“Well it seems your all organized than”“I am I just can't wait to me this little guy” everyone smiles“Neither can we” Maggie says and Colt leans over and kisses my cheek****ZoeyI sit next to mom as she sleeps she's always asleep these days the doctors have her on some pretty strong medication she’s so weak now she has a feeding tube and a catheter in “Mom I'm here, I'm holding your hand” I tell her not sure if she even knows I’m here“Good morning sweetie” Kerry says, she's one of the nurses who works in this department“Good morning Kerry how was the birthday party”“The same old same old, my snotty sister never happy with anything and my mother trying to appease her as usual”“So, you got drunk”“I wish if I didn't have to work I would have gotten rotten drunk dealing my sister is a nightmare” I smile at her and wonder what my sisters like, if she looks like me and mom or if she looked like our father“I'm sorry that's so inappropriate of me to talk about my night out I apologize”“Don't it's nice knowing someone is out there having fun”“Oh, honey I am sorry” she rubs my arm and checks on my mom “Good morning Rana honey” she rubs my mom’s sunken cheek with her fingers “Zoey is here” she whispers and I feel the tears prickle my eyes but I blink them away, staying strong for my mother. Out of all the nurses here, Kerry is my favorite she's so kind, a pure heart.****Colt“Baby where do you want the alter”“Over there, Terrance says that's the perfect spot” I point to a spot that is a little to the right and I want the tent here, so it can be close to the kitchen if the caterer needs it and the entrance to the side so we can make a small path with pavers“Baby”“Colt that's what I want I only get married once and I want it perfect, Terrance is coming at ten so can you two please just get started” she says walkin’ back into the house“Fuck man she has you by the balls” Stryker says“Shut up” I tell him and give him the finger“So, who's Terrance” he asks me (a fuckin’ pain in my ass that’s who he is)“The wedding planner” I tell him“A dude is your wedding planning”“No, Niya's planning the wedding and Terrance is fuckin' me in the ass, getting her to buy all this fuckin' other bullshit we don't need. At one stage, he had her convinced she needed swans telling her how romantic they would look floating on a pond that we should build, a fuckin' pond so they can swim in it for one day, fuckin' ice sculptures and a fuckin' five course meal doves and other fuckin' bullshit. I tell ya if he comes up with another fuckin' hair brained scheme to screw me out of more money I'm ganna fuckin' kill him“Hahaha your fucked” I punch him in the arm“It'll happen to you one-day fucker and when it does pay backs a bitch”“Fuck that I'm never getting married”“I see Rochelle staring at you with those lovey dovey eyes”“Fuckin' no chance man, she’s good for a fuck but that's it, ain't no way I'm puttin' a ring on her finger”“Yeah we'll see fucker it'll happen one day”“Colt” Niya calls out“Yeah baby”“Terrance says it needs to be a bit bigger” I look at the smug motherfucker standing there next to her“Is that so” both Stryker and I look at him“Yes, Colt I think it needs maybe one or two feet on the front”“Well I tell you what Terrance” I take a step toward him and Stryker holds me back from punching the fucker in the face, he takes a step back“Maybe it's fine” he says on a shaky breath“Yeah maybe it is” I tell him and smile“Oh, Terrance are you sure”“Yes, Niya it looks fine now that I'm closer to it, both Colt and Stryker have done a fantastic job” (smart move asshole)“Oh good” she turns back to me and gives me a kiss as both Stryker and I stare down at the prick“Ok let’s talk about the tent” they both walk off Terrance moving a little faster to get away from us“Brother, I can't believe you haven't killed him yet”“Give it time the weddings only a week away” I grind my teeth lookin’ at the little fucker walk away with my women*After Stryker finished off the little gazebo everyone left there was still loads of shit to do but it could wait I was tied pissed off and needed my women “Baby, where are you” I walk through the house and see her laying in the tub with her eyes closed, I take off my clothes and step into the tub and pull her to me