Brock's Leading Lady (The Nanny Tales 1)

Chapter 14DeltaOne Week Later“Brock! Yes! Harder.” I tell him scratching my nails into his back. Currently, he has me up against the wall by the front door, pants on the floor, my shirt ripped and my legs around his waist as he lifts me up and down. I know my back is going to kill me after, but right now all I can feel is the tightness as his massive cock once again reminds me who I belong to. Like I could forget. He makes sure to tell me, show me and pound it into me every chance he gets. Like now, with his teeth latched onto my neck leaving a ‘branding’ as he calls it. Making sure I look like a taken woman. I can’t help but smile every time he says it, more than hoping he means it. Especially since I know I will never love another.

The past week has been great, if not a bit, unbelievable. Starting with the kids. Jasper one day out of the blue, said to me, “I’m glad dad found you, Delta.” Now to some that might be nothing but considering how quiet and solitary he can be at times, that was everything. I never know how he feels about me, or if I am making him happy. So, having him say this to me was like winning the jackpot. Railynn of course has always been amazing, connecting with me instantaneously.

River has blossomed now that we have a steady, safe place to live and that makes me happier than anything. She even got some friends that she invites over regularly. I caught her and Brock interacting once, and she thanked him for making me happy. His response will be forever etched in my brain.

“Oh, little sister, you have it backwards. You and your sister have filled this house with life and color. Your laughter and joy and the amount of love and attention you show my children, will always be the sunshine in my life. Thank you!” I saw her wipe her face and hug him. I walked away making sure to not be seen as I too, wiped my face. That man is amazing.

Over the course of the week, we have found time to talk and just be with one another and let me tell you, it has been more amazing than the sex. He opened up to me about Jesse and Connor. That is another situation for another day, but it made me love his brother more. He told me about the kids' mother, Karinna and to be honest...I wish he hadn’t. I had no clue their mother was Karinna Tate. THE Karinna Tate. Before her breakdown she was AMAZING!! So beautiful and elegant. I began wondering what he could possibly want with me after having a whole life with a woman like her. True to Brock fashion he read my insecurities and before fucking the doubt right out of my mind he told me I was twice the woman she was and that I had something she never had. When I asked him what, he replied, ‘my heart.’ Swoon. Turns out he didn’t have to fuck me after saying that. I found my girl power and gave it to him. Last night, he explained to me about the award show we were going to attend and made sure I knew that he wouldn’t leave my side. I kissed him and told him I knew that. Nothing he has done has shown. We spent all night on top of one another ravaging each other over and over. When we finally fell asleep, I just remember telling him I loved him, no longer worried about what he would think. It is just how I feel, and I am done hiding it being afraid to be hurt. I have found my strength and voice in this short amount of time and I am going to use it to hold onto what I have.

I woke up early this morning barely able to move. As I stretched, he once again rolled over on top of me, brought me to my knees, turned me around and fucked me like his life depended on it, whispering in my ear how I was his. I was never going to get rid of him. He was stamping his name all over my body and inside of me. My mind kept screaming that I was more than ok with that, even though my mouth was too busy screaming from the pain and pleasure. When we finally finished, we took a shower and I got dressed for my hair appointment. Walking down the hall, I checked on all the girls to make sure they were ready. I decided a couple of days ago to turn it into a girl’s day and took River, Gabby and Railynn with me and they all got mani’s and pedi’s. I made the mistake of mentioning this to Brock, and he flipped when he found out I was planning to pay for it. This led to a lecture about how no woman of his is paying for anything. When I argued with him and told him he was being ridiculous, this resulted in me being put on my knees, with his cock shoved into my mouth as he chanted over and over that I was his. I won’t bother telling him this was no punishment. Hey. A girl has got to keep some secrets. Right?