"I see," Cam murmured, his respect for the boy rising. He hadn't taken the beating to save some small trinket, but to fulfill a deathbed request. He had honor, and obviously loved his mother. The boy's voice had deepened several octaves when he'd spoken of the woman. That thought made Cam realize that the lad still had a higher voice, which meant he was even younger than he'd first thought.
His gaze dropped to the bag and he shook his head. The thieves wouldn't have been interested in the scroll or the weeds in the boy's bag. Had he just given it up, they probably would have upended it, spreading the contents on the ground and then--finding nothing of value--would have left him alone and continued on their way. But his refusal to give up the bag, and then his determination to have it back, had no doubt convinced them there was a king's ransom stashed in the small satchel.
"What's your name boy?"
"Joan--Joan-as," the boy answered.
"Jonas?" Cam asked, wondering if the boy had a stutter or some other speech impediment. Perhaps it was just his swollen face affecting his speech, he decided.
"Aye. Jonas," the boy muttered, ducking his head.
"Well, Jonas, I am Campbell Sinclair. Cam to me friends."
"A pleasure to make your acquaintance Campbell Sinclair," Jonas muttered, ducking his head again.
"As I said, me friends call me Cam, and since ye saved me life, I think I'll count ye amongst them," he said with a smile.
"Cam," Jonas murmured, and then cleared his throat and said, "You can call me Jo. 'Tis what my friends call me."
"Jo 'tis then," Cam said easily.
They were both silent for a moment and then Jo asked, "Isn't Campbell a clan name?"
"Aye. 'Twas me mother's clan. So she gave me her last name fer a first," he explained.
"Oh," Jonas nodded and then began digging again with his stick.
"Let me see the scroll," Cam said abruptly. When Jonas's head shot up, eyes narrowed, he shook his head and said, "I will no' take it. I do no' even need to touch it. I just want to see it."
Jonas hesitated, but then set down the stick and opened his bag. After rifling through it briefly, he pulled out a small, but thick, scroll. Cam could see the wax that sealed it, but it was just a blob, probably from candle wax dripped on it. There was no mark in the wax, however, as would be on a nobleman's message. But then a peasant wouldn't have a family ring with a crest to press into the wax. On the other hand, parchment wasn't usually something a peasant had either.
"Tuck the scroll in yer shirt," Cam said finally. " 'Twill keep it safe, and the next time someone tries to steal yer bag, ye will no' risk yer life to keep it."
Jonas's eyebrows rose, but then he nodded and shoved the scroll down the top of his shirt. It pressed against the loose material, but you wouldn't notice it unless you were looking for it. Satisfied, Cam nodded.
"You're rubbing your stomach. Is it sore or are you hungry?" Jonas asked suddenly.
"Hungry," Cam admitted with a grimace. His stomach felt completely empty. He was sure if he swallowed a coin, they'd hear it rattling around inside his hollow belly.
Jonas nodded and stood. "I'll trap a rabbit and gather some berries."
"I can help," Cam said, pushing to his feet.
Jonas didn't humiliate him by pointing out that he was wavering on his feet like a sapling in a stiff breeze. He merely shook his head. "I'll be faster on me own. Besides, you'll tire easily for the next while. You should rest while you wait."
Before Cam could even respond, the lad had slipped away and disappeared into the woods. He'd also left his bag behind. Cam would have liked to think it was because Jonas trusted him, but knew the truth was the boy now carried the only thing of import that it had previously held. Still, the weeds had come in handy and might again, so Cam stooped to pick up the bag, mouth firming against the pain the action caused. Straightening carefully, he carried it over to set beside his own bag, and then eased his way down onto the ground and lay on his side. A little rest sounded a good idea.
JOAN WASN'T SURPRISED WHEN SHE RETURNED to camp and found Cam sleeping. She'd seen enough injured men to know he'd do a lot of that for the next day or two. Maybe longer. That was all right with her. She hadn't slept much the last couple of days as she'd watched over him. She hadn't dared sleep while he was feverish, and had instead spent her time soaking his plaid in the river's cold water and then laying it over him in an effort to cool him off. It was the only way she'd known to fight the fever. Joan couldn't even guess how many times she'd rushed back and forth from the river to the unconscious man. He'd been so hot, the cloth had seemed to grow warm and dry in minutes. The only other thing she'd been able to do was dribble willow bark tea down his throat along with other tinctures she'd thought might help . . . and wait. Now that the fever had passed though, Joan didn't have to watch over him constantly. It meant she could actually get some rest too.
Settling beside the fire, Joan turned her attention to cleaning the rabbit. It wasn't the first time she'd performed the chore, so the process didn't take long. Once that was done, she started a fire and then found a good-sized branch and skewered the animal on it. As she set it over the fire, Joan couldn't help thinking that a pot would come in handy. Cam would have done better with soup than roasted meat, and she'd come across some wild onions and carrots while catching the rabbit. However, she had no pot, so they would have to make do with roasted rabbit and the vegetables she'd found, wrapped in the large leaves and roasted in the hot coals.
Sighing, Joan removed her hat and ran a hand wearily through her long hair as it fell around her shoulders. She was exhausted, and filthy. She hadn't bathed since setting out on this journey two weeks ago and she itched everywhere. Two weeks and still she hadn't made her way out of England and into Scotland, she thought with a shake of the head. True, her travels had been interrupted a time or two when she'd stopped to help an ailing or injured traveler, but still, she'd expected to be further north than this by now.
Sighing, she slid her hat back on her head and glanced to Cam. He seemed an all right fellow for a Scot. He'd troubled himself enough to stop and save her from a nasty situation. Many wouldn't have. He'd even thanked her for tending to him afterward, something she wasn't used to hearing from nobility. Generally, nobles took what they wanted without a by your leave, or reacted to a kindness as if they were entitled to it. But he'd thanked her.
Mind you, he thought she was a boy, Joan reminded herself. She didn't know if that made a difference or not. Perhaps he still would have thanked her had he known she was a woman. She'd never know, because he'd never know she was a girl. Joan had told the truth when she'd said she was delivering a message as a deathbed request from her mother. The other part of her mother's request had been an insistence that she dress herself as a boy for the journey. It had been a smart idea. After everything that had happened, Joan didn't think she'd have got far on her journey had she traveled as herself. Even as a boy she'd encountered some pretty despicable characters with less than honorable intentions. She'd had some narrow escapes. This last one had been the worst, though.
Joan glanced to Cam again. It was something she'd done often over the last couple of days. It was impossible not to; he was a good-looking man with all that fair hair falling around his handsome face. He was also very well built. The man had muscles to spare. And his behind? Joan gave her head a shake, trying to remove the memory of the man's derriere. She'd managed to avoid looking at it the first several times she'd tended his back, but temptation or perhaps exhaustion had weakened her and, of late, she'd found herself stopping to look at his behind as she'd tended his wound . . . and it was a fine behind. So fine she started to wonder if he had a lady wife. He probably did . . . and if not, then he most definitely had a betrothed. Things like that were arranged when a nobleman was a child.
Joan didn't know why she even bothered to wonder about it. A lord would never be interested in a village lass, at least not for anything more than a dalliance. And Joan had no intention
of being anyone's dalliance. Truthfully, she didn't think she wanted to be anyone's wife either. From the time she was born her mother had taken her along to birthings and healings. Joan's first memory was of a birth that had gone wrong. It was nothing but a fuzzy blur of blood and screaming, but that was enough. Since then she'd seen many other examples of what happened when a child was born. She'd seen women ripped up so badly below that their blood ran black. She'd seen women die with the child still lodged in their bodies. She'd also seen everything in between those two extremes when it came to birthing and it was enough to scare any desire to have children right out of her.
Nay, children were not for her. Joan was content with healing and midwifery and tending the sick. She had no desire to bind herself to another and bear children. No matter how attractive the man's derriere was.
Chapter 2
"MMMM. 'TIS GOOD."
Joan glanced sideways to Cam and nodded silently. They were sharing a small log as they ate the rabbit and vegetables by the small fire she'd built. The meal had turned out surprisingly well considering she'd had so little to work with. Or perhaps this meal tasted so good to her because she hadn't had meat since setting out on this journey. Joan hadn't wanted to draw attention to herself, or take the time to bother with a fire while traveling on her own, so had made do with berries and any wild vegetables she'd encountered. She'd also packed two loaves of bread in her bag when she'd set out, but had finished the last of that while watching over Cam.
Of course, he thought it was good too. But then this was the first bit of food he'd had in three days. That was sure to color his opinion.
"So Jo," Cam said suddenly around a bite of rabbit. "How old are you?"
"Twenty," Joan answered without thinking, and glanced up with surprise when the Scot burst out laughing.
" 'Tis sorry I am boy, but ye barely reach me chest, yer face is hairless, yer voice has yet to change, and ye've no' developed a bit o' muscle yet." He shook his head. "If ye've seen more than twelve or thirteen years, I'll eat me horse."
Joan ducked her head, and picked at her meat, but her mind was in a bit of a muddle. She'd briefly forgotten that she was supposed to be a boy. That was a dangerous slip. Not that she believed Cam would harm her if he knew she was a female. She'd saved his life, after all, and that after he'd saved her. It didn't suggest he was the sort to attack a woman traveling alone. Besides, there was little he could want from her. She had no money, and from what she'd seen of her face in the river's surface when she was washing the rabbit, she was a mess. Joan had hardly recognized herself. Her face was almost universally swollen. Her eyes had black circles around them that were just beginning to turn green at the edges as the bruising started to fade. Her upper lip was swollen and cut and there was another bruise on her jaw as well. She wasn't anywhere near attractive enough to move a man to want to attack her. Still, she'd donned this garb for the journey for a reason. 'Twas better to be safe than sorry. Besides, she didn't want Cam to have to eat his horse.
That thought made her smile, which in turn made her wince as her split lip complained at the stretching.
"Who are ye to deliver the letter to in Scotland?" Cam asked suddenly.