Truly Yours (Mason & Sophie 2, Roommate Duet 4) - Page 29

“I know, baby.” I wrap my arms around her. “It’ll get better, I promise.”

Sophie’s truths make me feel torn about everything. The last thing I want is for her to have any remorse for what happened to either of them. They both tried to kill us, but I know that doesn’t dissipate her guilt about Dacia.

We lie in the tub for a few more minutes before she says she wants out. I help her so she doesn’t slip, and she quickly covers up with a towel. There’s a shift in the air, and I hate it. “I think I’m going to get ready for bed. I’m exhausted.”

“Do you want me to make you something to eat first?” I ask, wrapping a towel around my waist.

“I’m not hungry,” she replies as she brushes her hair. “Thank you, though.” I see her flash a small smile in the reflection of the mirror.

“Okay.”

I wait until she’s finished, then open the door. Grabbing her hand, I pull her closer and kiss her forehead. “I’m here, Soph,” I remind her. “Let me be here for you.”

Her chest deflates as she nods. “I know.”

Cupping her face, I press my lips to hers, but she stills. My heart sinks, knowing my sweet Sophie is pulling away.

“I’m sorry,” she says softly.

“For what?” I ask warily. I don’t like the look on her face. In fact, it scares the shit out of me to see her like this.

“I feel like I’m toxic to you. To all of you actually. I’ve caused so much pain, and the last thing I want to do is cause more for you…” She bows her head.

“Soph, what are you talking about? You’re not toxic to anyone,” I reassure her, tilting her chin up. “I love you.”

She looks up at me and blinks. “I know you do, and that’s why I can’t just jump back into our life the way it was before. Things aren’t the same. We can’t just continue where it left off.”

I inhale a sharp breath and swallow down my heart that’s lodged in my throat. “We’re stronger together, Sophie.” I grab her hand and cup my palms around it. “We can take things slow, but you don’t have to go through this alone. If anything, my past and history make me toxic to you, but you’re the reason I’ve seen life in a whole new light for the first time in years. I want to do better, be better for you.”

The way she looks at me, I know she’s holding back her tears. “And you’re an amazing man, Mason. It’s why I love you so much. But I just need you to understand where I’m coming from. I can’t just live life pretending nothing ever happened, and that he didn’t touch and hurt me, because what happened has forever changed me. I need to figure out a way to get through it so I can move forward. I want to move forward with you.” Her bottom lip trembles. This isn’t easy for her to say, but it definitely isn’t easy to hear either.

I choke back, not wanting this to be any harder for her. “Tell me what I can do, Soph. Please.” I’m close to pleading on my knees, not wanting to lose her. She’s the only reason I look forward to waking up in the mornings. I rest my head against hers, our breaths mingling together. “I don’t want to lose you. I can’t.”

“I just need some time. Figure out my own emotions and clear my head so I can be what you deserve,” she states, her words like cement. “I want us to be together, but I feel so broken right now.”

“I’ll do whatever you need, but I’m not going anywhere, okay? I’ll always be here, and I want to help you through this. So please let me do that at least?”

She nods in agreement. “I’ve got an appointment with my new therapist, Mary, so I can work through everything conflicting in my head. Between Weston and Dalton, I need to process it correctly. I know I didn’t after the first incident, and I’m afraid I’ll spiral downward if I just push it aside again.”

I know she’s right. Deep down, she does need to work through it all. I just wished she wasn’t pushing me away in the process.

“You do what you have to do, sweetheart. I’m here to support you in any way I can, and I’m not going anywhere. You’re all I need.” I cup her face and press a soft kiss on her cheek, committing to memory the way she feels against me.

I’m prepared for the fight of my life to keep her, no matter the cost.

Chapter Eight

Sophie

I miss Mason’s touch more than anything. His scent, his kisses, the way he holds me close. His T-shirt is something I can’t let go of either. When the tears threaten to come, I close my eyes and inhale a deep breath. Then I bury my face in his shirt and let them fall.

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