Lover Avenged (Black Dagger Brotherhood 7)

John eased back and rubbed his thighs, thinking exactly what Qhuinn was. But did he have the balls for that? What if he approached her and she turned him down?

What if he lost his hard-on again?

As he remembered what he'd seen in his head, though, he wasn't so worried about that. He was ready to orgasm right where he sat.

"You could go back into her office alone," Qhuinn continued softly. "I can wait at the head of the hall and make sure no one interrupts. You'll be safe, and it will be private."

John thought of the one and only time he and Xhex had been in an enclosed space alone together. It had been back in August in the men's bathroom on the mezzanine floor, and she'd found him careening out of a stall, drunk as shit. Even as polluted as he'd been, one look at her and he'd been ready to go, desperate for her sex-and thanks to a boatload of Corona confidence, he'd had the colossal cojones to go up to her and write her a little message on a paper towel. It had been payback for what she herself had demanded of him.

Fair was fair. He wanted her to say his name when she got herself off.

Since then they'd kept apart at the club, but damn close in their beds-and he knew she'd been doing as he'd asked; he could tell by the way she looked at him. And tonight's little telepathic exchange about what she was thinking they should be doing in one of the bathrooms was proof positive that even she followed orders once in a while.

Qhuinn put a hand on John's arm, and when he looked over, the guy signed, Timing is everything, John.

Too true. She wanted him, and tonight it was not just in the fantasy, home-alone sense. John didn't know what had changed for her or what the trigger was, but his c**k didn't give a shit about those kinds of details.

Outcome was all that mattered.

Literally.

Besides, for f**k's sake, was he going to stay a virgin for the rest of his life just because of something that had been done to him a lifetime ago? Timing was everything, and he was sick and tired of sitting on his hands, denying himself what he really wanted.

John rose to his feet and nodded once at Qhuinn.

"Thank f**k," the guy said as he slid out of the banquette. "Blay, we'll be back."

"Take your time. And, John, good luck, okay?"

John clapped his friend on the shoulder and jacked up his jeans before heading out of the VIP section. Qhuinn and he passed by the bouncers standing at the velvet rope and then the sweaty dancers grinding and the people making out and a crowd that was gathering for last call around the big bar. Xhex was nowhere to be found, and he wondered if she hadn't left for the night.

No, he thought. She had to be here to close up, because Rehv hadn't been seen around.

"Maybe she's already in her office," Qhuinn said.

As they went up the stairs to the mezzanine floor, he thought of the first time he'd met her. Talk about wrong foot. She'd dragged him down this hallway and interrogated him after she'd caught him tucking a gun so Qhuinn and Blay could have some tail in peace. That was how she'd learned his name and his ties to Wrath and the Brotherhood, and the way she'd manhandled him had been a total turn-on...once he'd gotten over the conviction that she was going to tear him limb from limb.

"I'll be right here." Qhuinn stopped at the head of the corridor. "It's going to be fine."

John nodded and then put one foot after the other, after the other, the hall getting darker and darker as he went along. When he got to her door, he didn't pause to gather himself, too afraid he'd pull a pu**y and bolt back to his buddy.

Yeah, and how ball-less would that look?

Besides, he wanted this. He needed this.

John lifted his knuckles to knock-and froze. Blood. He smelled...blood.

Hers.

Without thinking, he busted open the door and-

Oh. My. God, he mouthed.

Xhex's head snapped up from what she was doing, and the sight of her burned his eyes. Her leathers were off and draped on the edge of the chair, her legs streaked with her own blood...blood that welled from the barbed metal bands that were locked around both her thighs. She had one black boot up on the desk and was in the process of...tightening them?

"Get the f**k out of here!"

Why, he mouthed, coming at her, reaching out. Oh...God, you have to stop.

With a deep growl in her throat, she pointed at him. "Don't come near me."

John started to sign fast and sloppy, even though she didn't understand ASL. Why are you doing that to yourself-

"Get the f**k out of here. Now."

Why? he shouted at her silently.

As if in answer, her eyes flashed ruby red, like there were colored flashbulbs mounted in her skull, and John went utterly cold.

There was only one thing in the Brotherhood's world that did that.

"Go."

John spun around and fast-tracked to the door. As he reached for the knob, he saw that it was lockable from the inside, and with a quick twist of the stainless-steel ridge, he locked her in so no one else would see her.

As he came up to Qhuinn, he didn't stop. He just kept right on going, not caring whether his friend and personal guard was behind him.

Of all the things he could ever have learned about her, this was one he couldn't possibly have foreseen.

Xhex was a frickin' symphath.

Chapter TWENTY-FIVE

Across Caldwell, on a tree-lined street, Lash was sitting inside a brownstone apartment in a club chair that was slipcovered in dark velvet. Hanging beside him were the only other remnants of the stylish, wealthy humans who'd previously lived in the place: Swaths of beautiful damask drapery ran from floor to ceiling, accentuating the bay windows that bowed out over the sidewalk.

Lash loved the damn drapes. They were wine, gold, and black, and fringed with gold satin balls the size of marbles. In their lush glory, they reminded him of the way things had always been when he'd lived in that big Tudor mansion up on the hill.

He missed the elegance of that life. The staff. The meals. The cars.

He was spending so much time with the lower classes.

Shit, the human lower classes, considering the pool where lessers were drawn from.

He reached out and stroked one of the drapes, ignoring the blush of dust that bloomed in the still air as soon as he touched it. Lovely. So heavy and substantial with nothing cheap about it, not the fabric, not the dyes, not the hand-sewn hems or borders.

The feel of it made him realize he needed a good house of his own, and he thought maybe this brownstone could be it. According to Mr. D, the Lessening Society had owned this place for the last three years, the property having been purchased by a Fore-lesser who was convinced vampires were in the area. A two-car garage was tucked in the back alley, so there was privacy, and the home was as close to graceful as he was going to get anytime soon.

Grady came in with a cell phone up to his ear, on the final lap of the pacing trail he'd developed over the past two hours. As he talked, the guy's voice echoed up to the high, ornate ceilings.

Now properly motivated by his adrenal gland, the guy had coughed up the names of seven dealers and had been calling them one after another and schmoozing his way into meetings.

Lash glanced down at the piece of paper Grady had scribbled his list on. Whether all the contacts worked out only time would tell, but one of them was definitely solid. The seventh person, whose nomenclature was circled in black at the bottom, was someone Lash knew: the Reverend.

A.k.a. Rehvenge, son of Rempoon. Owner of ZeroSum.

A.k.a. territorial f**ker who had booted Lash out of the club because he'd sold a few grams here and there. Shit, Lash couldn't believe he hadn't thought of it sooner. Of course Rehvenge would be on the list. Hell, he was the river that spawned all the streams, the guy the South Americans and the Chinese manufactures dealt with directly.

Didn't this make things even more interesting.

"Okay, I'll see you then," Grady said into the phone. As he hung up, he looked over. "I don't have the Reverend's number."

"But you know where to find him, right." Duh. Everybody in the drug trade from pushers to users to the police knew where the guy hung out, and for that reason it was a wonder the place hadn't been shut down long ago.

"That's going to be a problem, though. I'm banned from ZeroSum."

Join the club. "We'll work around that."

Although not by sending a lesser in to try to make a deal. They were going to need a human for that. Unless they could lure Rehvenge out of his den, which was unlikely.

"Am I done now?" Grady asked, glancing desperately at the front door, like he was a dog who badly needed to go out for a piss.