Victoria rolls a joint while I brush my hair, staring out the window.
Raven Brayshaw.
What the fuck.
Donley, the bastard he is, worded himself real careful, purposely slipping in that he’d spoken to Rolland. Rolland, who just today asked his sons not to say anything, told them he couldn’t be at their game, because he didn’t want Graven to know he’d been released.
The sick fucking part? I believe Donley. I think he really did speak to Rolland.
So, what’s that say about Daddy Bray?
I frown. The boys won’t understand.
The flick of the lighter catches my attention and I turn around to find Victoria watching me.
“It’s ready.”
“Light it.”
She scowls but does it, and I drop beside her.
“Remember all that Brayshaw knowledge you dropped on me?”
“Don’t say it, Raven.”
“It was true. They’re like Robin Hood without the thieving. Dark knights in Dior.”
She scoffs, and I laugh.
“I read the name on Royce’s cologne.”
We both laugh.
“Do you like it here?” she asks, passing me the joint.
I take a long hit, coughing as I blow it out. I clear my throat. “I like them,” I tell her. “But ...”
“But it’s scary, too?”
I glare at the vaulted ceiling. “I don’t understand it. They make me stronger, but at the same time that strength wears like weakness.”
For every burden lifted, a new weight falls.
“It’s not easy to trust people when you’ve learned not to,” Victoria mutters.
“Yeah, but how can someone bigger and bolder than me, feel like a slip-up?”
“Because, Rae, you said it since the beginning, you wanted to run away from the world, hide in your own corner when the time came.” We turn our heads on the mattress to look at each other. “I’m guessing that would be damn near impossible now, yeah?”
“I could never leave him. I could never leave any of them.”
“And what about him? Do you think he’d ever give you up?”
“No,” I answer honestly, maybe a little too sure.
She gives a grim smile. “Then accept his world for what it is.”
“And what is it, exactly?”
“It’s a man’s world, we’re just the dolls they prep along the way...” She trails off, so much conviction in her voice it makes me think she, too, is conflicted.
I look back to the ceiling, watching the smoke she blows float up until it disappears.
My mind flashes to earlier in the limo – me, laid out and positioned at their will, legs spread, vag out for all to see.
I was the doll tonight, all right.
But again, why? And what did the doctor mean when he said he now found himself in an impossible predicament? He knew what he was set to do before I was even dropped in that limo. He had to have or he wouldn’t have had his little tools on hand. So, what was it that suddenly caused him to question his move?
With a deep breath, I tell her, “Rolland Brayshaw is home.”
When she doesn’t say anything, I look her way.
She glowers. “Why’d you just tell me that? I told you, I don’t want confirmation on anything related to them. It’s better ... safer not to know.”
I shrug. “You’d have found out soon enough.”
She hesitates a minute, and then asks, “Have you met him?”
I scoff, looking away. “Yeah, I met him.” Thirteen years ago...
“That’s crazy.”
“It gets crazier.” I stand and grab my jeans off the floor, digging into the pocket.
I toss the crunched-up paper at her.
She eyes it, then slowly starts to shake her head.
“Just open it.”
“Tell me what it is, I don’t need to see it.”
“Stop being such a pussy,” I snap. “You won’t believe it unless you see it.”
Her eyes narrow. “Try me.”
“Apparently my mom is Brayshaw by blood.”
Her jaw drops but nothing comes out.
My brows lift. “Told you.”
She opens the envelope.“We should go up there.” I look between my brothers.
“We should not go up there.” Cap frowns.
“We should go up there ... naked.” Royce grins drunkenly.
The three of us laugh, falling back against our seats.
The second we do, Victoria comes down the stairs, slowing when she spots the three of us laid out on the furniture, eyes on her.
“What’s she doing?” Royce asks.
“Waiting for me,” she tells him, walking straight over to where we are.
She picks up our half-empty bottle and moves back for the stairs.
“That’s it, we get no love?” Royce laughs, and Cap smacks him. “You at least want the shot glasses?”
“Nope!” she shouts just before she’s out of view.
“We just got jacked?” I look to my brothers. “We really gonna let that happen?”
Cap and Royce both give goofy ass grins then we’re stumbling to our feet and charging up the steps. Once at the landing, we pause, and Cap reaches back so Royce doesn’t fall back down.
Victoria laughs at us and rolls her hand out with a smirk. “She knew you’d be right behind.”
I glare and step past her, finding Raven sitting up against her headboard, pajamas, wet hair, and all.