"No, but I know a great deal about her, and about her family," said the Englishman.
"You do? About her family? She might be very interested to know that. But how do you know about her family? What is her family to you? I thought you said you were waiting outside my house in San Francisco because you wanted to talk to me."
Lightner's face darkened for a moment. "I'm very confused, Mr. Curry. Perhaps you'll enlighten me. How did Dr. Mayfair happen to be there?"
"Look, I'm getting sick of your questions. She was there because she was trying to help me. She's a doctor."
"She was there in her capacity as a doctor?" Lightner asked in a half whisper. "I've been laboring under a misimpression. Dr. Mayfair didn't send you here?"
"Send me here? Good Lord, no. Why the hell would she do that? She wasn't even in favor of my coming, except that I'd get it out of my system. The truth is, I was so drunk when she picked me up it's a wonder she didn't have me committed. I wish I was that drunk right now. But why would you have an idea like that, Mr. Lightner? Why would Rowan Mayfair send me here?"
"Indulge me for a moment, won't you?"
"I don't know if I will."
"You didn't know Dr. Mayfair before you had the visions?"
"No. Not till five minutes afterwards."
"I don't follow you."
"She's the one who rescued me, Lightner. The one who pulled me out of the sea. That's the first time I ever laid eyes on her, when she brought me around on the deck of her boat."
"Good Lord, I had no idea."
"Well, neither did I until Friday night. I mean I didn't know her name or who she was or anything about her. The Coast Guard flubbed it. They didn't get her name or the registry of the boat when the call came in. But she saved my life out there. She's got some kind of powerful diagnostic sense, some sort of sixth sense about when a patient's going to live or die. She started trying to revive me immediately. I sometimes wonder if the Coast Guard had spotted me, whether or not they would even have tried."
Lightner lapsed into silence, staring at the carpet. He seemed deeply troubled.
"Yes, she is a remarkable physician," he whispered, but this did not seem to be a full expression of his thoughts. He seemed to be struggling to concentrate. "And you told her about these visions."
"I wanted to get back on her boat. I had this idea, that maybe if I knelt down on the deck and touched the boards, well, something might come through my hands. Something that might jog my memory. And the amazing thing was, she went along with it. She's not an ordinary doctor at all."
"No, I quite agree with you there," said Lightner. "And what happened?" he asked.
"Nothing, that is, nothing except that I got to know Rowan."
He paused. He wondered if this man could guess how it was between him and Rowan. He was not going to say.
"Now I think you owe me some answers," Michael said. "Exactly what do you know about her and her family, and what made you think she sent me here? Me, of all people. Why the hell would she send me here?"
"Well, that's what I was trying to discover. I thought perhaps it had to do with the power in your hands, that she'd asked you to do some secretive research for her. Why, it was the only explanation I could think of. But Mr. Curry, how did you know about this house? I mean, how did you make the connection between what you saw in the visions and ... "
"I grew up here, Lightner. I loved that house when I was a little kid. I used to walk past it all the time. I never forgot it. Even before I drowned I used to think about that house. I aim to find out who owns it and what this all means."
"Really ... " said Lightner, again in a half whisper. "You don't know who owns it?"
"No, I just said I aim to find out."
"You don't have any idea ... "
"I just told you, I aim to find out!"
"You tried to climb over the fence last night."
"I remember. Now would you mind telling me a few things, please? You know about me. You know about Rowan Mayfair. You know about the house. You know about Rowan's family--" Michael stopped, staring fixedly at Lightner. "Rowan's family!" he said. "They own that house?"
Gravely, Lightner nodded.
"That's really true?"
"They have for centuries," said Lightner quietly. "And if I'm not sadly mistaken that house will belong to Rowan Mayfair, upon her mother's death."
"I don't believe you," Michael whispered. But in truth he did. Once again the atmosphere of the visions enveloped him, only to dissolve immediately as it always did. He stared at Lightner, unable to form any of the questions teeming in his head.
"Mr. Curry. Indulge me again. Please. Explain to me in detail how the house is connected with the visions. Or more specifically, how you came to know it and remember it when you were a child."
"Not till you tell me what you know about all this," said Michael. "Do you realize that Rowan--?"
Lightner interrupted him:
"I am willing to tell you a great deal about the house and about the family," he said, "but I ask in exchange that you speak first. That you tell me anything you can recall, anything which seems significant, even if you don't know what to make of it. Possibly I shall know what to make of it. Do you follow my drift?"
"All right, my info for your info. But you are going to tell me what you know?"
"Absolutely."
It was worth it, obviously. It was about the most exciting thing which had happened, outside of Rowan coming to his door. And he was surprised how much he wanted to tell this man everything, absolutely every last detail.
"OK," he began, "as I said, I used to pass that house all the time when I was a kid. I used to go out of my way to pass it. I grew up on Annunciation Street by the river, about six blocks away. I used to see a man in the garden of that house, the same man I saw last night. Do you remember me asking you if you saw him? Well, I saw him last night by the fence, and back farther, in the garden, and damned if he didn't look exactly the same as he had when I was
a little kid. And I mean I was four years old the first time I saw that guy. I was six when I saw him in church."
"You saw him in church?" Again the scanning, the eyes seeming to graze Michael's face as Lightner listened.
"Right, at Christmastime, at St. Alphonsus, I've never forgotten it, because he was in the sanctuary of all places, you know what I'm talking about? The crib was set up at the altar rail, and he was back on the side altar steps."
Lightner nodded. "And you are certain it was he?"
Michael laughed. "Well, given the part of town I come from, I was certain it was him," he said. "But yes, seriously, it was the same man. I saw him another time, too, I'm almost sure of it, but I haven't thought about it for years. It was at a concert downtown, a concert I'll never forget because Isaac Stern played that night. It was the first time I heard anything like that, live, you know. And anyway, I saw that man in the auditorium. He was looking at me."
Michael hesitated, the ambience of that long-ago moment returning, without a welcome, actually, because that had been such a sad and wrenching time. He shook it off. Lightner was reading his thoughts again, he knew it.
"They are not clear when you're upset," said Lightner softly. "But this is most important, Mr. Curry--"
"You're telling me! It's all got to do with what I saw when I was drowned. I know because I kept thinking about it after the accident, when I couldn't focus on anything else. I mean I kept waking up, seeing that house, thinking yes, go back there. It's what Rowan Mayfair called an idee fixe."
"You did tell her about it ... "
Michael nodded. He finished the beer. "Described it to her completely. She was patient, but she couldn't figure it out. She did say something that was very on the money, however. She said it was too specific to be something simply pathological. I thought that made a lot of sense."
"Let me ask for just a little more patience," Lightner said. "Would you tell me what you do remember of the visions? You said you had not entirely forgotten ... "
Michael's faith in the man was increasing. Maybe it was the mildly authoritative manner. But nobody had asked about the visions with this kind of seriousness, not even Rowan. He found himself completely disarmed. The man seemed so sympathetic.