Only Tonight

Her legs dangle over the side of the bed as she tries to catch her breath. I put one knee on the bed, grabbing her under her arms to lift her to the center of it. I need inside of her more than anything else in the whole fucking world. It’s why I am here. My head hasn’t been in the game at work. I can’t seem to think of much else but her, which could be deadly for me. So I booked a private flight, and here I am.

“Condom,” she says.

“I don’t carry condoms. Why would I?”

She sits up on her elbows. “I saw some in the minibar area.”

“Why were you looking for condoms in the fucking mini bar?” I grit out, knowing she probably saw them in passing. I suck in a breath. Those icy blue eyes narrow on me. “That’s great for the minibar and all, but I’m taking you raw.”

“You’re an asshole,” she snips out.

“I know. Controlling, obsessive, and fucking addicted to you too, if we’re making a list.” Her lips twitch. “I don’t know what you think is funny about any of those things. You’re the reason I’m acting this way. Blocking my number and just leaving.”

“I saw that woman go into your room.”

I close my eyes, running my hand down my face. I try to get myself together. Thinking about the hurt she must have felt seeing that is almost unbearable to me. Even though I hadn’t done anything wrong.

“I didn't invite her there, and the maintenance man at the hotel was fired for giving her that fucking key.” Her mouth forms a perfect O shape. “It’s only you, Kinley. I don’t care how far away we are from each other; it will always be you.” I don’t want her to have any doubts about us. This is already going to be hard enough as it is with physical distance between us. We don’t need any other barriers.

“There are rumors.”

“Fuck rumors. Most are bullshit or planted.” I position myself between her legs, making her spread wider for me. Cum drips from my cock onto her cunt as I line myself up with her. I can’t wait much longer, but I want her to tell me to take her. I lean down, taking one of her nipples into my mouth and sucking hard.

Her fingers dig into my hair. “How can I miss you this much and be mad at you?” I’m not sure if she’s really asking a question or more talking to herself.

“Me too, pretty eyes.” I suck her other nipple into my mouth. I’m so fucking turned on I don’t think I’m going to last. “First time is going to be fast. We need to take the edge off.” She nods her head in agreement.

I don’t waste a second. She’s so wet my cock easily fills her. It only takes a couple of thrusts and I’m already coming. I spill inside of her before I pull out and tongue her clit. Seeing my cum leaking from her pussy has me hard again, but I don’t stop eating her until her legs are shaking and she is begging me to take her again.

I’m back inside of her within seconds. I have no idea how long we go at it. I don’t stop until she’s passed out on top of me. I lie as still as I can, enjoying the feel of each one of her breaths.

I savor each one, not sure when I’ll be able to get back to her. Slowly I roll her off of me before covering her with the blanket. I brush my lips against hers. I know I’m acting crazy and irrational, but I have no control over it.

Dad always said that shit would happen one day. That he saw my mom and just knew that she was his forever. He said it would be the same for me and my brother Gerrit. I really shouldn’t be shocked that this happened. I mean, look what happened with my brother Gerrit. He saw Kennedy and went to extreme measures to have her.

I know I’m in love with Kinley. The problem is going to be getting her to love me back. We should probably talk more but whenever we get in a room together we can’t seem to keep our hands off one another long enough to have a conversation. There was this need to be connected. I know she felt that shit too.

Those fucking rumors about me being a playboy are catching up to me. In college I was on the wild side. After that, life got serious and so did I. Women tend to throw themselves at me because I have money. I was never interested in dating until Kinley. Of course with her, I’m having to chase her down. It’s refreshing, and I’m more than willing to chase her to the ends of the earth if I have to.