Our gazes stay locked on each other, never wavering. She reaches up and touches my lips, tenderness and sadness taking over her expression.
I slow my rhythm and lean my forehead against hers, “Talk to me baby, what’s wrong?”
She shakes her head softly, “I just can’t believe this is happening. I’ve waited so long to feel you inside of me again.”
“I’ll never stay away again Julia, I can’t. I need you as much as I need my next fucking breath, so get used to feeling me, because you’re mine.”
I thrust into her possessively with slow hard strokes.
She moans and digs her nails deeper into my shoulders, “Yes yours, always yours.”
Damn fucking straight.
I crush my mouth to hers again, savoring her taste. When I move to her throat she leans into my shoulder and bites… hard. It makes me fucking come unglued. I begin fucking her with a desperation I’ve never felt. The bed pounds against the wall with each hard frantic thrust of my cock.
She gasps as her muscles start contracting, “Oh god, Jaxson, I’m coming.”
“Fuck ya, you are!” Her hot pussy spasming around my bare dick is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I clench my jaw, waiting for her to finish. When she does, I let go and come harder than I ever have before, completely filling her up. I fall against her and we lay in a sweaty tangled mess while trying to catch our breath.
“Wow, that was… wow,” she says, still gasping for air.
I grunt, “That’s the biggest fucking understatement ever.”
Her laugh causes me to groan when her muscles tighten around my half-hard cock. I never want to fucking move from this spot, I want to say inside her for the rest of my life.
I’m in serious shit.
“Jaxson?”
“Ya?”
“I can’t breathe very well.”
“Shit! Sorry,” I quickly lean up on my arms and pull out of her. The disconnection making me want to cry like a pussy. Like I said… I’m in serious shit.
After we clean up we lay together in comfortable silence. Julia’s sweet soft body is draped over my chest while she traces the tattoo that runs from my arm to my shoulder. My hand does its own tracing along her lower back and beautiful bare ass.
“Jax?”
My hand stills in surprise. It’s the first time she’s called me that since I’ve been back and I didn’t realize how much I missed it till now.
“Ya baby?”
“Can I ask you something?” Her voice is laced with nervousness and I start feeling trepidation about where this conversation is going.
But I relax my body, “Ya Jules, you can ask me anything.”
“What scares you the most about doing this? Like… I mean, with me?”
Huh? “Sorry babe but I don’t know what you’re asking me?”
She lets out a deep nervous breath, “I mean what scares you the most about us changing our relationship? Is it… is it because of not having the freedom of getting to be with anyone else?”
She barley finishes her sentence before I have her flat on her back under me. The quick action causes her to gasp in surprise.
Anger takes over my expression but I soften quickly when I see the vulnerability in her eyes, “Jesus. You really fucking think that?”
She shrugs easily when I know she’s feeling anything but, “I’m just asking. You can’t really be that surprised I would think it. I mean I’ve only been with one other person and…”
I slam my hand over her mouth to shut her up. “First off Julia, don’t ever mention you and your goddamn ex again. I know I wasn’t around but I don’t want to fucking hear about it… ever! Secondly, I thought you understood you were different to me than everyone else. I mean Christ Julia, I pretty much have you fucking tattooed on my goddamn back…”
She pulls my hand away and has her own pissed off look, “First off Jaxson,” she mimics my own words back to me with sass, “I do know that I mean more to you than your fuck buddies. That’s not what I was asking. I can tell you’re scared to do this with me and lets be real, it’s no secret how much you like women, or your freedom to do what you want with them. Secondly buddy…” Buddy? Did she just fucking call me buddy? “you’re right, you weren’t here for 6 years. So don’t you dare tell me that I can’t mention my ex, Justin is his name to be exact, and…”
That’s fucking it. I crush my mouth to hers, silencing whatever else was about to come out of her sassy mouth. The kiss is angry, desperate and fucking hot. I slide my hand between our bodies and grab my hard cock. Bringing it to her pussy I slide it between her lips, finding her wet and ready. She whimpers when I stroke it against her clit. I tear my mouth from hers and we both gasp for breath, “I told you I don’t want to hear about him! I’m going to fuck him right out of your mind. By the time I’m done with you, you won’t even remember his fucking name.” My dick fully coated with her lube now, I slam myself inside of her and fuck her without abandon. I fuck her harder than I have ever fucked anyone in my entire life.
“Oh god!” she screams and moans, her hands clawing at my shoulders, desperately trying to keep their grip, but slide off from the sweat. Her muscles contract around me, loving ever frantic thrust of my cock. Her eyes are closed and I can tell she’s getting close.
“Look at me Julia!” She snaps her eyes open at my harsh command.
“You feel this? Do you feel how perfect this is? This is the only pussy I want to feel around my dick, the only one. I could be the last man on the fucking planet having my pick and I would always, only, pick you.”
I stare deep into her eyes willing her to see the goddamn truth. Suddenly she smiles and it’s the biggest happiest fucking smile I’ve ever seen on her. “Well, you certainly know how to make a girl feel special.”