Faith wrapped a paper towel around her finger to catch the remaining trickles of blood. She turned on the lights and got the broom and dustpan from the pantry. She swept up the glass, then got out the stick vacuum to get the smaller pieces. She hadn't been home in two days, so the kitchen was messier than she usually kept it. Faith ran the vacuum over the tiles, angling the bristles into corners.
She rinsed off the dishes in the sink and put them in the dishwasher. She scoured the sink and put the dish towels in the washing machine along with a load of clothes that she found in her bathroom hamper. She was cleaning out the dryer lint trap when she remembered the uncomfortable moment with Will Trent, when just for a moment, she had thought he was asking her out on a date.
Angie Polaski. For the first time since she'd met him, Faith felt sorry for the man. Talk about sloppy seconds. Was there such a thing as sloppy thousandths? Polaski's conquests were legend in the squad room. There were even jokes to rookies about how they had to pass through those legs to become one of the finest cops in the city.
Will had to know about the rumors—or maybe he was just one of those people who couldn't translate the skills they showed on the job to their personal lives. Standing in his office doorway tonight, watching him work on his computer, Faith had been struck by his sense of isolation. Will had literally jumped out of his chair when he'd seen her. With the bruises around his eyes, he'd looked like a startled raccoon.
That was another thing. How was he going to keep his job after getting into a fistfight with Paul Campano? Talk about police gossip. Hamish Patel gossiped like a woman. Faith had gotten a phone call from one of her fellow homicide detectives before she'd even left Georgia Tech.
Will didn't seem to be worried about his job. Amanda was tough, but she could also be very fair. Or maybe tolerance was the new buzzword at the GBI now. Faith had called Will an asshole and a monkey in the space of two days and he still had not thrown her off the case. He had just given her a vial of gray powder and asked her to break the law.
Her cell phone started ringing, and Faith ran to the kitchen like an anxious schoolgirl, expecting to hear Jeremy's voice.
She said, "Let me guess, you need pizza?"
"Faith?" She felt herself frowning, trying to place the voice. "It's Victor Martinez."
"Oh," was all she could manage.
He said, "Were you expecting someone else?"
"I thought you'd be my son."
"How is Jeremy doing?"
Faith didn't recall having told him Jeremy's name, but she said, "He's fine."
"I met him this afternoon. He's in Glenn Hall. Fine young man."
"I'm sorry," she began. "Why were you talking to him?"
"I've spoken with all the students who lived near Adam Humphrey. I wanted to check on them, make sure they knew they had someone to turn to."
"More ass covering?"
"Have I made myself seem that callous?"
Faith stumbled through an apology. "It's been a long day for me."
"Me, too."
She closed her eyes, thinking about the way Victor Martinez's eyes crinkled when he smiled—the real smile, not the "oh-shit-you've-got-a-son-at-my-school" smile.
"Faith?"
"I'm here."
"There's an Italian restaurant on Highland. Do you know the one I'm talking about?"
"Uh..." Faith shook her head, as if she needed to clear her ears. "Yes."
"I know it's late, but would you meet me there for dinner? Or maybe just a drink?"
Faith was sure she had misunderstood him. She actually stuttered. "S-sure. Okay."
"Ten minutes."
"All right."
"I'll see you then."
Faith held the phone in her hand until the recorded message beseeched her to hang up. She dropped the phone and rushed around the house like a madwoman, looking for a clean pair of jeans, then deciding on a skirt, then realizing the skirt was not only too tight but had a guacamole stain from the last time she had eaten out with a man—if you counted Jeremy as a man. She settled on a strapless sundress and headed for the front door, only to turn around and change when she caught her reflection in the mirror, the pasty skin under her arm rolling up over the dress like the top of a Starbucks sour cream blueberry muffin.
Victor was sitting at the bar when she finally made it to the restaurant. He had a half-empty glass of what looked like scotch in front of him. His tie was pulled down, his jacket on the back of his chair. The hands on the clock over the bar were coming up on eleven. Yet again, Faith found herself wondering if this was even a date. Maybe he had just asked her out as a friend, or someone who was a peer, so they could talk about Gabriel Cohen. Maybe he just didn't like to drink alone.
He stood up when he saw her, a tired, lazy smile on his lips. If this wasn't a date, then Faith was the biggest fool on the planet; her knees went weak at the sight of him.
Victor rubbed his hand along her arm and she fought the urge to purr. He said, "I thought you'd changed your mind."
"Just my clothes," she admitted. "Four times."
He took in her outfit, which was a variation on the same work clothes he'd seen her in since they'd met yesterday. "You look very...professional."
Faith sat down, feeling exhaustion overcome desire. She was a bit old to be acting like a heartsick schoolgirl. The last time that'd happened, she'd ended up pregnant and alone. "Believe me, considering what I found in my closet, it could have been a lot worse."
He pulled his bar stool close to hers and sat. "I like it without the gun and the badge."
She felt naked without them, actually, but she chose not to share the information.
"What'll you have to drink?"
Faith looked at the bottles of liquor stacked behind the bar. She knew she should have chosen something ladylike—a wine spritzer or a cosmopolitan, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. "Gin and tonic."
Victor motioned over the bartender and placed the order.
Faith asked, "What happened with Gabe?"
Victor turned toward her. She could see that the sparkle in his eyes was not as intense. "Are you asking in an official capacity?"
"Yes, I am."
He rolled his palm along the outside of his glass of scotch. "Honesty isn't really a problem with you, is it?"
"No," Faith admitted. She had yet to meet a man who considered this an asset.
Victor said, "Can I ask you—when you called me today, you said you didn't want to put Gabe into the system. What did you mean by that?"
She was silent as the bartender put a large gin and tonic in front of her. Faith allowed herself a sip before telling Victor, "I think the easiest way to sum it up is to say that the police are known for using sledgehammers to drive in thumbtacks. The department has a procedure for everything. With Gabe—I would've placed him in protective custody, either called an ambulance or taken him to Grady hospital myself. I would tell them what he told me: He admitted to trying to kill himself before. He admitted to me that he was thinking about doing it again. Suicide is the eighth leading cause of death among young men. We take that very seriously."