbutton my shorts. Reaching down I grab his hands, and ask, “Right here?”
“Right here.” He smirks, pinching my zipper and pulling it down.
Lifting a hand to my shoulder, he pushes me back on the hood, and starts to wriggle my shorts and panties down my thighs. Digging my heels into the bumper, I lift myself up, and he tugs my shorts to my ankles.
His fingers grip my thighs, and he groans as his eyes drop to my pussy. “Now that’s fucking beautiful,” he says, licking his lips.
A cool breeze blows across my pussy, making me shiver. Nick chuckles, biting his bottom lip. “I’m going to make you fucking shiver all over, just wait.” He pushes my thighs open wider and drops to his knees.
I lay my head back, anticipation buzzing through my veins like hot sparks. I can feel the heat off his lips as he breathes against my pussy. The pads of my fingers dig into the hood of the car, clutching for anything at all.
He’s so close, right there, and yet I’m empty. A delicacy he’s toying with and not devouring. I want to feel full.
Lifting my head, I’m about to speak, when his tongue suddenly licks up between my folds. Dropping back, the only sound that comes out of my mouth is a long moan. His tongue swirls around my clit, and he sucks the tender bud into his mouth.
“Mm,” he groans against my pussy, and my clit vibrates against his lips. The tip of his tongue flicks vigorously back and forth, sending a rush of tingles over my body.
Goosebumps jump across my skin, and I reach out with one hand, grabbing a fist full of his hair. His tongue keeps moving, licking up and down, dipping inside my entrance, and moving back to my clit.
The faster he goes, the more my body trembles. Closing my eyes, I lay my head back, giving my body completely up to him. I’m not thinking about later, or tomorrow, or anything else.