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“Yes. Fallen,” he answered, his voice taking on a seductive quality that made my stomach do a little flip flop.

“Oh, yeah.” I sighed, grinning at him in satisfaction. “But just let the record show that technically, I’ve fallen harder.”

“Sounds like someone has a bit of a competitive streak,” Axel teased, returning my smile.

“I do. You should know that I never lose,” I replied confidently. I immensely enjoyed this little game and flirtation of ours. But I knew I needed to cool things down or I would demand for him to take me right then and there. But was that really a bad thing? Maybe not every girl’s dream was getting fucked and losing her virginity in the break room, but I was at the point of not caring anymore on how it happened. I was far past roses and soft words of endearment. Accepting his lifestyle still confused me. Even more so now that my feelings grew stronger by the moment, but one thing was very clear: I wanted Axel.

“Well then, maybe I should give you a challenge.” Axel leered at me suggestively, leaning in for another kiss.

I closed my eyes for a moment, searching my entire being for the courage for what I was about to do. “Challenge accepted.” I paused. “I want this moment. I want this moment to feel you.” I tentatively pressed my palm to his chest. “I want this moment to taste you.” I lowered my hand to the bulge in Axel’s pants. “I want this moment to feel your cock between my lips.” I quickly undid his zipper and button releasing his thickness from his confines. For the first time in my life, I allowed my passion to rule over my mind. I couldn’t believe I’d actually said the word “cock” out loud. Something was changing in me. Something was awakening.

Axel stood still, never making a move to stop me in my mission. I took this as a sign to continue on. I knelt down and softly placed his hardened cock on the base of my tongue and closed my lips tightly around him. Looking up into his eyes, I began to move my mouth up and down along his shaft. He never looked away. He never closed his eyes for a moment. He watched as I began my seduction. I tightened my lips, and worked my tongue in small circles along the entire length. His taste, his smell, and his delicious aura were everything I had imagined.

Axel reached for my hair to stop me. “Quinn,” he moaned.

I looked up into his eyes with his cock still in my mouth. I pulled it out enough to whisper, “Don’t, Axel. I’m not the innocent, naïve girl you see. I am a woman with desires, needs, and a hunger for you like nothing I could have imagined.” I lowered my mouth down to the base of his cock and slowly back to the tip. Removing his penis just enough to speak again, I rasped, “Let me pleasure you.”

Axel closed his eyes and threw his head back in euphoric surrender. I knew I had won this battle. I smiled wickedly at my success and continued my quest to please him like he had never experienced before. I wanted to show all those groupies before me a thing or two.

Suddenly the break-room door opened with a gust of loud music pouring in. A woman in a black dress and even blacker hair engulfing her pale face stood in the doorway. Dilated eyes were almost hidden by even darker circles underneath them. Scarlet lips worked their way into a smirk as she crossed her arms across her ample breasts.

“Oh, don’t mind me. Please continue on,” she offered with the most seductive voice I had ever heard.

Axel pulled away. “Jillian, what the fuck are you doing?”

I scrambled to my feet in shock and embarrassment as Axel quickly adjusted his pants.

“Well, obviously not nearly having as much fun as you. My, my, Axel. Just when I thought you were getting boring. Public play… I like. Care to share?”

“Get out of here,” Axel demanded as he marched toward the door.

The biting command stung me to the core. I had never heard Axel talk with such a demanding voice before. I had never seen Axel lose control of his temper like I saw now. Obviously, the woman had a negative effect on him.

“Don’t get mad, Axel. Well, unless you want to spank my naughty bottom,” Jillian giggled as she seductively licked her lips.

I stiffened my spine.

Axel moved with lightning speed until he glared down at Jillian’s small frame. “I said get out! I’m not in the mood for your fucked up junkie games.” Axel ushered Jillian out, slamming the door behind her, and turned to me. “I’m so sorry. When Jillian is high… well actually, that’s just Jillian. I’m sorry if she embarrassed you.”

I forced a fake smile. “It’s okay.”

“No, it’s not. But I don’t want to think about that crazy bitch anymore.”

I looked into his deep eyes and said nothing. I met his gaze and allowed for him to truly see my embarrassment of being caught in such an intimate act. When it came to this man, I had no reason to hide my feelings.

Axel pulled me into his arms harshly. He pressed my head to his chest with more force than I had ever experienced. “I won’t let it happen again. I’ll make sure I protect you from all the insanity of my life. I never want to be the cause of your heartache.” Without releasing his grip, he continued, “But I have to warn you that my image as this party bad boy tends to attract the mentally unstable people at times. I swear to you my loyalty, but being with me can be really hard on trust.”

I pulled from his strong embrace. “I trust you, Axel. I know you’d never hurt me.” I smiled. “Weren’t you going to introduce me to your friends?” I reminded him, leaning away from him as I grabbed my purse from the locker and prepared to leave.

“Don’t I at least get a kiss to hold me off?” Axel teased.

“Nope,” I replied casually, offering him a playful wink.

“Why not?” he complained, his puppy dog eyes pleading with me to stay.

Seductively, I wrapped my arms around Axel’s neck and moved my mouth until it was pressed up against his ear. “Because the next time you kiss me, I won’t want you to stop,” I whispered, feeling him shudder as my warm breath tickled his earlobe. And with that, I led Axel over to join his friends.

Hanging out in the VIP section with an unlimited amount of booze and drugs was a whole new experience. Everyone watched and examined our every move. It was like being inside a fish bowl. The curiosity about this new girl with Axel caused quite the stir, although Axel didn’t seem affected by all the attention in the slightest.

“Help yourself,” Teddy said to me as he passed a mirror with lines of white powder. He handed me a rolled up hundred dollar bill as if I had done this a million times. I hadn’t, and really had no idea what to do.

I paused just enough for Knox to take the glass out of my hand. “Don’t mind if I do.” He put the rolled up bill to one nostril, closed the other nostril with his finger, and then snorted hard as he ran the rolled tube along the white line. I watched in fascination as he then sat up, leaned his head back and sniffed hard. His white line was completely gone.

He then passed the mirror to me, with the rolled money. “Sorry, I skipped in line. All yours.”

I took the mirror again, and the money and mimicked exactly as he did, not noticing—or trying not to notice—that Axel was watching me intently. I knew if I looked at Axel, I would get nervous and mess it all up. I didn’t want to seem like a sweet, innocent girl from the burbs. I wanted to fit in with this crowd so bad. I wanted to prove to Axel that I could be like all of them.

And just like that, I snorted coke. Or I assumed it was coke.

Axel didn’t say anything, and acted as if nothing happened. He took the mirror from me and took his turn with another line. It was as simple as passing a bottle of water on a hot day. Completely normal in their world. He then leaned in and kissed me hard, wrapping his arm around me as we chatted with the group.

We were undeniably a couple. We received a few dirty looks and heard whispered comments from Axel’s groupies, but if Axel noticed, he didn’t say a word. I had expected him to be somewhat tense or cautious in showing affection. But his blatant show of attention made it very clear to all that I was his girl. The way Axel acted an

d carried himself throughout the night made me fall for him even more… if that was even possible.

Although Axel’s friends seemed surprised, they didn’t say much. Knox just smiled and made a point to include me in conversation. Teddy also did his part in welcoming me to the group.

By the end of the night, it was out there for everyone to see. Axel and I were inseparable.

CHAPTER SEVEN

BEST FUCKING GIFT