“We’ve lost two Brothers who will never be forgotten two Devils, who are knee deep in pussy, drinks and more pussy, partying with past Brothers who we’ve lost, so this is for you Brothers,” he pours two beers on top of the graves “DEVILS FOREVER!” he yells out and everyone around me yells back “FOREVER DEVILS!” people walk past and kiss and hug me, but it’s really just a blur, I stand at the bottom of my brother’s final resting place tears running down my face, and that sinking feeling hits me (I’m totally alone now)“Ella” Blaze says, and I turn and look at him“Yes”“Time to go, baby,” he says, holding out his hand and I take it as he leads me back towards the bikes, and I see everyone getting on. I notice the girls getting on this time their legs are on both sides of the seat and I look at the bike than down at my seat“Um… Blaze” I say nervously and turns to look at me“My dress,” I tell him, and he looks down my body, and everything in me wants to cover myself, but I don't“Just hike it up baby,” he tells me, and I frown at him“Seriously!” he smiles and it’s the first time I’ve ever seen it“Seriously,” he tells me, and I place my hand on his shoulder and throw my leg overhearing a rip in my dress, and I look down seeing the seam ripped (goddammit). Blaze pulls my arms around him, and I move closer, trying to pull my dress down so no one sees anything they shouldn’t. I watch as the bikes start to pull out of the cemetery, but I look back up towards my brother and a tear slides down my cheek, but the bike jerks forward and Blaze takes off back to the clubhouse.Chapter TwelveBlazeAs we get back to the clubhouse I help Ella off of Chance’s bike, she looks around as everyone walks in to get the party started “What’s going to happen now?” she asks me“Now we party,” I tell her, and she frowns at me“The party that none of the women are allowed at,” she says“Who told you that?”“I have been here for almost a week, so I’ve heard how you all plan on remembering my brother.”“Oh yeah, and how we gonna do that,” I ask her curious as to what she’s been told“Well, you all get drunk and fuck all the whores, is that about right,” she asks not looking too happy“That’s about right,” I tell her not wanting to lie“Tell me, how is that remembering my brother” I pull her to me my dick so fuckin’ hard I wanna bend her over the bike and fuck her right here“Because your brother and Gunner loved to fuck Ella, how about you, do you love to fuck,” she pushes me away and storms off into the clubhouse. “FUCK” I yell, and a couple of the boys turn and look at me (god fuckin’ dammit) definitely fucked that up. I walk into the clubhouse, but I don’t see her anywhere, so I head up to her room and knock“What?” she yells out, and I knock again not saying anything. “I’m getting changed,” she yells out, and I knock again, this time she opens the door “Oh Blaze what do you want?”“To say sorry, I was an ass,” she looks at me surprised than she nods“It’s ok, emotions are all over the place today,” she tells me, and I fall a little more for her“You gonna come back downstairs,” I ask her really wanting her to come, but she shakes her head“I just need to be alone right now.”“You know we’re here for you,” I tell her again“I know, I just need some space” I step back and she slowly closes the door, I hear her move in the room, I want nothin’ more than to open that door and fuck her brains out, but even I know that would be a huge dick move on my part seein’ we just buried Chance. I walk back down the stairs and grab a beer and head over to the pool tables and sit with the other brothers and remember two good men. I sat there for a few hours and realized the sun going down and I notice the women all in a little huddle, Ella standing with them (fuck she’s so fuckin’ gorgeous). I watch as Saint gets up and grabs Zoey and I wish I could do that just go over there and grab Ella like that, but I stay seated and watch as the women’s faces become angrier, more of the guys walk over, and I get up just as the women all storms out“What the fuck was that about?” I ask Saint, and he sighs