“No, let’s go” she looks at the two fighters nodding
“Ok.” We make our way through the crowd again and once again I’m grabbed on the ass. I push Sandra faster through the crowd so we can get the hell out of here, as we make it outside my ears are ringing going from the screaming and yelling to the quietness of the night. Sandra starts going on about the fights when someone whistles and we turn around and see the first fighter we saw tonight walking towards us
“Hey darlin’” he says and even through the darkness of the night I can see she’s blushing
“Hey yourself” she says squeezing my hand
“You wanna party?”
“Party!” she squeaks and he nods
“Yep, with me and my Brothers.” As soon as he says Brothers I look at him closely and notice a leather vest but can’t make out the club emblem
“Sandra lets go” I tell her but she doesn’t budge (please don’t be The Devils Soldiers)
“What’s your name?” she asks him as he pulls her to him and I think of Socket doing that to me and my heart aches at the memory of him
“Sandra, what’s yours?” he leans down like he’s going to kiss her
“Rex” he says and he moves and I see The Devils Soldiers emblem
“Sandra” I say and she turns looking at me, her look begging me to have a bit of fun and I roll my eyes and she smiles knowing I’m going to give in.****Socket
As I sit at the bar again Lila’s standing next to me and all the old ladies walk in, they all walk straight past me ignorin’ me. Since I left the house I haven’t looked back, and when all the old ladies found out that I’d left Dove they haven’t said a word to me which was fine with me. I didn’t want to know what the fuck Dove was doing (liar), Lila rubs her tits on my arm and I turn pullin’ her to me and kiss her and I hear someone gag and look up seein’ Abbey staring at me
“You got somethin’ to say?”
“Yeah, you’re an asshole” she says and I hear Tank call out her name and she walks off giving me the finger
“I don’t think she likes you very much” Lila says and I look at her
“I don’t give a fuck” I tell her and she smiles, the past three months I’ve tried to get Dove out of my system. I’ve fucked every whore hear multiple times, but when it comes down to gettin’ my dick up the only way he even twitches, is if I imagine Dove under me (fuck I miss her). Lila licks my neck and I close my eyes (I wonder what she’s doin’) she’s probably at home doin’ washin’ (stop thinkin’ about her) I look at the clock, 5.30 she’s probably startin’ dinner, Niya walks past and I turn and look at her
“Hey Niya girl” she stops and looks at me than at Lila
“Yes” is all she says
“How are you?”
“Fine”
“Just fine?”
“Yep” she goes to walk off but I grab her arm
“How’s Dove?” I ask her my heart achin’ just sayin’ her name but Niya frowns at me shaking her head
“I have no idea” she says and now I’m frowning at her
“What the fuck do you mean you don’t know?” she pulls her arm free looking at it like its diseased
“Like I said I don’t know”
“Niya”
“Socket”
“Why don’t you know how Dove is?” she shakes her head again and shrugs her shoulders
“After she left she changed her number so I have no idea how she is” I stand up confused at what she just said
“What the fuck do you mean after she left?”
“Socket, Dove and Wiley have been gone for over a month”
“What?” she rolls her eyes at me
“She moved Socket, she’s gone and we have no idea where she went. After she left she changed her number and we haven’t heard from her”
“Why didn’t anyone fuckin’ tell me she left?”
“You didn’t want to know and every time one of us brought up Dove you walked away”
“Where the fuck did she go?” she shrugs her shoulders
“Niya I mean it, where the fuck did she go?”
“I don’t know Socket” she says and the others start to come through the doors and I look at them all
“Do any of you know where she went?” I ask them and they all shake their heads and I turn around and look for Cuff
“Where’s Cuff?”
“In his room with Bliss” Lila says and I walk past them all down the hall to Cuff’s room and open the door
“Brother what the fuck?” he says
“I need you to find Dove” he pulls out of Bliss and faces me
“What the fuck do you mean find her, isn’t she at yours?” I shake my head
“Apparently not, now put ya dick away and find my women” I tell him walkin’ out to my bike to go and see for myself if she’s really gone.