Our Love Story

Noah is beneath me grinning like the lover he is. I roll off him onto the bed, drawing Mason, Ethan, and Enzo onto the bed too. I know Mason has been standing for a long time, so I make sure he’s comfortable, and I nestle against him, savoring the closeness we all share in this intimate moment.

Ethan gets the plate of chocolate covered strawberries and hands me one. I take a bite, groaning over the delicious taste, but knowing there’s nothing I could eat that could compare to the delicious treat I just inhaled.

“I think that’s a world record for an orgy,” I tell them, laughing. “We really got down to business fast.”

“The night is still young,” Mason says smile.

“And it looks like there’s a lot more whipped cream, Bellissima,” Enzo agrees.

“I have an idea,” Ethan says.

“And what’s that?” I ask, propped up on an elbow, my eyes on my naked men’s thick cocks. I am a greedy, greedy girl, but I don’t care. These men are mine and I will never let them go.

“I think we should turn you into a sundae,” Ethan says, smirking.

I gasp with exaggeration. “You want to waste all those precious calories on me?”

“Oh, we won’t be wasting a damn thing, Chloe,” Ethan says. “We will savor every last lick.”

I smile, my body already forgetting the sundae, because I know they’re going to make me drip just like an ice cream cone.Chapter 40ChloeSix Weeks Later…When Mason comes home from his final physical therapy appointment, we’re all outside on the deck. We’ve been going over our itinerary for our move next week and it’s been really wonderful to plan things out for my men.

“Hey, baby,” Mason says, offering me a kiss. “You look happy.”

“Well, I booked an epic Airbnb for us on Oahu.” I hand him the iPad with the house listing pulled up. “Nice right?”

“A Jacuzzi on the deck? Nice.” He grins. “You know we’ve never had hot tub sex.”

I punch him in the gut playfully. “Ethan already called dibs on it first.”

“True story,” Ethan says. Then laughing, he adds, “I’ve never fucked in a hot tub and I wanna do it before you guys get the water dirty.”

The guys crack up and I just shake my head, knowing when these guys get on a roll there’s no stopping them.

Thankfully, Enzo breaks up the laughter by handing me a fresh margarita and I take it happily. “Thanks, love,” I tell him. “But when we get to Waikiki we’ll have to switch to Mai Tais, right?”

Noah nods. “I think so, and speaking of drinking—you still owe us a night of drunk-Chloe. In Tahiti, you passed out after your tropical cocktails on night one.”

I twist my lips. “Hmmm, I don’t know about drunk-Chloe. I feel like if I got wasted, I might miss something I don’t want to forget. And when it comes to us, I don’t want to miss a second of our life.” My eyes get all misty, and the guys look at me with puppy-dog eyes. “Sorry, I’m gonna start my period. I’m a total mess.”

“Oh, Bella, it’s okay,” Enzo says, rubbing my shoulders.

Noah reaches for my hand. “You’re gonna cry some more when we tell you our plans before we leave LA.”

“What is that?” I ask, relishing Enzo’s neck massage.

Noah presses his perfect lips together and looks at the other guys.

“Should we tell her?”

“Tell me what?” I shake my head. “I know everything that goes on around here, you know that right? I am the one who opens credit card statements and sees the MeTube royalty checks. I read the emails sent to Rock Hard and I have organized the video release schedule.”

“We know you have our lives covered so we can be free to record skydiving stunts,” Ethan says. “Which we are more grateful for than we could ever express. But you don’t know everything.”

“And we also know that you deserve the world, Bellissima. This past month we have talked about our families, our histories, so much. And we know that it’s scary to have Noah’s parents join us in Oahu for a week, and for my Dad to come out later in the fall to visit, but you have been so brave and worked through so many things that have held you back.”

I swallow, but can’t keep the tears from falling. I’ve been seeing a counselor three times a week ever since ExSports ended, and it has been really amazing for me. I know my childhood really messed me up in a lot of ways and the hurt that I experienced from being abandoned isn’t something that I am going to work through overnight, no matter how many men love me.

But my counselor, Sharon, accepts unconventional relationships and has helped me realize that if my partners and I are safe, open, and respectful of one another, I don’t need to be scared to admit that what we share is the kind of love I want forever.