And I love it.
Oh God help me, I love it.
I hate that I love it. I hate that I love the sight of Alexander’s dick in my best friend’s ass, but I do.
My clit is throbbing and my breath is fast. I’m past caring about how disgusting this is, I just want it.
Alexander stares at me and I stare right back, and I fuck myself with my fingers. I fuck myself as he watches me, and I love it.
Dean gurgles and Alexander grunts.
Dean’s eyes bulge wide as Alexander tightens his grip.
It must hurt. It has to. It must burn like hell, and I can’t believe it when Dean starts bouncing back at him. When Dean’s hips beg for more.
“I’m going to come in your dirty fucking asshole,” Alexander hisses. “And Amy is going to lick you fucking clean.”
I can’t control my breathing.
Alexander eases them to the side just enough to reach for Dean’s dick, and he’s using the choke hold as leverage, fucking his ass hard enough that Dean’s cock jerks in his palm.
I don’t know which one of us is going to come first.
Dean’s dick is twitching in Alexander’s hand, and Alexander’s thrusts are becoming desperate, and I’m rubbing my clit hard enough that I’m shaking.
“Come here,” he calls, and I go there. I’m still playing with my clit as I wriggle across the bed to him.
I kiss him as he’s fucking Dean’s ass. He sucks my tongue and I know he’s on the edge, I can feel it in his breath.
“You’re going to take his cum in your mouth,” he grunts. “Spill a fucking drop and I’m going to make you lick it from the fucking sheets.”
I cry out as my clit sparks, and I move. Quickly.
I shunt down the bed and position my mouth by Alexander’s jerking hand, and I’m ready. Mouth open wide to do as I’m told.
The disgusted part of me feels so far away. My clit is all there is.
“Now,” Alexander snarls and I rub myself so frantically as Dean’s cum spurts in my mouth. I fight the urge to retch as it hits the back of my throat, and it’s too much when I hear Alexander grunt and come himself.
I ride the waves with my best friend’s cum in my mouth, and it feels too good to care.
The crazy train collides with the end of the track, and it feels wild and scary to be this unhinged.
I hear Dean’s frantic gulps of air as Alexander lets him go. He coughs and splutters and groans as Alexander pulls his cock from his poor battered ass, and he won’t look at me.
I’ve still got Dean’s cum in my mouth when Alexander tugs at my hair. I’m still fighting the urge to retch as he forces my face to Dean’s used ass.
“No hard limits,” he hisses, and my stomach lurches. “Lick it up.”
Dean’s asshole is glistening with Alexander’s cum.
It dribbles down his ass crack like syrup.
“Lick it up,” Alexander says again, and his eyes are fierce on mine.
I won’t disappoint him.
I never want to disappoint him. No matter what.
I take a breath, I smile at him.
And then I lick it up.
Every last drop.Chapter Thirty-EightMelissaI lose all sense of time in that hotel room. I lose all sense of myself as Alexander goes in for round two and rubs his cum-slick dick against Dean’s until they’re both hard again.
I’m like a ghost of my old self as Alexander pins Dean on his back, hoists his legs up high and slides his cock right back inside Dean’s poor ass.
Dean doesn’t grimace this time. His grunts are full of want, not pain.
He kisses Alexander right back, like I’m not even there, and this is it, right here in front of me.
The Alexander Henley effect.
I play with myself because I want to this time, not because Alexander tells me to. It’s all for me as I rub my clit until I shudder and stifle my moans on the bedsheets so Dean won’t realise how disgusting I really am.
I don’t think he’d notice anyway. His world is full of Alexander Henley.
He doesn’t fight when the hand clamps around his throat, doesn’t struggle as he chokes for the man I love.
He comes when Alexander does, spurting thick streams against Alexander’s stomach under the pressure of the thrusts.
Dean’s eyes are glazed for a long time as he comes down.
I feel so cold inside as he sobers up from this madness and realises what the fuck just went down.
He tugs up his jeans as Alexander watches him, and I cringe as he makes his excuses, says he’s got to leave now.
“Not so fast,” Alexander says and points at the smear on his stomach.
My eyes are watering with the need to retch as Dean licks him clean. I look away as Dean takes Alexander’s dick into his mouth and sucks him until there’s nothing left to take.