I was tempted to follow just for the pleasure of pushing him in. Although … could the Corporalki fix my blushing? I shook the ridiculous thought from my head. The day I asked a Corporalnik to tend to my blushes was the day I’d be laughed out of the Little Palace.
Nikolai had stopped on the gravel path, halfway down to the lake, and I joined him there. He pointed to a strip of beach on the far shore, a short distance from the school. “I want to construct a pier there,” he said.
“Why?”
“So I can rebuild the Hummingbird. ”
“You really can’t keep still, can you? Don’t you have enough on your plate?”
He squinted out at the glittering surface of the lake. “Alina, I’m hoping we can find a way to defeat the Darkling. But if we can’t, we need a way to get you out. ”
I stared at him. “What about the rest of the Grisha?”
“There’s nothing I can do for them. ”
I couldn’t quite believe what he was suggesting. “I’m not going to run. ”
“I had a feeling you’d say that,” he said with a sigh.
“And you?” I said angrily. “Are you just going to fly away and leave the rest of us to face the Darkling?”
“Come now,” he said. “You know I’ve always wanted a hero’s funeral. ” He looked back at the lake. “I’m happy to go down fighting, but I don’t want my parents left to the Darkling’s mercy. Will you give me two Squallers to train?”
“They’re not gifts, Nikolai,” I said, thinking of the way the Darkling had made a present of Genya to the Queen. “But I’ll ask for volunteers. Just don’t tell them what it’s for. I don’t want the others to get discouraged. ” Or start vying for places aboard the craft. “And one more thing,” I said. “I want you to make room for Baghra. She shouldn’t have to face the Darkling again. She’s been through enough. ”
“Of course,” he said, then added, “I still believe we can win, Alina. ”
I’m glad someone does, I thought dismally, and turned to go inside.
Chapter 16
DAVID HAD MANAGED to slip away again after the last council meeting, and it was late the following evening before I had a free moment to corner him in the Fabrikator workrooms. I found him hunched over a pile of blueprints, his fingers stained with ink.
I settled myself on a stool beside him and cleared my throat. He looked up, blinking owlishly. He was so pale I could see the blue tracery of veins through his skin, and someone had given him a very bad haircut.
Probably did it himself, I thought with an inward shake of my head. It was hard to believe that this was the boy Genya had fallen so hard for.
His eyes flicked to the collar at my neck. He began to fidget with the items on his worktable, moving them around and arranging them in careful lines: a compass, graphite pencils, pens and pots of ink in different colors, pieces of clear and mirrored glass, a hard-boiled egg that I assumed was his dinner, and page after page of drawings and plans that I couldn’t begin to make sense of.
“What are you working on?” I asked.
He blinked again. “Dishes. ”
“Ah. ”
“Reflective bowls,” he said. “Based on a parabola. ”
“How … interesting?” I managed.
He scratched his nose, leaving a giant blue smudge along the ridge. “It might be a way to magnify your power. ”
“Like the mirrors in my gloves?” I’d asked that the Durasts remake them. With the power of two amplifiers, I probably didn’t need them. But the mirrors allowed me to focus and pinpoint light, and there was something comforting in the control they gave me.
“Sort of,” said David. “If I get it right, it will be a much bigger way to use the Cut. ”
“And if you get it wrong?”
“Either nothing will happen, or whoever’s operating it will be blown to bits. ”
“Sounds promising. ”
“I thought so too,” he said without a hint of humor, and bent back to his work.
“David,” I said. He looked up, startled, as if he’d completely forgotten I was there. “I need to ask you something. ”
His gaze darted to the collar again, then back to his worktable.
“What can you tell me about Ilya Morozova?”