“I’m not a good virgin person,” I admitted. “I’ve never had one. I don’t know what to do with one. I’m fairly sure I’ll fuck this all up…and I’m a hundred percent sure that I want to fuck you right now. I want to claim that right as your husband.”
She moaned and arched upward.
I wasn’t sure if it was on purpose or not…but I took it as the sign it was.
When her nipple pressed up against my slightly parted lips, I lost it.
Leaning forward, I circled her nipple with the tip of my tongue, rolling it around and around and around until it was so hard that it couldn’t get any harder.
Her hands went into my hair, and she viciously yanked me back, causing me to growl at her in frustration.
“The other side,” she pleaded. “Please.”
I moved until I was between her legs, the only thing separating us was a thin silk sheet in blood red.
My cock was downright hard, and I knew that she was gasping at the feel of me against her pussy and not the fact that I was leaning forward, heading straight for her other nipple.
Her hands went to my hair when I descended, holding on lightly but not pulling any longer.
“God,” she breathed. “Holy God.”
I grinned right before I bit down lightly on her nipple, causing her hips to jerk.
“Fuuuuck,” she gasped out. “Holy fuck.”
“Holy seems to be your word choice of today,” I said as I pressed kisses along the swell of her breastbone.
She had big breasts. I wasn’t sure where she’d been hiding them, but I hadn’t expected a pair that were quite so big.
I cupped them both into my hands, squeezing them together, and then dragging my tongue from one nipple to the other.
“Jonah,” she whispered. “Jonah, please.”
I knew what she wanted.
The same thing I did.
“I don’t have any condoms,” I told her honestly. “We can’t go further than third base.”
I felt her swallow.
“I’ve been on birth control since my sister got on it,” I told him. “My mom saw no reason in not getting us both on it at the same time. Trust me when I say, I’m protected.”
I heard the words ‘I’m protected’ and felt a bit of sadness wash over me.
Seeing her swelling with my child flashed through my eyes, but I quickly smashed that thought down.
No, children didn’t have any place in this conversation right now.
We were in a predicament already. We didn’t need to add children to the mix.
That didn’t stop me from wishing for it, though.
“You’re sure?” I asked.
What the hell, was I stupid?
She snorted. “Oh yeah. Want proof?”
I frowned.
“Umm,” I hesitated. “How will you show me proof?”
She grinned at me wickedly. “I’m on the NuvaRing.”
I tilted my head slightly to the side. “What’s that?”
She bit her lip. “It’s a birth control device. I have to insert it into my vagina for three weeks, and on the last week, I pull it out and do the period thing. I start all over the next week.”
I allowed my eyes to skate down the length of her body.
“Do you keep it in during sex?” I questioned.
I had no idea about female birth control. The only women I’d ever dated were on birth control pills, but even then, I’d never had sex with them bare like I was about to do with Piper.
It’d just never felt right.
With Piper, though? It felt perfectly right. Like I’d saved that part of myself for her, and her only.
“From what I understand,” she hesitated. “I don’t have any experience in that part of the scenario, remember?”
Oh yeah. I sure the fuck remembered.
“I’m not sure how I stopped myself from doing this last night,” I admitted as I slowly moved the sheet out from under us. “Because with us both being naked and pressed up against each other…”
“It was probably the fact that you blacked out the moment you got into our bed.” She shrugged. “Because I agree. When I woke up this morning and felt you pressing up against me? I knew what was about to happen.”
I liked that. I liked it a lot.
The idea of her thinking about me, fantasizing about me while I was lying next to her in bed, was a particular turn on of mine.
One day I wanted to wake up with her mouth around my cock.
Just the idea of her pretty, perfect mouth wrapped around the girth of my cock was enough to send need coursing through my belly.
When the sheet was finally gone, bunched up beside our feet, I finally got my first good look at her body.
She was beautiful.
Pale, light skin the shade of milky white. She had freckles dotting her body sporadically, and her nipples were the perfect shade of pink. Her hair covering her vagina was the palest of blonde and did nothing to hide her vagina.