Forbidden Desire

With everything else out of the way and our relationship now out in the open, I felt the responsibility of what I now faced strongly. At eighteen, we have our whole lives ahead of us. Who knows how many bumps we’ll meet along the way. What ups and downs we’ll have to face. All I ask for is that the love we feel for each other right now never fades. That I always feel this choked up inside each time I look at her. Like she was a rare gift that I didn’t deserve but was going to do everything in my power to be worthy of.

I eased into bed next to her and drew her into my arms. She didn’t even budge; that’s how tired she was. Or maybe she’d finally been released from the strain of us sneaking around in the night. I hadn’t even given any thought to that, to how it must’ve made her feel, only seeking my own selfish pleasure.

I looked at her now, really looked, something I hadn’t really given myself time to do before, always too greedy to have her. Now with her asleep and no other distractions to get in the way, I took my time and studied my girl and welcomed the feeling of peace and joy I always get when I’m with her.

My heart did a little flip in my chest, and my pulse raced before settling down again. That reaction was the thing that first convinced me that there was no way I could ever live without her. No one else has ever made me feel like that. No one has ever literally stolen the air from my lungs and made me want with such intense need that it was almost knee buckling.

I pulled her in closer, wrapping my arms tighter around her as she snuggled into my chest and soothed her when she sighed restlessly in her sleep. With my nose buried in her hair, I was soon following her into sleep myself, my last thought one of satisfaction that I didn’t have to leave her bed and sneak back into mine before daybreak.

It felt like I’d barely drifted off before my eyes were snapping open again. What…? I came to a bit groggily. This has been the first real night’s sleep I’ve had in a while since we’d both been burning up the sheets until late into the night. Now that I think about it, that couldn’t have been easy on her.

I’d told her to move ahead with advance classes so that she could graduate early and then turned around and fucked her into the early morning for weeks straight. That wasn’t taking very good care of her now that I think about it. Shit, I got distracted. What the hell had awakened me? I listened for any sound in my half-asleep state but heard nothing as I started to drift off again.

I came fully awake when I felt wet heat wrapped around my cock. I looked down past my chest to the lump her body made beneath the covers and almost came in her mouth. She must’ve sensed that I was awake because she pushed the covers off her head and popped my cock from the mouth to grin at me sleepily before going back to what she was doing.

She’s still a sloppy novice when it comes to giving head, but somehow I find that more enjoyable than the almost expert way others had done it in the past. There’s a certain kind of pleasure I get from knowing that I was her first in everything. Just knowing that no one else ever has nor ever will have her, never share such intimacy with her, is its own aphrodisiac.

I let her get a few more practice licks in before dragging her up my body by her arms and bringing her to a stop with her legs spread open, straddling my hips right over my jutting cock. “Naughty girl, what’re you doing?” I whispered against her lips as she felt around between us for my cock.

Instead of an answer, she led my cock to her wet pussy slit and rubbed it back and forth, tormenting me with need, before slipping just the tip inside her. We both sighed with relief when she took more as our mouths mated like we’d been starved for the taste of each other. She planted her hands on the bed next to my head and pushed down with her ass, taking my cock in whole.

With my hand on her ass cheek, I guided her up and down on my cock as our tongues dueled with each other, and she won. I sucked on her tongue while my cock spat precum inside her. Shit no condom again; fuck it. I let her ride me until she came then eased her gently onto her back to finish inside her.