His phone starts to beep and I watch him smile at the screen typing back and I wonder if it's a woman, will he leave here tonight and go to her house (god dam it) I get up and go to the kitchen for a drink, as I'm leaning down to grab a soda I feel Jordan behind me. He grabs my hips and leans in his whole body touches mine and I gasp, his hands are huge on my hips and everything in me wants to moan but I don't I step out of the way and he just stares at me shakes his head and walks back into the lounge (what the ever-loving fuck was that) I snap out of my little daydream about Jordan touching me in places that I shouldn’t be thinking about, when there’s a knock at the door and I walk into the loungeroom as a gunshot goes off and Jordan falls to the floor. I drop my soda and run to him“JORDAN” I yell shaking him and blood covers my hands “JORDAN”“Well well, look what we have here” I look at a guy in a dress shirt and dress pants smiling at me another man standing in a black three-piece suit behind him“Who the fuck, are you?” I ask holding Jordan“Where are my manners” he says and holds out his hand “Zane” he says and I look at him (this is Brandy's ex)“Leave him he's dead” he says but I shake my head“No, he's not” the tears fall down my face“LEAVE HIM” Zane yells but I can't I grab his shirt and stuff it into the bullet hole trying to stop the bleeding “I said fucking leave him now where the fuck is Brandy” he yells“Please you have to get help” Zane reaches down and grabs me by the hair pulling me up“I said, where the fuck is Brandy?”“She's not here”“Where the fuck is she?”“She's at the clubhouse”“Bitch, probably there fucking all of those pieces of shits”“Please” I beg and he slaps me hard and I fall to the floor“Check the house” he tells the other guy; the guy moves towards the hallway and I panic (no Logan)“Please the babies asleep”“I don't give a fuck”“Please let me just check to make sure he's asleep please”“Fine, Julius” he calls and the guy comes back into the lounge room, I look down at Jordan and see blood pooling around the floor (oh god he's going to bleed out) “LEAVE HIM” Zane yells again but I can't I grab Jordan's shirt and stuff it into the bullet hole trying to stop the bleeding more, Zane backhands me again and I fall back to the floor. The sting in my face telling me the shit I'm in just got real (get to the nursery)The Julius guy comes in and grabs my arm hard, making me stumble over Jordan. Colt had set up an alarm in Logan's room so if anything happened it went to his phone and most of the club members phones. Once we get in the room Logan is still fast asleep (thank god) Julius pushes me forward and I walk closer to the crib“Hurry the fuck up” he says holding a gun on me, I look down at Logan and he looks so peaceful “Hurry up” he says and as I lean over, I push the button next to the crib (fucker your dead) “Come on he's fine” he pulls me back out and pushes me onto the sofa I look over at Jordan and a tear falls down my face but I wipe it away, I look around and remember only hours ago how great life wasChapter Thirty-FourNiya(That morning)Siting in the kitchen, I watch Zoey feeding Logan and I smile feeling so blessed “HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU” We all sing as Colt comes into the kitchen. Cassey and Grace arriving early so there here when Colt gets up“Thankyou” he says giving all of us a kiss“Sit baby boy” Cassey says smiling and we all sit around the table just as we hear the rumble of pipes.“Yo dickhead” Stryker yells out coming in“Stryker” both Cassey and I say at the same time“What?” we shake our heads as he sits next to Zoey, rubbing her hair making her yell out and push him away“You’re an ass” she tells him and he leans in and gives her a peck on the cheek “Eww, I don't know where your mouth has been” she says wiping he cheek, he grabs her fast and pulls her face into his armpit we all laugh as she tries to push him away“Smell it” he keeps saying and she jumps up and gives him the finger“Your friends a dick” she tells Colt and we all laugh“Oh, you love me squeak” he says and she rolls her eyes at him