Damaged Like Us (Like Us 1)

When no more paparazzi lie ahead, I fall behind Luna and protect her from the back. We reach the brick stoop, and the door already flies open.

Maximoff pulls his little sister safely inside.

SQUATTING DOWN, I rummage through Maximoff’s bathroom cupboard beneath the sink. I hit my elbow on the nearby toilet a few times. There’s no space in here, not even for a tub. Just a small shower stall.

I push aside Jane’s baskets of nail polish, and Maximoff bends down next to me and searches through the cupboard too. He has this intrinsic need to help, and he’s been in big-brother, over-protective mode for the past twenty minutes.

His love for his siblings toughens him, not softens.

And a guy being so protective over the people he loves, I find extremely fucking sexy.

I grab the first-aid kit in the very back. “The mouthwash needs to be alcohol-free,” I tell him, and when he finds a bottle, we both stand up. I pop open the kit to see what else I need.

Maximoff watches me. “How up-to-date is your medical knowledge?”

“I know more than you,” I say since he tried to diagnose Luna downstairs until I butted in, “and I’m the one who gradated medical school at Yale.”

“But your undergrad only took two years—”

“Because I passed the requirements faster than the average person, Harvard Dropout.”

“Really?” he deadpans. “Maybe you just sucked.”

I roll my eyes and laugh. “That’s not how that works.” I sift through the kit’s items. Gloves, cotton balls, a plastic syringe, thermometer, but I’m still missing something.

“Farrow,” he says seriously, “if you’re not sure—”

“Maximoff.” I look right at him. “I’m one-hundred percent sure that she has an infection from a really shit tongue piercing. If you don’t trust me, then go Web M.D. her symptoms. It’ll tell you that I’m right.”

He cracks a knuckle. “I trust you. I’m just”—he gestures to his head—“processing that my sister stuck a sewing needle in her tongue a week ago, and it’s still bleeding and she may have a low-grade fever. You know, the usual Friday night.”

I take out my supplies and shut the first-aid kit. “It’s a good Friday night when no one’s crying or dead.”

“Which is exactly why she didn’t want to tell my parents yet.” He rotates his stiff shoulders. “My dad will fucking die, and my mom will cry out of worry.” He keeps shaking his head, thinking about something else. “Fuck.”

“I need to make a saline solution, so take your fucks downstairs with me, wolf scout.”

He carries the mouthwash while I have the rest of the supplies. Once downstairs, we bypass the living room where Luna and Jane talk quietly on the loveseat.

Not even a foot into the kitchen and Maximoff already fills a pot with water and sets it on the stove. I smile and place my supplies on the counter. He slides salt to me and ropes my gaze tenfold.

“You know saline solution is just distilled water and salt,” I realize. “Where’d you learn that? Wolf Scout Training?”

“Common sense.”

Who knew common sense could be so fucking attractive? The heat ratchets up.

I end up saying, “Common sense is a good look on you.” I pass him to grab a cup out of a cabinet, and my shoulder slides against his bare skin. Barely any room for two bodies in this cramped kitchen.

He tenses, breathing shallow, and he looks back at me.

He’s still only dressed in drawstring pants, his ass literal perfection in them. I’ve never wanted to touch, hold and fuck someone as much as I want to touch, hold and fuck him. And even though I just massaged Maximoff, it still feels like not enough.

Not nearly enough.

Still, he said no, and when a guy says no, I’m at full-stop.

Maximoff pours the distilled water into a glass, and I mix salt and then I measure a small amount of mouthwash into another cup. Our biceps and forearms keep crossing and skimming.

His breath audibly catches a few times, husky, and he clears his throat.

My muscles burn—if he does that again, I may harden. “What was eating at you from before?” I ask, referring to his earlier exclamation of fuck.

Maximoff glances at the archway, then to me. “My little sister pierced her tongue. So I’m thinking about what other people think of tongue piercings, and what they’ll say about her, how it’ll affect her, the media, and the subsequent headline: Luna Hale Gets Tongue Piercing, She Likes to Give Head.”

I can’t say I’m surprised. “We’ve officially established that you think way too much about what other people are thinking.”

“I have to,” he refutes. “People judge my family every damn day, and if there’s any way I can save my siblings and cousins from harassment—then I’m taking it.”

Using the syringe, I suck up the saline solution. His parents pay people to predict headlines, soften fallouts, and obsess so he doesn’t have to. They’re called publicists, but Moffy tries to be everything for everyone.

The quality that I like the best about him may also be his worst trait. He’s too caring.

“Most likely,” I say, “your sister isn’t that worried about other people’s judgment.”

Maximoff shakes his head, skeptical.

“Do you see me?” I ask, motioning to my facial piercings. My left ear is also pierced, but I took out my earring last month for a change. And a barbell is hooked through my right nipple. “Those of us who get piercings and tattoos generally don’t give a flying shit what people think of said piercings and tattoos.”

Maximoff rests his elbow on the counter and faces me. “Generally, most people aren’t the kind of famous where internet trolls Photoshop your head on two humping rabbits.”

That happened to his mom. Not Luna.

Slowly, I put on the white latex gloves. “You should remember that your sister is used to ridicule.”

He lets this sink in for a second. Luna isn’t defenseless against cruel headlines. She has a bit of grit that her brother doesn’t take into account.

“And realistically”—I snap my last glove up to my wrist—“she could’ve picked a tongue piercing with oral in mind.”

He grimaces. “No.”

“Little sisters can like giving blow jobs,” I say and laugh as his scowl appears.

“Because you have so many little sisters.” He knows that I have zero little sisters, zero brothers, and one much older stepsister. Sibling relationships are uncharted territory for me, but I like seeing his and how much they all mean to each other.

It’s endearing.

Maximoff leans closer and lowers his voice. “As far as I know, she’s never been kissed.” He pauses, thinking. “Wouldn’t the security team know if she’s been with anyone?”

“Epsilon would know,” I correct, “and if I radioed them to ask, they’d tell me to fuck off.” I’m not interested in Luna’s sexual history enough to extend an olive branch to SFE. On the list of important things, it’s very, very low.

While Moffy contemplates this, I shout, “Luna!”

Spider-Man mask now off, Luna waves and trudges into the small kitchen, and Maximoff jumps on the counter by the toaster. Sitting up high so she has room to stand next to me. Her features are a mix of her mom and dad: soft round face, amber eyes, and long light-brown hair.

Luna slurs a little as she says, “If I die from this, please tell the world that I got into a fight with a space alien and the alien won.”

Maximoff says certainly, “You’re not dying, sis.”

She takes a deep, relieved inhale, happy about being alive.

I hand her the cup with mouthwash and saline solution mix. “Swish and spit.”

Luna swishes and winces, and she tries to say dammit with a mouthful of salt water. Saliva drips down her chin. I guide her to the sink.

“Spit.”

She does, and bloody salt water hits the metal sink basin. “That stings so badly,” she breathes

, clutching the edge of the sink.

“It’s happening again,” I warn her. “Stick your tongue out.”

Luna winces already. “Right now?” She wipes her forehead with her arm, her cheeks beet-red. I need to take her temperature.

Maximoff glares. “You plan on going somewhere, Luna? What else are we doing?”

“Jane promised a movie night, and we could always watch the movie, then come back.” She shimmies her shoulders awkwardly. “Yeah?” She gives me a thumbs-up.

“Stick your tongue out,” I say.

Luna frowns. “Moffy is supposed to be the hardass.”

I roll my eyes. “I was a hardass first, and then he copied me.”

Maximoff interjects, “Sounds like fan fiction.”

“Man, I was born before your parents even officially started dating.” I give him a look. “Five years older, ten times smarter.”

He shoots me a middle finger.