“I want to make love to you.” Tyler groaned and I felt something running up and down my body. It was sharp, but not painful. It only served to heighten my senses and I groaned as the object stimulated and teased me. “Now soft.” He whispered and I felt a feather running across my nipples, teasing and taunting me.
“Oh.” I cried out as his thumb brushed my nipples after the feather.
“Sexy.” He groaned and leaned down and sucked on my nipples. I ran my hands to his back and was pleasantly surprised to see that he was bare chested.
“I don’t care who’s watching.” Tyler said loudly as he moved up and then he ran the feather down my legs. My body was on high alert and I couldn’t tell if I was listening to the words of Usher or Tyler as I lay there, waiting to find out what was going to happen next.
“Huh?” I moaned as Tyler slipped something up my legs. “Oh,” I cried out as I felt a small vibrator between my legs rubbing me gently.
“Do you like that?” His fingers flicked my nipples.
“Please Tyler, please just make love to me.” I moaned as I felt his breath on my nipples as he licked them gently. “Tyler please.”
“Not until every nerve in your body is ready and waiting for me to take you. Not until your body knows that it is mine.” He growled and he bit down on my nipple and tugged harder. “Domination. Total and absolute domination.”
“I want you, Tyler. Please just take me.” I cried out. I wasn’t sure that I’d be able to stand this much longer.
“Hold on. Turn over.” He rolled me over and I lay on my stomach, my pus**sy wet and waiting. I felt his fingers on my as**s as I lay there and I took a deep breath. What was he about to do? I felt some beads in his hand and I knew what that meant. I knew what beads were used for. I held my breath as I waited. It would be a new feeling. One I wasn’t sure I was ready for, but instead of feeling the beads inside of me, I felt a warm oil on my lower back and his hands massaging it into my butt. I groaned as his fingers squeezed my as**s as the vibrator kept rubbing me quickly. I knew that I was close to having my first orgasm and I closed my eyes to concentrate on the feelings running through me.
“I’m going to come.” I cried out, as I felt my climax building up. It was then that Tyler rolled me back over and pulled me to the edge of the bed and lifted my legs over his shoulders. I felt his co**ck enter me deeply and swiftly and I cried out as I came hard and fast. Every part of my body was floating on high as the vibrator still rubbed my clit as his co**ck kept pushing into me, harder and faster.
“Tyler.” I screamed as his fingers played with my nipples. Every part of my body was being taken care of and I knew that this was the most intense experience and orgasm I’d ever had in my life.
“Evie.” He grunted as he thrust into me, even more urgently. “You’re mine, Evie. You’re mine.” He groaned and as the song ended, I heard a loud spatter of applause. I gripped the bed, my heart thudding as we both orgasmed together. I ripped the blindfold off of my face and looked to the right and saw a group of men sitting there watching us.
“What’s going on, Tyler?” My face went white as I looked up at him.
“I wanted everyone to know you’re mine.” His eyes stared into mine.
I stared back at him in shock. What the fuck was going on here? I jumped up off of the bed and grabbed my clothes up from the floor and pulled them on. “How could you do this to me, Tyler?”
“I told you I was taking you some place special.” He grabbed my hand. “This was fun, Evie. Wasn’t it fun?”
“It was fun until I realized people were watching us.” I pulled away from him and ran out of the door, anxious to get away from him.
“Evie, wait. This is who I am. You can’t put labels on me that don’t fit.”
“How could you do that to me, Tyler? How could you? I thought you were falling for me.” My voice sounded accusatory, but I couldn’t stop myself.
“I don’t know what love is.” His voice was bleak as he stared at me with steady eyes.
“How can you not know what love is?” I stumbled through the hallways, tears in my eyes. I’d also forgotten to take the vibrator off and so my body was getting ready to experience another orgasm.
“My heart is a cold pit of despair and regret.”
“Why?” I asked him softly, wanting to know what had made him hurt so badly that he’d live this life of darkness.
“Have you ever lost someone?” His eyes lit up as he spoke. “Have you ever missed someone so much that you’re not sure how you can live each day without them? Ever just been sitting there and their smile has popped into your mind? Do you know what that’s like?”
“No.” I said softly, feeling numb for him. I was taken aback by the feeling in his voice.
“Her face comes to me in the middle of the night, in the most random of places. I have to close my eyes tight to see her eyes, but I can always remember how much she loved me unconditionally. I can always remember how much she looked up to me. She looked up to me and I failed her.”
“You must have loved her very much.” My voice caught and my stomach rumbled anxiously with jealousy. I could feel the heat of shame in my cheeks. How could I feel so jealous of his unknown love? How could I be so selfish? I didn’t even know him, yet I felt his emptiness and pain.
“I loved her with everything that I was. I still do. She took my heart the first time I saw her. I was only young.” His voice caught and he blinked. “Enough.” He shook his head and frowned.
“What happened?” I stepped forward and grabbed his arm.
“What happened?” He grabbed my wrists and pulled me towards him. “You want to know what happened? You know what happens to curious little girls, don’t you?”
“I’m not a little girl, so no?” My heart was beating rapidly and I felt like it was going to pop out of my chest. His eyes bore into mine and he frowned.
“You just don’t know what’s good for you, do you?” He shook his head slightly and moved his lips closer to mine.
“What’s good for me, Tyler?” I swallowed hard as I waited for him to kiss me. I craved his touch. I need to feel his lips against mine. Maybe my touch would awaken something in him, something I wanted him to feel for me. His conversation had awakened something in me that I’d always craved. To be deeply loved. To be so loved that I was all that someone needed. Tyler had had that and it made me envious and jealous. I was jealous that he loved someone and I was envious that someone had had someone love them so much. I knew I was crazy to be feeling this way. I knew it was irrational. I knew that he couldn’t possibly be the one for me. Not after everything that had gone on, yet, I couldn’t stop myself from falling for him, falling into him. He was consuming me; heart, body and soul and I didn’t know if I wanted him to stop.
“I don’t know.” He groaned as his lips crashed down on mine. “At this point, I don’t even know.” He grabbed my hand. “Follow me, we need to go and talk.”
Chapter Five
The field he took me too was beautiful and empty. We took our clothes off quickly and fell to the ground, not able to keep our hands off of each other. I knew that I was a fool for allowing him to touch me again, without having gotten any answers, but I couldn’t stop myself. He was like a drug to me. I couldn’t resist him. I needed him in my bloodstream. We must have made love for hours, both of us using each other’s bodies to make ourselves feel something, anything. I knew this couldn’t last. There were too many questions. Too many answers that loomed over us. I needed to know what was going on. I need to know, but I didn’t want to know. I was scared of what I was going to find out.