“I can’t,” I groan, moving away, and just as she’s about to doubt me, I lift her up from the floor and place her on the bed, climbing on top of her.
She laughs softly as I kiss her, but her laughter turns to moans as soon as my fingers find their way between her legs. I stroke her softly, teasing her as she begs for more, until neither of us can take it anymore.
“Fuck me, Blane,” she asks me, her eyes wide open. “I need to feel you inside …”
She opens her legs for me and I’m about to lose it.
“Help me out,” I smile at her, and place her hand on my cock. She looks confused for a second, but next thing I know, she’s rubbing the tip of my cock against her clit as she moans with pleasure.
“Blane,” she whispers.
“You want me inside?” I ask her softly and she nods vigorously. “Say it,” I tell her.
She doesn’t do it right away, though. Instead, she places my tip at her entrance and looks at me, wide-eyed. “Please,” she says.
And then the dam breaks and I can’t hold back any longer.
I push inside her, and I know it’s too rough, know it might hurt, but I can’t fucking take it-
“Blane!” she yelps under me as I push inside her and she gasps and gasps and gasps.
“Does it hurt?” I remember to ask between bursts of pleasure.
“Yes,” she whispers, and I’m about to pull out, when she speaks up. “You feel so good, Blane,” she moans. “More please …”
So I don’t stop and I push deeper inside her as she gasps for air, scratching my back wildly. “Please,” she keeps repeating, until I shut her up with my mouth.
I want her to enjoy it, too, but I’m a selfish bastard, so I keep pushing, deeper, as deep as I can get. I fuck her hard and she begs for more against my mouth.
“I’m going to cum now, Emme,” I whisper in her ear and she thrashes with pleasure at my words. “I’m going to fill your pussy up,” I tell her. “Is that okay?”
She doesn’t answer, she’s so far gone. She arches her back for me and my hands slip under it, bringing her closer as I exhale her name.
“Blane!” she moans in my ear and it’s the last thing I need to give me the release I crave.
“Yes, baby,” I whisper back. “Here you go, Emme. Here you go …”
And then I cum inside her as she yells my name.
Chapter 18
I’m so tired I could collapse right next to her, but I kiss her once more, reveling in her taste, her ragged breaths. I slip my cock out slowly as she whimpers and my cum stains her sheets along with her blood.
Immediately, she curls up close to me and I close my eyes for a second, thanking God or whoever made this possible for her. For this. For us.
“I love you, Emme.”
The words just slip out before I can stop them.
Her ragged breathing slows down and she looks at me, taken aback.
“It’s okay,” I tell her softly. “You don’t need to … you don’t need to say it back.”
She doesn’t, and it breaks me a little.
But she does kiss me, softly, but passionately – like I’m all there is for her.
“Did it hurt?” I ask her as I break our kiss, with her lying in my arms.
Her head is resting on my shoulder, her fingers circling my skin as she looks up into my eyes with a devilish grin. “Yeah,” she answers. “But it felt so good, too …”
I smile back at her innocence. “It will be even better,” I promise her as I think of all the things she has yet to experience. All the things I want to show her.
We have all the time in the world.
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