Never Been Kissed

“I think I might have a jealous streak,” I admit.

“I know the feeling. I don’t like to think of anyone touching you. I want you all to myself.”

My insides melt. I want that too. “I think I want to be all yours.” I kiss him hard and deep. That no strings idea was a bunch of crap I was trying to feed myself. I was trying to put up walls to protect myself, but it was too late. I was in deep with Bow and I know I’m only going to keep sinking more and more into him.

He stands with me in his arms. A moment later my back hits a bed. “Don’t think, kitten. Tell me you’ll be all mine from now on.” I shake my head no.

“I can’t tell you that.” I stare up at him.

His jaw flexes. “For tonight then.” I reach up, needing to touch him. I wrap my arms around his neck so he can’t go anywhere. Jameson’s words still linger in my mind about not hurting Bow.

“Not for tonight.” I pull him down. He doesn't fight me, coming down closer to me. “Not from now on, Bow. There’s never been anyone else. There will only ever have been you.” I feel his whole body go tight over me. I wrap my legs around him the best I can. The man really is giant. He still doesn't say anything. He only stares down at me in surprise. “You’ll have to go slow.” I lick my lips, starting to feel shy. “You’re big and, well, I’m small.” I try to joke. I know he’s not changing his mind. I didn’t think me being a virgin would shock him this much, but his silence says otherwise. “Bow?” My words come out needy and breathless. A hint of doubt creeps into me, thinking that maybe he doesn’t want someone that’s not experienced.

“I’ll go slow.” His words come out hoarse. He sounds as though he’s trying to control some other emotion. His next words are ones that I never expected to come from his lips. “I’ve never done this either.” I lie here shocked for a moment while my brain tries to fully process his words. His mouth meets mine before I can. All I know is Bow is mine too. I have no idea how this man has never had sex before but my whole body lights up, knowing this is something we’ll share together. That no matter where this life brings us that this moment will always be cemented in time as ours.

“Bow.” I moan his name as his mouth leaves mine. He trails kisses down my neck. I start to pull at his clothes, wanting to see and feel him all over. “Lose the shirt,” I demand. He doesn't think twice about giving me what I want, pulling his shirt up over his head. Then he goes for mine. In one quick pull he has it ripped from my body, leaving my chest on full display for his eyes. My nipples pucker under his gaze. He takes me in fully, looking over what no other man has or will ever see but him. I like that we’ll only know each other.

“God, you’re hot.” I pull him back down to kiss me again.

“Gotta taste you,” he says, pulling his mouth from mine. His hands go for my jeans. I help him get them down, leaving me naked in the bed. There is no time to be shy. “I can’t wait,” he groans, grabbing my legs and spreading them wide before his mouth is on me. I cry out in surprise. It quickly turns to a moan as his mouth devours me, licking me as though he has never had such a delectable treat in his life. Devouring every inch of me until I’m writhing on the bed.

“Bow.” My hips try to lift off the bed. One hand tangles in his hair as the other grips the sheet to prepare myself for what’s about to come. My orgasm is already pushing down on me. He lets go of my thighs, grabbing my hips and pinning me down. Letting me know that he’ll decide when I get it.

His mouth never leaves me as he licks and sucks at me. For someone who’s never done this, he sure as hell knows what he’s doing. I cry out his name as the first orgasm hits me. He doesn't stop. His hunger for me only grows. One hand leaves my hip, sliding down the outside of my thigh. A moment later I feel him push a finger deep inside of me.

“So fucking sweet. So fucking tight,” he growls. I whimper as his tongue circles my clit, his finger pumping in and out of me. He adds another. My hand tightens in his short hair, letting him know that I can’t take much more. Trying to make him give me what I need.