“Motherfucker your dead already” he pushes him towards me and I smile“Please I'll leave and never come back I promise please” I walk closer to him and kick him hard the scream he lets out feels good so I do it again“Get on your knees motherfucker” I tell him he slowly moves to his knees, I stop behind him and grab his hair and look down at him, I smile as I run the razor across his throat. His eye bugout like he's surprised and I watch as blood runs down his neck and his life slowly slips away.Chapter Thirty-SixNiyaWere all sitting in the waiting room of the hospital when the doctors come out and Jaxson stands up“Well” he asks“Your brother has a stable blood pressure suggesting that he hadn't lost a critical amount of blood, he had a slightly elevated pulse and breathing rate and slightly reduced oxygen saturation's. We've got him on oxygen to help him breath, with the removal of the dressing or the plug. Which was smart, the exit wound was an open pneumothorax. X-rays showed he had a small amount of blood that had collected in his chest but with draining we see thankfully the bullet hadn't done any major damage. We've sedated and cleaned the wound for now, where getting ready to move him up to ICU unit to be monitored until he's totally stable”“I thought you said he was stable” Jaxson asks the doctor“With gun shots wounds we can never tell, we'll keep him up there for a few days and take it from there”“So, we just wait” Zoey moves forward and she takes Jaxson’s hand and he looks down at her“Unfortunately, we have to until your brother improves and wakes up” (please let him be ok)“He's ganna be fine, back to his grumpy ass in no time” he tells Zoey, she nods her head but I can see she's not convinced. Jordan was in Hospital for over a month recovering, He stopped anyone but the guys from visiting and I don't know if it's was a macho thing not wanting us to see him weak, Jaxson was great updating us all the time on how he was doing but today he was back at the clubhouse and the boys were putting on a huge party for him.****ZoeyI was so excited to see how Jordan was doing, Jaxson had been giving me updates but I really wanted to see him. I hadn't asked Colt what happened to Zane but I knew. Kylie's dad had been beaten up one night while he was on duty and had taken a leave of absence, I only found that out when I got to school and Lisa told me all about it, apparently they moved out of town and the gossip mongers had made it into something huge like they had to go into witness protection or the mob had actually killed them all loads of stories where going around, but I knew it was the club that them leave, I really was going to miss Kylie thought she was a great friend, Jordan had been right about his hunch Kylie’s dad was using her to pass on false information so I really didn’t feel sorry for what happened to him but I really would miss my friend. I sat in the back seat of Niya's truck and watched as the clubhouse came into few a huge welcome home Jordan sign was up and the party was in full swing. I jumped out and looked around Stryker coming over and putting his arm over my shoulders“What are you doin' her pip squeak?” he asks rubbing my head messing my hair up, that I took an hour to do so I’d look good, I punched him in the ribs pushing him away“Piss off Stryker” he laughs as Lilly comes over and he pulls her to him“Ignore him sweetie” she says as he kisses her and I cringe“Ok that's gross, where's Jordan” I ask Stryker, he looks at me“He's busy squeak” (oh god he fucking one or all of the whores) I look around to see which ones aren't here. I see Gypsy with Gunner Bliss and Nancy with Nash Sun-shine kitty and Saffron are all standing talking and Sherry is sitting on Cuffs lap which leaves Tanya and Summer (god fucking dammit) I play it off like it's no big deal and I shrug my shoulders and smile“Well at least he's feeling better” I say trying to act like the guy I'm totally in love with, isn't in the clubhouse fucking two whores. I make it to the table and Jaxson comes walking out of the clubhouse with a tray full of burgers“Hay” he says“Hay yourself” he looks me up and down smiling“Love the look” I’d gone all out to look good straightening my hair crop top and slim high wasted jeans with sandals