“You tempt me.”
He tempted her? “What d’you mean?”
Was it the same way she tempted him? Was it the same way that caused him to wait until Dyna was sound asleep so he could whack the fuck off every night? And sometimes in the morning, too? All because he wanted to head to the other side of the trailer, kick open her door and fuck her brains out.
Since he couldn’t, he did the next best thing. He’d close his eyes and imagine his fist was her tight pussy, or her hot mouth, until he shot his hot, what seemed like endless, load all over his own stomach. She washed some of his laundry a couple of days ago, did she wonder why a couple of his dirty T-shirts were stiff?
“You know what I mean. I need to minimize my time around you as much as possible.”
“Why do I tempt you?”
She frowned and drew her free hand across her forehead, like she was wiping away invisible sweat. “I don’t know, but I hate that you do.”
Christ. She hated that she wanted him. “Why d’you hate it?”
“Because I didn’t come here for dick, Cage.” She was on the verge of shouting.
“Don’t mean you can’t get some dick.”
“We need to live together right now for Dyna’s sake. Like I said, it’s not smart.”
“We all got needs.” He needed to stop jerking off and experience the real thing. Because nothing beat a warm, wet, tight pussy. His own rough, calloused fingers weren’t even close.
He considered getting a Fleshlight or latex pocket pussy, like Judge and probably some of his other brothers had, but right now he couldn’t afford one. He wasn’t paying for a goddamn fake pussy to blow his load into when his daughter needed shit.
His pleasure would have to wait.
Unless there was a warm, soft and wet woman willing to help him out with his dilemma...
“I can get my needs filled elsewhere. Not with someone I need to see every fucking day. Not with the father of the baby girl I’m helping with. It’s just a sticky situation because I’m not staying and you have your hands full. And the idea of just fucking to fuck seems way too problematic.”
Why was there anything wrong with just fucking to fuck? Humans have done it for thousands of years. Cavemen probably fucked just to fuck. She probably didn’t want to hear that, though. “Don’t have to be problematic.”
“Really? Tell that to yourself. Look what a couple quick fucks in a shed did to your life. Sex can get complicated, even when it’s not supposed to be. And, anyway, I don’t do casual.”
She didn’t do casual. “Just said you could get your needs filled elsewhere. That means you’d be doin’ some strange. So, which is it? You don’t do randoms, or you do? You’re confusin’ the fuck outta me.”
If she only did relationships, why wasn’t she in one now? Or why hadn’t any of her past relationships been successful enough that she was married, or at least still with the guy?
“You’re not the only one confused. To me, casual and randoms are two different things. One is someone you casually have sex with whenever you’re in the mood. It’s the same person but no commitment. Randoms are just that. One-night-stands. It’s a hi, fuck, bye situation. Deacon’s an expert at those. Or was, until Reese.”
“So, wait. You’re sayin’ you won’t do casual but you’ll do a random fuck?” His fingers tightened on her wrist. His blood was beginning to simmer and not in a good way.
“I normally don’t do either. But...” She shook her head. “I’m not getting into this with you. Just know this, I have no desire to get mixed up with a biker, even if I was into casual sex.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t ever want to be with a man like my father.”
“I ain’t your father.”
“So you say.”
“I know the shit your father did. I know what he did to you, Jem. I’d never do that to Dyna.”
“Again, so you say. You can’t say that for sure.”
He set his jaw. “I’d never put my daughter in fuckin’ danger.” The simmer was turning into a boil.
“You don’t know what you’d do if you had a shitload of guns pointed in your direction and a convenient shield nearby who you knew the cops wouldn’t fire at.”
“Fuck, Jem. You’re pissin’ me the fuck off.”
“Good. Then let me go,” her eyes flicked down for a second to where he held her, “so I can go get dinner.”
“If you’re so fuckin’ hungry, you got dinner here. You just don’t wanna eat it with me because I fuckin’ tempt you.”
“Do you really want to risk fucking this up?”
He knew what she meant. If he fucked her and things went sideways, she’d be out the door in a fucking flash, leaving him alone with Dyna and no help.