I drag my thumb across her nipple, making her whole body jerk. Fuck, she is extra sensitive there. I wonder if I could get her to come just by sucking on her tits. I sure as fuck am more than willing to try.
“Oh James.” Her fingers dig into my shoulders. She’s so fucking close her body is humming with need. So is mine. She’s got me so turned inside out she’s going to make me come on myself. I give her nipple a pull. It’s all she needs. She drops her head back, crying out my name. I watch her, my hands gripping her hips tight, keeping her warm cunt pressed against my cock as I spill inside of my pants.
She lifts her head to look at me, her hair spilling all around her. Her lips are swollen from mine. Her neck is red too from my short stubble that has formed today. I’ll have to remember that. She’s delicate.
“That was amazing.” Her tongue peeks out, licking her bottom lip.
“Give me another kiss.” She doesn't hesitate. Leaning forward, she gives me her mouth. I don’t take it further, even though my cock begs me to. That little taste will have to suffice for now. I’m not going to rush or scare her. I want her to give herself to me when she's ready.10CarlyI stretch, letting out a long yawn. I roll over and almost fall face first off the sofa. I jerk back, saving myself at the last second. I’d forgotten I passed out in the living room. I sit up so that I can look around. The TV and light are off, but the kitchen light is on, lighting up some of the living room.
“James?” I call, standing up. All the food is cleared up. Did he leave? I let out a sigh. Of course he left. He’s been with me for over twenty-four hours. He has his own home and life. I mean, the man runs a company and has responsibility. I shouldn’t expect him to spend every waking second with me. That doesn’t mean I can’t be disappointed about it. I’m guessing he didn't want to wake me so he dipped out.
I walk over to the kennel we’d gotten for Bear to see if he’s sleeping inside. I bet Bear will sleep with me if James doesn't. I bend down but no Bear. I jump up, starting to panic. I flip on the rest of the lights.
A million scenarios run through my mind. What if he got stuck somewhere? What if he’s hurt? Oh God, I’ve been a pet mommy for one day and I’ve already messed it up. Maybe my mom was right all those times she called me irresponsible.
“Bear!” I call out, running toward my bedroom. I stop because all of the doors are closed. There is no way he could have gotten into one of the other rooms. When I hear the front door open I run back out to the living room. Bear lets out a cute small bark when he sees me.
James bends down, unclipping him from his leash. I drop to my knees as Bear runs over and jumps into my lap. I pick him up and hug him, relieved not only to see my baby puppy but that James is still here.
“I missed you.” I look up at James, who is watching us. “I missed you too,” I tease him.
“Good, I’d hate to be jealous over a puppy.” I stand with Bear in my arms. “Why don’t you go get ready for bed?” He takes Bear from my hands. I yawn, still tired.
“I’m not that tired. We can watch another movie or something. I’ll let you pick.” He steps closer to me, bending down to drop a quick kiss on my mouth.
“You’re worn out, sweetness. Go get ready for bed. I’ll move Bear’s water bowl and crate into the bedroom.”
“Thanks.” I give my best smile, not wanting him to know I’m disappointed the night is over. I turn, heading back down the hallway into my bathroom to do my nightly routine. I stare at the ten-step skin regimen my mom swears by and made me start doing in middle school, not wanting to do it tonight. I mean, would anyone really know if I skipped one night? These last couple of days have been so freeing for me. I want to continue to live in the moment and forget about everything else for as long as I can.
I grab the small waste basket and sweep my arm across the shelf, knocking all of it into the trash can. That’s going to save me twenty minutes every night. Time I can use to do other things. Especially ones that include James. I brush my teeth and hair before washing my face like a normal human. I flip off the light, making my way into my bedroom. James is sitting on the side of the bed with Bear jumping around like a wild man.