Colin placed his mouth on my other nipple, and my back arched off its own accord. I’d lost control of myself and when my feet went up on Keith’s shoulders to get some traction, I wasn’t aware of it. I wasn’t aware of how I looked as my hips twisted and my chest swayed. I just felt and moved to the rhythm of Keith’s tongue and the blood in my veins. I lost all touch with reality when he slid two more fingers into me and opened me wide.
I came apart so quickly, I wasn’t ready for it and knew this full-frontal assault was the best way to have done this. Creeping into it slowly would have been a mistake. Give it all to me at once. Show me what’s possible and make me fucking come. So, they did.
Keith sucked at my clit until I screamed and pulled my nipples from the other brothers’ mouths. It was too much, I was done. Totally done and couldn’t do anymore. For the moment. I knew the night wasn’t over and I’d be begging for more as soon as my body caught up with itself.
“I want to fuck you so much, Celia. Can I fuck you now?” Keith asked and I was more than happy to grant his wish.
Yesterday, I’d had no idea how, or if I really wanted to do this, yet here I was about to either do the best thing I’d ever done or fuck my life up completely. I took his hand and went down to the floor with him.
There was no more foreplay, I didn’t need it, I just needed to spear myself on him and ride him until we both found oblivion. I made my way down to the floor and straddled his lower body. With eager fingers, I clutched at his cock and then with exquisite precision, I guided him into my body. I had almost all of him inside me when I paused.
“Promise me you’ll love me forever,” I demanded, suddenly bold because I really was the one with the upper hand here. They wanted me.
That’s what Becky didn’t understand. This wasn’t a smutty fuck-for-all. It was a sharing of pleasure, giving and receiving. While we might talk smutty, but there was nothing about this that was degrading. It was empowering, entirely.
“I will love you for the rest of my life, Celia. I swear that to you.” He held my gaze until I looked away. I looked back at Grant and Colin, naked and waiting.
“And you?” I asked softly, sure of what they would say.
“I’ll love you always, Celia,” Grant told me, his gaze just as steady and clear as Keith’s had been.
“Colin?” I asked, my eyebrow lifted.
“There will never be another woman in my life that makes me feel what you do, Celia. I will love you for the rest of my life,” Colin said, his gaze introspective. I knew he was pulling this from the depths of his soul.
“Thank you, Colin.” It was still all new, our relationship when they were all just Keith only but now, I knew that love wasn’t a matter of time, it was a matter of emotion. It was a matter of how we felt about and with someone.
I felt as safe with them as I did at home, and my trip back to Iowa had shown me that. They were my home in New York. They were the men I loved.
“Right, you two aren’t going to leave us to this are you?” I asked, my eyes still on the other two brothers. “I need your hands all over me, touching me, making me scream. And I want to touch you.”
“I’m not sure you’re ready for all of it yet, Celia,” Colin started but I put a hand up. I clenched around Keith for a moment, to let him know I hadn’t forgotten about him.
“I’m not sure I am, either, but I want to be able to do things, still. Come on, come down here.” They came down to me and I inhaled deeply. “Right, let’s do this.”
It wasn’t exactly the most romantic line I could think of, but this was my first foursome. I hadn’t even worked my way up. I’d gone straight from one partner to three. I wasn’t sure what was proper or not, or what to do even. I just wanted to start and learn as I went along.
I sank down on Keith the moment they knelt beside me like two penitents came to pay homage. I wasn’t the least bit shy and did something that had made me giggle when I thought about it yesterday but made something surge inside of me now. I took both of their cocks in my hand and began to stroke them as I started to ride Keith.
The room filled with gasped groans of pleasure and for the first time, I felt what they’d wanted, the sensation that we were all one. It took a little getting used to, but when Colin and Grant moved close to me to kiss me while their hands went down my body, I found the right rhythm for all of us.
I stroked them with my hands, felt the surge of blood in their cocks and felt how hard it made them. Along with their moans, it all became intertwined into threads of the tapestry that bound us all together. I’d had them all individually, and now I could tell the differences between them even more.
Colin had this gasp that made my stomach go tight. A sound he made when he was close to getting off. I slowed my hand on him, gave him a reprieve, and focused on Grant. When Grant groaned that groan of his, it curled my toes. I smiled and quickened my pace on Colin. I had so many ideas, so many things I wanted to try, but for now, I wanted to see if I could make them all come at the same time.
I squeezed my walls around Keith, quickened the way I moved on him until I felt like the leader of an orchestra. I was listening for the hints each one gave, the sounds or faces they made, the way they breathed, every single thing that was a sign until I felt Colin go off first.
“Celia.” He groaned my name, and then Grant caught my attention.
His fingers had slid down to the point where I was joined to his brother. He’d teased at my clit, made me groan with the intensity of it all. But now, his fingers faltered, the pace he’d set slowed, and I felt his release in my hand as a sudden burst. That’s when Keith went off as well, and they all groaned in the same exact way together.
It tightened things in me and sent bolts of pleasure down my spine until I was with them and we all got what we wanted most. A taste of heaven with each other.
I sank down onto Keith, exhausted, and complete. I’d had concerns that this would be gross. That it wouldn’t live up to my expectations, but it had.
Keith stroked my hair and held me tightly to his body. “I thought we’d lost you forever.”
“I thought you had to. I didn’t know how to deal with it all.” I told him bluntly.
“We knew that that’s why we left you alone. You had to find your own way back to us. Which is one of the amazing things about you, Celia. You don’t actually need anyone. You get what you want, one way or another.”
“But I do it honestly.” I pointed out and sat up on him. “I’ve had to work for what I want my whole life. Admittedly, that’s not been a very long life yet, but I’ve had to overcome obstacles others couldn’t overcome. I’ve had some help from my family, but I got here under my own merit. I had to do the same thing with this situation. I had to figure out if I wanted it and once I’d decided that… well, here I am.”
“No more secrets, Celia. No more games. Just us from now on,” Grant said and sat up from where he’d slumped back on the floor. Colin grabbed his t-shirt and cleaned us both up. Grant did the same and he looked at me.