ent, the blue blood welling up, pure and ethereal, causing the blood within her to recoil, making her light-headed.
"Here." David was already behind her, steadying her with his body.
When David saw her arm aligned with his commander's, he realized how truly small and fragile his witch was, her thin forearm in Jonah's powerful grasp. Even he seemed affected by it, for his long fingers closed on her arm with a gentler touch than David would have expected.
He drew his own dagger. "Let me."
Passing the blade over her flesh, he opened it, cradling her forearm himself while Jonah turned his arm to clasp her elbow, bringing the two wounds together. Mina's gaze met David's. As he'd hoped, he saw being marked by his blade had steadied her, though the storm clouds were still there. She could brew all she wanted. His jaw tightened. He was going to win this one.
You know I'm right. I need to go. This is about more than your feelings or mine.
As if that thought brought something else to the forefront of her mind, Mina's attention now shifted to Jonah. David watched her struggle with the unfamiliar act of making a request. "I would be grateful, if you never tell Anna what you see in my mind. It would hurt her to know. I wish it were different."
"I think Anna understands far more about you than you've ever realized. She is goodness, as pure as any angel ever dreamed of being." As the depth of his feeling for the mermaid crept into the commanding voice, Mina was surprised to see something in the Prime Legion Commander's gaze upon her that might have been kindness. "And yes, innocent in many ways. But she has your bravery and intelligence, and true love goes into the darkest corners without fear."
His eyes went to David and back to her again. "I think that may be an appropriate understanding for this moment. So tell me the rest, little witch."
"They will trust me if I bring an angel to their world, bound with Dark Blood and my magic so that he is not only enslaved to my will, but can survive in their world that way. Proof of my willingness to serve their cause."
Marcellus didn't bother to conceal his expression of shocked horror. Jonah's face became thunderous. "You would sacrifice him."
"It is only one way. I can figure out how to do it without him, if I have no other choice." Please don't give me that choice, because I can't say no to him. You can.
She'd forgotten that an angel could read a mind when it spoke directly to him. Jonah's gaze locked with hers, that anger in his expression not clearing, but she saw his mind evaluating. Just like David's, she thought with despair.
"This blood link works quickly. My sense of your emotions on this is quite clear. You don't want him to go, are terrified of it, in fact. But you are lying about your chances alone. You don't think you can succeed without him."
David's hand whispered over the back of her neck in a reassuring as well as admonishing touch. "Some things are harder to do alone. She doesn't like to admit that."
It was like speaking over those jagged oyster shells again, the sharp pain of them cutting into her tongue, only this time it was her thoughts that cut into her heart. All I need is his faith in me, though I'll die without ever understanding it. Or being worthy of it. Because if he goes, yes. He's going to be the sacrifice that buys me time and credibility.
"Now who's being rude?" David muttered, a hint of impatience at her ear as he apparently sensed the dialogue. She ignored him, kept her attention riveted on Jonah.
The commander said nothing. Bending, he picked up and replaced the silver wrist gauntlet he'd removed for the blood link. "You say you can track the Trumpet," he said at last. "How far from the portal do you think it will be?"
"Not far," she responded, wishing he would make the decision, wishing he would say something so that the pressure in her chest wouldn't cause her to implode. But he was still deciding, and while he was still deciding, there was hope. "There are four towers in the corners of the Dark One world, used to concentrate rift energy. All rifts are entered through those structures. One is close to the exit from this portal, because I've seen it in my dreams. It makes sense they'd take it to that tower and open a rift to use it from there, when they're ready. They can open multiple rift points from one tower, however, so that doesn't help pinpoint where they might come through," she added when she saw the idea flash across Jonah's face.
"Because it's an object of great magic, they need to keep it strongly warded so it's bearable for them to handle. It's not truly a light magic, but it's been in angels' hands. That will resonate, leave a trail. I can find it easily if I'm wrong about the tower."
Jonah turned away then and paced to the end of the ledge, which she saw put him in the line of sight of the next water-filled cavern, which could not mask some of her more questionable stores. The commander's impressive wings folded down into a tight, narrow heart along his broad back, the tips twining in the space between his braced legs. She saw the greaves on his calves had the same silver scrollwork as his wrist gauntlets. Protections, praises to his Lady. The right gauntlet had an etching of a mermaid. Knights going into battle had always carried a favor of their loved ones. As she looked at the blood still staining the edge of David's blade, the small trickle of it clotting on her arm, she wondered if this was hers. While Jonah had the option of carrying only the token, keeping the loved one safely out of the line of fire, Mina was on the verge of offering hers up to the enemy to be torn apart.
The lapping of the water ruffled the bottom of his tunic slightly, but other than that, there was no movement from Jonah for several long moments. Marcellus stayed silent, watchful.
At last, he turned. "David will go with you."
As the two males exchanged a look, Mina sensed a great deal passing between them, probably much of it without words, the soul-deep understanding of what serving the Lady ultimately meant to the angels of the Legion, who dedicated the entirety of their immortal lives to it. Jonah had been doing it for over a thousand years, David for less than two decades, but as David had said, it was just something the soul knew. She wanted to scream.
"You sacrifice him carelessly," she snapped. "You do not care for him at all."
In a blink, Jonah was back before her, and instinct had her starting back, where she ran into the solid wall of David, whose hands settled on her shoulders, which she thought he must find reassuring, and she hated, because it was.
"Think you so, witch?" Jonah spoke in a soft, deadly tone. "Think if I could spare him by throwing you into the torments of Hell all by yourself, or even myself for that matter, I wouldn't? If you'd offered a plan that only sacrificed you, I'd have embraced it."
Mina recovered from her fright. "I did," she snapped, stepping forward, her red eye vibrant enough to have Marcellus shifting restlessly again.
Fascinating as it was to see his diminutive seawitch and the Prime Legion Commander snarling at each other, David stepped to stand at her side. "I would not embrace it. And while I have the greatest of respect for you, Jonah, this is my choice. It is the Goddess's will that I stand at Mina's side, her back, wherever she needs me. You've taught me that an angel is never confused about whom he loves. Mina is mine. This is what was meant to be. Do not suffer on my account, no matter what happens."
A muscle twitched in Jonah's hard jaw. Mina wanted to rail against the decision, but disconsolately, she realized there was nothing left to say. When David rested a light hand on her shoulder, she found she couldn't draw away from his touch, despairing proof of his words.
"You will make his sacrifice worth something." Jonah's attention was on her again. "You will take care of him, as much as you can. Anna will not think well of me for this."
"You are the sun, the moon and stars to Anna," she said, because she could only speak raw truth now. Everything else was over. Her defenses, her shields, all the games she'd used to play out her life. This was the end of it, she knew. The truth lost her no ground anymore. "As you will be to the girl child she carries. Love them well, as long as Fate gives you the ability to do so. The greatest blessing I can off
er them is my absence from their lives."
She expected Marcellus to make some nasty comment of agreement, and was surprised when he said nothing. He studied her, his expression inscrutable, but inclined his head, just slightly. Perhaps to David, standing behind her.
"Will you disguise yourself?" Jonah asked at length.
"For a short time. To help me blend as well, get a little closer to the tower before I reveal myself. Once there, circumstances will determine our strategy."
"Let's go ahead and do it," David said, touching her arm. "No sense in delaying." As she firmed her chin, he took her arm, pulled her several steps from Jonah, made her face him. "Mina, I know you can refuse to do the magic. I know the choice of that ultimately is yours. But some things are not a choice. We have to do this."
She bowed her head, and when he laid his fingers along her cheek, she pressed her face into his palm, holding it there between her face and shoulder, closing her eyes.
"We have to save the world, okay?" The gentle humor had a break behind it, and she knew it only reflected what seemed to be cracking within herself.
"Marcellus likely thinks it's all a lie. That I'm going to turn you over to them and take my place among them."
"Well, Marcellus isn't a very trusting sort. Much like you. I'm surprised the two of you don't get along better."
She didn't hear anything behind her to indicate Marcellus's or Jonah's reaction to that, but then David bent his knees to reach her mouth and wouldn't let her escape. He laid his lips on hers, held them there, tasting her, kissing her, making despair become yearning.
Mina, we need to do this.